Lexi's View

"You need to keep this shit on your side of the closet." Cassie says.

"They're Y/n's clothes." I say.

You'd probably think I was psychotic (If you knew)
What I still got in my closet (Sad but true)

"Might as well just donate them. Not like she's coming back." Cassie says.

"The clothes make me feel like she's still near." I say.

I slip it all over my shoulders
Something I'll never get over
It makes me feel a little bit closer to you

"There's other stuff you can keep without taking up my space!" Cassie says.

"The clothes are all I have right now." I say.

I can't keep your love, I can't keep your kiss
Gave you everything and all I got was this

"Cassie, can you stop being such a bitch? God, we get it you didn't like Y/n but your sister is obviously going through something. And you complaining about not having space for those ugly ass clothes isn't helping." Maddy says.

Y/n got hit by a drunk driver and died on impact. Y/n's mom said she would give me a box of stuff once she went through it so I've just been wearing Y/n's clothes.

I'm still rocking your hoodie and chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you, so I wear it when I sleep

Time Skip

"Hey." Someone says.

I turn around and see Tommy.

"You still have that old jacket?" Tommy asks.

I kept the broken zipper and cigarette burns
Still rocking your hoodie, baby, even though it hurts

"Yeah, it makes me feel like she's still here." I say.

Still rocking your...

"This is all my mom can give you for now. I don't know what the code is." Tommy says handing me Y/n's phone.

"She's still trying to open all these drawers and that safe Y/n has. Y/n put a lock on everything." Tommy says.

"Y/n gave me a key ring, so I can go over there and unlock everything." I say.

"Okay, thank you." Tommy says.

I smile and he walks away. I turn the phone on and put the pin in. I go through the texts and smile.

Y/n calls me again and I answer the phone.

"Hi." I say.

"Don't 'hi' me. I wanna know why you're all comfortable in my clothes." Y/n says.

I used to put my hand in your pockets (Holding on)

"Every since you graduated we don't spend enough time with each other. I wear them because they smell like you." I say.

The smell of your cologne still on it (But you're still gone)
Slip it on over my shoulders

"Aww, baby." Y/n says.

"So you haven't taking your bipolar pills yet?" I ask.

She doesn't say anything and I hear a pill bottle rattle and the bathroom.

It just hit me. How am I gonna spend the rest of my life without Y/n?

You're someone I'll never get over
Makes me feel a little bit closer to you

Nearly 3 years together and she's gone. Those were the best 3 years of my life.

I can't keep your love, I can't keep your kiss
Gave you everything and all I got was this

Time Skip

I open the room door and don't see any clothes in the floor. I widen my eyes and run downstairs.

"What happened to those clothes?!" I ask.

"The ones on the floor? I threw those in the wash." Mom says.

"Those are Y/n's clothes I say going down the hall.

I stop the washing machine and open it. I take a hoodie out and smell it.

I'm still rocking your hoodie and chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you, so I wear it when I sleep

"I'm sorry, honey, I didn't know. Cassie told me they were clothes you couldn't fit any more." Mom says.

I squeeze the water out and out the hoodie on.

I kept the broken zipper and cigarette burns
Still rocking your hoodie, baby, even though it hurts

"I think drying them will be fine." Mom says as I pull the hood down.

Still rocking your hoodie and chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you, so I wear it when I sleep

"She air dries them because they shrink." I say.

"Oh, okay. I can clean out the hallway closet so you can keep the clothes there." Mom says.

I kept the broken zipper and cigarette burns
Still rocking your hoodie, baby, even though it hurts

"Yes, please." I say.

Still rocking your...
If you want it back, if you want it back

Mom nods and hugs me.

I'm here waiting
Come take it back, come take it back

"I'll deal with Cassie." She says walking away.

The clothes are gonna have to get washed at some point but Y/n's scent is in the clothes.

If you want it back, if you want it back
I'm here waiting
Come take it back, come take it back

I start to cry and I sit on the floor.

I'm still rocking your hoodie and chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you, so I wear it when I sleep
I kept the broken zipper and cigarette burns

Y/n's gone. Y/n's gone forever.

Still rocking your hoodie, baby, even though it hurts
I'm still rocking your hoodie and chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you, so I wear it when I sleep

"This is my wife — uh, I mean — my girlfriend, Lexi." Y/n says.

I kept the broken zipper and cigarette burns
Still rocking your hoodie, baby, even though it hurts
I'm still rocking your hoodie and chewing on the strings

"Which one is it?" Manny asks shaking my hand.

It makes me think about you, so I wear it when I sleep (Every time I sleep)
I kept the broken zipper and cigarette burns

"She can be both." Y/n says.

Still rocking your hoodie, baby, even though it hurts

"I just know that I want to spend the rest of my life with her." Y/n says holding my hand.

I'm still rocking your hoodie (Hoodie, hoodie, hoodie)

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