I am Haruna Akashi. I'm a volleyball player who has been sick almost her entire life. During middle school I spent more time in the local hospital than I did studying.

One day I saw someone on TV who caught my eye. I was always depressed and sad since I saw my parents crying in the lobby so I decided to pour out all of my feelings into listening to music. I stumbled across this artist names Arioka Daiki and his band. I saw how happy he was and how happily he laughed and lived. I looked up to him. To be honest I may have liked him.

His band was small and not very popular. I mean it was just out of people in my school. I desperately wanted to talk to him but I didn't know how. Looking at him and his group of friends it didn't look like I could fit in. So, I decided to talk to one of their friends Tachibana Yuki. They were all best friends except I lied and said I wanted to be set up with Yamada Ryosuke, the leader.

When I first met Daiki, well actually talked to him, it was a very funny meeting. I was playing volleyball in a skirt, worst idea ever. Anyway the wind blew and he snapped a...picture if you know what I mean. I was so mad I beat him up and let's just say my serve "accidentally" hit him in the face and I don't mean to brag but my serves are quite strong.

We soon became friends and just before I could confess I was in the hospital again. This time I knew I wasn't going to leave and even if I could I wouldn't be able to walk or do anything I loved again. I put on a fake smile when he was there but one day I had a stroke right in front of him. He was there to visit me but I wasn't well. It turned out that the only way I could live was through a risky surgery. I decided to do it since I may have a chance to show him my skills in a game. But...

Dai-chan's POV

I think I may love her so I ran out of the hospital and never visited again because I was scared. Yamada came and told me that she said she was going to have a risky surgery and that I needed to visit her. I reluctantly obeyed and went to see her.

"Oh well look who finally decided to show up!" Haru-chan said.

Stop acting so cheerful in front of me. I know what's going on. You don't have to fake. You are just making it worse. I thought but I still talked to her in faint whispers.

"Hey since you didn't bring me a present you need to carry me to the roof because I need some fresh air. I mean I have been locked in here for a month." She said.

"Fine..." I said.

"Hehe thanks."

I carried her to the top and once we got there. She started to cry. She was crying so much I didn't know what to do. She kept on saying that she wanted to get better and that she will make it through the surgery but I had a feeling I would never see her again. I loved her but I was too stupid to say it before her procedure no before...her death.

Yep that's right she died and I couldn't tell her how I felt. Luckily she wrote a letter to me before her death that basically said how she became to like me, how she lied about wanting to meet Yamada and how she...liked me. She said over and over again "I love you" "I love you". I began to cry when I read it. I began to regret. I was so sad.

----4 years later----

4 years, I haven't seen her, I haven't talked to her, I haven't held her.

"Hey haru-chan! I'm graduating. I wish you could be here, I wish I could hold you and tell you how proud I am of you. How are you up there? Do you feel better?" I said with tears running down my face.

"Me too. I miss you too and yea I do feel better. I want to hold you too. I'm sick but I love you!" I heard behind me from a figure hugging me.

"Wait! Don't go please. I love you too much. No..!"

"I love you too. Goodbye!"

It turned out that Yamada didn't really know about her "lie" either. I mean he can easily go find another girlfriend. He was labeled the class playboy. I'm such an idiot. I had so many chances to tell her how I felt. When I met her under the cherry blossom tree I thought that I would laugh with her forever but just like the cherry blossoms they are here and then...not.

A/N: Sorry I just rewatched shigatsu wa kimi no uso (your lie in April). this was based off of that story or the main concept. Anyway thanks for reading bye bye~~