Earth 9
Y/n's View

I knock on the door and it opens.

"I haven't seen you in so long." Suze says.

Suze hugs me and I smile.

"What brings you by?" Suze asks.

"Cassie called and told me Maddy was here having a mental breakdown." I say.

"Oh really? Didn't hear anything except the sound of my wine filling the glass." Suze says.

I laugh and she smiles. She lets me in and I go upstairs.

"What happened?" I ask going in the room.

"She won't tell us anything." Cassie says looking at the bathroom door.

I knock on the bathroom door and hear Maddy sniffle.

"I'm here." I say.

The door unlocks and I go inside.

"Baby, what's wrong?" I ask shutting the door behind me.

"You're gonna fucking hate me." Maddy says.

"Why?" I ask.

"When we took a break, I went to go see Nate. I slept with him and I realized that my period is late." Maddy says.

"You haven't taken a test?" I ask.

"I don't want to know." Maddy says.

"If you are pregnant, do you want to keep them?" I ask.

"I can barely take care of myself. I do drugs — they're gonna come out with an extra toe or some shit." She says.

"You can't tell anyone about this. I can't even go home tonight because my mom will know that something's happening." She says.

"Relax." I say holding her hands.

"We'll schedule an appointment to find out for sure and we'll go from there. If you are, call Nate and then you or both of you can make that choice. You can stay at my house tonight." I say.

Maddy smiles and hugs me.

"Thank you." Maddy says as I gently rub her back.

30 minutes later...

"Maddy!" Matteo says running to Maddy.

Matteo hugs Maddy and she smiles.

"Off to bed now." Mom says.

Mom waves at Maddy and we go in my room. Maddy stares at the wall and I gulp.

"You said you were sober." Maddy says.

Pills and potions

"I say I'm a lot of things. You say I'm a lot of things." I say.

We're overdosin'

"Yeah, and right now you're a drunk mess." Maddy says as I pick the glass up.

I throw the glass at her and she dodges it.

I'm angry, but

Maddy stares at her hand and I see blood fall on the floor.

"Shit, I'm so sorry." I say.

I go in the bathroom and open the cabinet. I grab the first-aid kit and leave the bathroom.

I still love you

"I'm sorry." I say as Maddy looks at her hand.

Pills and potions
We're overdosin'

"Everybody makes mistakes." Maddy says sitting on my bed.

Can't stand it, but
I still love you

I put her bag down and sit beside her.

"I'm really scared about all of this." Maddy says.

"I'll be with you every step of the way." I say.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove

"Don't even worry about that right now. Clear your head. You might not even be pregnant." I say.

Time Skip

"How'd it go?" I ask as Maddy gets back in the car.

"He says it's not his. He called me a whore and said I'll deal with the consequences of spreading my legs." Maddy says.

"Well damn." I say.

"I wanted to keep it but I can't do this alone. My mom is probably gonna kick me out if she knows." Maddy says.

"I got you." I say.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love

"What?" Maddy asks.

"I'll take you to the appointments, buy the clothes, buy the diapers, pay for the doctor bills— I got you. If you really want to keep them, I'll help you." I say.

I still love

"That's our baby now." I say.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love

Maddy smiles and kisses me.

I still lo-o-ove

"I love you." Maddy says.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love

"I love you too." I say.

I still love

Time Skip

"Hey Y/l/n." Nate says.

"Don't touch me, I don't know where you've been." I say as Nate tried to put his arm around my shoulder.

"Crazy because you're still sleeping with that whore — oh my bad — Maddy. You know how many other guys she's spread her legs for?" Nate says.

"Keep her name out of your mouth." I say.

Ayo
They could never make me hate you

"How can you stick up for her when she cheated on you with me? Even after all you do for her." Nate says.

Even though what you was doin' wasn't tasteful
Even though you out here lookin' so ungrateful

"Back the fuck off." I say.

I'ma keep it movin', be classy and graceful

"I'm not your fucking friend." I say.

I told 'em it's no friends in the game, you ain't learn that yet

"You're just gonna cut off our childhood friendship for some girl?" Nate asks.

All the bridges you came over, don't burn that yet

"Hey, if it's about the girl, we can fuck her together." He says.

"What the fuck is wrong with you? You're a fucking moron." I day.

"I'm gonna ask you nicely that you show my son some respect." Cal says walking up to us.

"He needs to earn it and I lost my respect for you when you started fucking kids." I say.

want respect, but ain't earn that yet

"You preach of how much of a Christian you are. I don't think God would be pleased if you fucked one of his underage children." I say.

Self-righteous and entitled but they swearin' on the Bible

"I hope you live a very long time. That way you can rot in prison." I say.

But I still don't wish death on 'em, I just reflect on ''em

"Enjoy the rest of your day." I say walking away.

