Earth 31
Jules' View

I creep downstairs and out the door. I quietly shut the door and get in the passenger seat.

"Why are you at Y/n's house?" Maddy asks.

"Don't be a pussy, call and tell her how you feel." Elliot says.

Wish I could get a little un-drunk so I could un-call you

I look at Maddy and she gasps.

"You fucked Y/n?!" Maddy asks.

At 5 in the morning, I would un-fuck you

"Don't— Don't tell anyone." I say.

"That's your business, not mine." Maddy says.

Time Skip; Y/n's View

"You're joke early." Dad says.

"The party was kinda lame." I say.

Honestly, this party's over
Everyone here shoulda gone home

Dad nods and I go upstairs. I close my door and open a drawer.

I take the alcohol bottle out and drink some of it.

But I'm afraid of being sober

I put it back in the drawer and sit on my bed. I sigh and unlock my phone.

'Cause the first thing I do when I'm alone
the photos that you used to send me

"You're a single woman now. You can't have pictures of your ex girlfriend in your phone." Nate says taking my phone.

Nate deletes the pictures and hands it back to me. I go to the recently deleted photos and recover them.

I should have deleted, but kept it a secret
Is that crazy to do?

I open another drawer and grab a bottle of hand sanitizer.

"Why do you have an entire drawer of hand sanitizer?" Jules asks.

"Oh my god, are you a germaphobe?" Jules asks.

I nod and Jules laughs.

I put hand sanitizer on my hands and one of my fingers start to tingle.

So I squeeze out the lime on the ice of my drink
And the juice hits the cuts on my fingers

I look at my finger and shrug.

It still doesn't burn as much as the thought of you

My phone rings and I answer it.

Wish I could get a little un-drunk so I could un-call you

"Hello." I say.

"Hey, are you home?" Jules asks.

"Yeah." I say.

"Cool, I'm coming over." Jules says.

"Wha—" I say.

Jules hangs up and I sigh.

The only reason Jules ever came to my house was to have sex.

At 5 in the morning, I would un-fuck you

I was over Jules until she came over the other day. Doing that was a really bad decision.

But some things you can't undo

Time Skip; Jules' View

"We're not even dating anymore. Why does it matter to you?" Y/n says.

"Oh, okay. Two can play that game." I say.

I walk away and sigh.

"Just make her jealous, I do it to Nate all the time." Maddy says.

"I think I'll go get personal with Elliot." I say.

I wish I could un-kiss the room full of strangers

"You know Y/n hates Elliot, right?" Kat says.

"That's the point, she's spiting Y/n." Maddy says.

So I could un-spite you, un-lose my temper

I regret dating Y/n. We weren't even in the same page as friends but there was just something about her. She's a great friend just not a great girlfriend.

But some things you can't undo
And one of them's you

I've been doing whatever I can to forget about Y/n and I don't even recognize myself. When I was with Y/n, I had my shit together — I didn't need to have sex every day. Now she's gone and that's what I have to do to forget her.

I'm afraid to turn the lights on
I don't wanna face this rebound

I just want to go Y/n's house, apologize, and work this out. Y/n's dad doesn't like me and has introduced her to a bunch of girls who are "better than me."

Is it weird if I come over?
I want to, but I know that she's around

I unlock my phone and open the Photos app.

to the photos that you used to send me
I should have deleted, but kept it a secret
Is that crazy to do? (Haha)

I go downstairs and see dad standing in the kitchen.

"Can you take that pan out of the oven for me?" Dad asks.

I nod and open the oven.

"It's—" Dad says as I take the pan out.

"It's hot." Dad says.

Oh, I'm hungry and wasted and my hands are shaking
I shouldn't be cooking, but spilling hot water

"Couldn't even tell." I say.

It still doesn't burn as much as the thought of you

Dad stares at me and I walk away.

Time Skip

I hear banging on my room door and I groan loudly.

"I don't wanna talk, dad." I say.

Been through every emotion
Right now, I'm sad and broken

"Jules." Y/n says.

I get up and open the door.

"Your room is a fucking mess." Y/n says walking in.

Like the bottles on the floor, but I'm too buzzed to clean 'em up

"If you're gonna talk shit you can go." I say.

Wish I could get a little un-drunk
So I could, I could un-love you

"I'm worried about you." Y/n says.

Wish I could get a little un-drunk so I could un-call you
At 5 in the morning, I would un-fuck you

"You're not showing up at school, Rue told me you're not answering you phone, the dickhead Elliot told me he thought you were dead, and Maddy told me that I should really talk to you." Y/n says.

But some things you can't undo
I wish I could un-kiss the room full of strangers

"Why do you even care? You have a girlfriend, you should focus on her and not me." I say.

So I could un-spite you, un-lose my temper
But some things you can't undo
And one of them's you

"You don't want me to care then I won't." Y/n says.

You, you (Oh-ho)
Wish I could un-love you, you

"Thank you." I say.

You, you
Wish I could un-call you, you

"If you keep shutting people out, you're gonna die alone." Y/n says.

You, you

"Don't let the door hit you on your way out." I say calmly.

Wish I could un-fuck you, you

Y/n sighs and leaves.

Wish I could un-love you

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