Earth 32
Y/n's View

"We're not even together anymore." I say.

La la la la, la la la la, la la, la la

"I'm tired of the fighting." I say.

Look, I don't want to fight you

"That's what I mean. You said you wanted to breakup because you didn't want to be in a relationship anymore." Kat says.

"Yeah — with you — I don't want to be on a relationship with you." I say.

"Oh, so you were using me?" Kat asks.

"I didn't say that. I meant it when I said that I liked you — maybe I liked the idea of liking you." I say.

You got to know that I meant it when I said that I liked you
Or maybe just the idea

"I'm just not interested anymore." I say.

I bought it, don't want it, now return that shit like IKEA

"It was easy being with you until you... changed. I can't deal with you anymore." I say.

It was easy till it got a little deeper
Now I don't know how to deal with you so I'ma disappear (Poof)

"It's called character development." Maddy says walking over.

"This is none of your fucking business." I say.

"I'm gonna make it my business." Maddy says.

"Don't have to because this conversation is over." I say.

I'm a ghost
Now you see me, now you don't

I get up and walk away.

I'm a ghost

Time Skip

"I just started ignoring her calls because she wouldn't get the hint." I say.

Every time you hit the phone
I'm a ghost

"Do you believe that was okay of you to do?" Micheal asks.

(La la la la, la la la la, la la, la la)
Now you see me, now you don't

"Nate does it all the time to Maddy and no one questions it." I say.

(Now you see me, now you don't)
(La la la la, la la la la, la la, la la)

"That doesn't mean it's right." Micheal says.

"Well she changed and she was not the girl I fell in — liked. I didn't want to deal with her, it's inconvenient." I say.

I know it's inconvenient
To change your background, but let's back down
So you can see this is a problem I don't wanna put myself in front of

"Oh, so, you loved her?" Micheal says.

"I wouldn't say that." I say.

"You just did." Micheal says.

"You told me not to be dependent on someone just in case I have another bad breakup. That's why I did." I say.

That's why I blocked you 'cause I'm not the guy you should rely on

"That's not what I meant! I meant that you shouldn't tell yourself you're gonna be with someone for the rest of your life when you're in high school." Micheal says.

"Kat was crazy anyway." I say.

"It wasn't like she was following you, fighting every girl you talk to, or trying to kill you." Micheal says.

Or spy on, creep on, I don't know
You just ain't that type of hoe

"This conversation is pointless because I've already broke up with her. I know I should've told her that I have commitment issues but I never will." I say.

If I don't holler, let me go
I should have said it but I didn't and I won't (Poof)

Micheal starts clapping and I raise an eyebrow.

"You admitted it. You've been coming in for 4 years and you've never admitted it until now. You took ownership." Micheal says.

"Is that a good thing?" I ask.

"It's whatever you want it to be." Micheal says.

Time Skip

"What happened to Kat?" Mom asks.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"She never comes by anymore." Mom says.

"I broke up with her." I say.

I'm a ghost
Now you see me, now you don't

"Why?" Mom asks.

"I just wasn't interested anymore and didn't want to waste my time." I say.

I'm a ghost
Every time you hit the phone

"You weren't afraid that you would hurt her feelings?" Mom asks.

I'm a ghost
(La la la la, la la la la, la la, la la)

"Better than me lying and cheating on her." I say.

Now you see me, now you don't
(La la la la, la la la la, la la, la la)

"She's mad at me but I think what I did was right." I say.

I know you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me
'Cause I been shady, shady, shady, shady, shady

"She's been calling me trying to "rekindle the flame" but I'm just not interested. I'm not a fan of commitment." I say.

I don't get reception
Missed your call but best believe I got the message

"I've cheated before and I will do it again." I say.

"Leave me alone." I say.

Why don't you just leave me alone?

"How could you do this to me?" Maddy asks crying.

"It's nothing personal." I say.

"I just got bored, I thought you knew that." I say.

I think it's lasted way too long
I thought by now that you would know

"You should've told me that before sleeping with my best friend!" Maddy says.

But since you don't

"Are you gonna tell Kat?" I ask.

"No, I want her to be happy even if she's with a dick like you." Maddy says.

"You should call and apologize." Mom says.

"For what?" I ask.

"Y/n, we raised you better than that." Mom says.

"Ugh." I groan.

I grab my phone and go outside. I call Kat and it goes to voicemail.

"Hey, Kat. I wanted to applied for just ditching you like that." I say.

I'm a ghost

"You didn't deserve what I did — how I ended things." I say.

Now you see me, now you don't

"I have commitment issues and I've never been able to admit it until now." I say.

I'm a ghost

"It's just that I've cheated before and I felt like telling you I didn't want to be with you wouldn't hurt you as much." I say.

Every time you hit the phone

"So, yeah." I say.

I'm a ghost

"I'm really sorry for being a dick." I say.

(La la la la, la la la la, la la, la la)

I hang up and sigh.

Now you see me now you don't

That was the first time I had "talked to Kat" without lying through my teeth.

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