Time Skip

"You're like my kryptonite." Maddy says.

Pills and potions
We're overdosin'

"How?" I ask.

"You can make me weak and angry sometimes. But I love having you because that means I'm safe." Maddy says.

I'm angry, but
I still love you

"Never heard that one before." I say.

Pills and potions
We're overdosin'

"How do I tell people, especially my mom?" Maddy asks.

"Just tell them. If they don't like that, fuck them." I say.

Can't stand it, but

"When it comes to your mom, just tell her and listen what she has to say. I've learned that if people are happy for you, then you know they love you." I say.

I still love you

"Y/n, I'm pregnant." Maddy says.

"Yeah, no shit." I say pointing at the boxes of baby stuff.

"Your mom hasn't questioned that?" Maddy asks.

"I told her that it was for the baby shower of a friend's mom. I guess we can tell her eventually." I say.

"Thank you for doing all of this. I know we're dating but I'm grateful that you're doing all of this. You're helping me raise a baby." Maddy says.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove

"It's not just a baby, it's our baby." I say.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
I still love

Maddy smiles and hugs me.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove

I smile and she kisses me.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
I still love

Time Skip

"Where are you going?" I ask as Maddy walks away.

"I gotta pee, just stay here." Maddy says going in the bathroom.

"Hey, Y/n." Rue says.

"I thought you didn't like me." I say.

"No, but Maddy likes you, she loves you. Besides what you're doing for her is pretty cool. Not what I expected someone who used to be Nate Jacobs' best friend." Rue says.

Yo
People'll love you and support you

"Don't bring it up again, please." I say.

"Anyways, can I borrow a dollar? I'm a dollar short and wanted to get some cotton candy." Rue says.

when it's beneficial

"You've borrowed like 50 bucks from me." I say.

I'ma forgive, I won't forget, but I'ma dead the issue

"And?" Rue asks.

"The last time." I say handing her a dollar.

"Thank you so much bestie. Good to see you." Rue says.

Soon as you outta lives is when they start to miss you

"Where'd Maddy go?" Kat asks walking up to me.

"The bathroom." I say.

"You know, I can't think of a single negative to say about you, it's killing me." Kat says.

They see you doin' good, now it's kinda hard to diss you

"I'm sorry about calling you a dumbass." Kat says.

be sick when they remember all the bad they wished you

"It's cool. I wasn't exactly treating Maddy like I should have. I don't why I thought it was okay to put my hands on her." I say.

"As long as you learn from your mistakes, you're changing." Kat says.

"Still can't believe you picked Maddy over me." Lauren says walking past me.

be mad when they can't come and live lavish wit' you

"Don't worry about anyone else. It probably doesn't mean anything coming from me but you've grown a lot. Thank you for doing this for Maddy." Kat says.

I smile and nod.

So I pop pills for 'em (Rrrah)

1 year later...

"I'm just glad you're not crazy anymore." I say.

"I'll fucking kill you!" Maddy says pointing a knife at me.

"I just fucking breathed and now your threatening me." I say.

"You breathed too loud." Maddy says.

"What is going on?" Mom asks.

"She's off her psych meds." I say.

Pills and potions
We're overdosin'

"So I don't need to call 911?" Mom asks as Maddy puts the knife down.

"Call an ambulance, but not for me." I say.

I'm angry, but

Maddy runs upstairs and I chase her. She laughs and I smile.

I still love you

"I'm getting off my meds for good. I'm not able to get into fights if I have a baby, I look and feel like shit." Maddy says.

Pills and potions
We're overdosin'

"Tired of calling ambulances whenever someone looked at me for half a second." I say.

Can't stand it, but
I still love you

"Yeah, well that never stopped you from loving me." Maddy says.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove

"I don't think anything ever will." I say.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
I still love

"Why you so obsessed with me? Boy I wanna know." Maddy says.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove

I laugh and she smiles.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
I still love

"I love you." I say.

I get high off
Your memory

"I'm in love with you. I love you." I say.

I get high off
Your memory

"I love you too." Maddy says.

I get high off
Your memory

"I love you too. Bitch, it's me and you against the world." Maddy says.

In due time
We'll be fine

"Mama." Isabella says.

In due time

"She was talking to me, right?" We ask each other at the same time.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove

*Same energy*

"Were you in labor for 6 hours without medication before pushing out an 8 pound baby? No? Didn't think so." Maddy says.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love

"I'll be daddy and you can be mommy." I say.

I still love

"That's not fair, you're my daddy." Maddy says.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love

I laugh and she smiles. She kisses me and I smile.

I still lo-o-ove

"I love you." I say.

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love

"I love you too." Maddy says.

I still love

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