Lexi's View

"Come upstairs, I got you something." Cassie says.

Y/n nods and follow Cassie upstairs.

"You okay?" Maddy asks.

"I just feel like Y/n is most interested in Cassie than she is in me." I say.

Everything's been so messed up here lately
Pretty sure he don't wanna be my baby

"It's almost like she'll leave me in any second." I say.

Oh, he don't love me, he don't love me
He don't love me, he don't love me, but that's okay

"That's ridiculous. Y/n wants you more than anything. Cassie's looking for a good time, Y/n's looking for a long time. At this age, that's someone no one else can give Y/n except you." Maddy says.

'Cause I love me, yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love me, yeah, I love myself anyway, hey

"Don't sweat it." Maddy says.

Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be okay

"Alright." I say.

It's gonna be a good, good life
That's what my therapist say

Maddy smiles and walks away.

Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be just fine
It's gonna be a good, good life

Time Skip

"Y/n." I say.

"Yes?" Y/n asks.

"What do you see in me?" I ask.

"W-What?" Y/n asks.

"No one has ever taken an interest in me like you have." I say.

I'm a mess, I'm a loser
I'm a hater, I'm a user

"I like you because you're so smart, caring, beautiful, and talented. And it's nice to be with someone who don't want to just party every night." Y/n says.

I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new

"I love you." I say.

I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed

"Oh, really?" Y/n asks smiling.

I don't trust no one around us

I nod and she kisses me.

"I love you too." Y/n says.

I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new

Time Skip

"Why do you look so upset?" Rue asks.

"Y/n and I made plans last night and she canceled on me because she wasn't feeling well. But this morning I found out she was with Cassie." I say.

Oh, he don't love me, he don't love me
He don't love me, he don't love me, but that's okay

"Doing... what?" Rue asks.

"I don't know!" I say.

"Well, there's other fish in the sea." Rue says.

'Cause I love me, yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love me, yeah, I love myself anyway, hey

"I don't want another fish!" I say.

"I'm kidding. I'll talk to Y/n and see if she'll tell me anything." Rue says.

Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be okay

"Don't worry about it though. Y/n won't pick Cassie over you." Rue says.

It's gonna be a good, good life
That's what my therapist say

"Right now, that's the way it's looking." I say.

Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be just fine
It's gonna be a good, good life

Time Skip

The room door opens and Y/n comes in.

"Hey." Y/n says.

"I don't wanna talk to you." I say.

"Did I do something wrong?" Y/n asks.

"You lied to me about being sick so you could go hang out with Cassie." I say.

"Lexi—" Y/n says.

"I was stupid for thinking you could actually fall for someone like me." I say.

I'm a mess, I'm a loser
I'm a hater, I'm a user

"Lexi, I'm sorry for lying but it's not what you think. Cassie and I have been planning you a birthday party. It was supposed to be a surprise." Y/n says.

"I wouldn't do something like that. I really do want you, Lexi." Y/n says.

I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed

"I told you that I loved you, that's not something you can say so loosely." Y/n says.

I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new

"If she want I can stop hanging with Cassie." She says.

Everything's gonna be alright, alright

"No, it's fine. I'm sorry." I say as she sits beside me on the bed.

Everything's gonna be just fine, just fine
It's gonna be a good, good life

"I just find it hard you believe that someone as popular as you could take a liking to me. No one ever has." I say.

I'm a mess, I'm a loser
I'm a hater, I'm a user

"Better believe because I'm not going anywhere." She says.

I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new

I smile and she kisses me.

I'm obsessed (I'm obsessed), I'm embarrassed

"I love you." Y/n says.

I don't trust no one around us

"I love you too." I say.

I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new (yeah)

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