Jules' View

"Hey, babe." Y/n says.

"Hey." I say.

Y/n stares at me and frowns.

"You're acting weird. What's wrong?" Y/n says.

You told me that I'm actin' different

"You always kiss me when you see me. What happened?" Y/n says.

You told me that somethin' is missin'

Maddy mumbles and Y/n looks at her.

"What?" Y/n asks.

"Because she was kissing someone else!" Maddy says.

"Maddy!" I say.

"She's my best friend, of course I'm gonna tell her." Maddy says.

"You kissed someone else?" Y/n asks.

"2 people to exact." Maddy says.

"I was drunk!" I say.

I got a couple drunk kisses I still need to get out my system

"I don't care. If you really loved me you wouldn't think about doing that — drunk of sober." Y/n says.

"I'm not sure if I really love you!" I say.

"Oh shit." Maddy mumbles walking away.

"What?" Y/n asks.

"I could spend the rest of my life with you but I can't spend tonight with you." I say.

You the type I wanna spend my whole life with
But not the one I'll spent tonight with

"You're going to college in 2 weeks, you got into Harvard! You have your shit figured out and I don't." I say.

We're just in two different places, you gotta face it

"Your plan is to get a degree and mine is to party." I say.

I wanna be young and party (Oh)

"I wanna be an idiot without feeling sorry. I wanna fuck whoever I want." I say.

Be dumb and never feel sorry (Oh)
Become a freak with my body

"I'm tired of sending you drunk texts and you wondering if I'm still alive." I say.

I wanna be young and party (Oh)
I'm tired of taking my phone out (Oh)
Tell you I'm not comin' home now

"You're great and I want to love you but I can't right now. It's just for the best." I say.

Think I could love you forever and ever and ever and ever
But don't think we should be together, together, together right now

"I can see myself being with you forever but forever can't start now. I don't know when it will." I say.

I think I could love you forever and ever and ever and ever (And ever and ever)
As long forever and ever and ever and ever and ever don't start right now

"And for that reason, I'm out." I say.

"You sound just like Barbara." Y/n says.

I laugh and she smiles.

"Are we good?" I ask.

"Yes." Y/n says.

I smile and hug her.

Time Skip

"Y/n hasn't been by in a while." Dad says.

"We broke up." I say.

"What? Why? She was perfect." Dad says.

You know I think that you're perfect

"Right person, wrong time." I say.

But I know why it's not workin'
You've always had the worst timing

"It's the parties, isn't it?" Dad asks.

And I've had a thing for all-nighters
Drinkin' and smokin' and kissin' my friends

"Yeah, she doesn't like it and I don't want to waste her time:." I say.

I'll wake up and do it again
I say that I'm guilty and do it again, again, again, again

"You gave up a smart and loving girlfriend for parties?" He asks.

I wanna be young and party (Oh)
Be dumb and never feel sorry (Oh)

"Not my best decision." I say.

Become a freak with my body
I wanna be young and party (Oh)

"Obviously." He says as I go upstairs.

I'm tired of taking my phone out (Oh)
Tell you I'm not comin' home now

I go in my room and flop on the bed.

"Can I tell you something?" I ask laying my head on Y/n's chest.

"Mhmm." Y/n mumbles keeping her eyes closed.

"I love you." I say.

I think I could love you forever and ever and ever and ever (Uh, ever)

Y/n doesn't say anything and starts to snore quietly.

But don't think we should be together, together, together right now

I smile and kiss her cheek.

I think I could love you forever and ever and ever and ever (And ever and ever)

Did I fuck up?

As long forever and ever and ever and ever and ever don't start right now

I couldn't promise Y/n I would change if my life depended on it.

Oh-oh, if I could love you, then I would love you
I'm lettin' go and even though it hurts, ah

I can't put her through that, I can't put myself through that. I gotta get my shit together for her to even consider giving me another chance.

If I could love you, and God, I want to
But think I need to learn to love me first

Y/n's View; 2 months later...

There's a knock on the door and I open it. I see Jules and I widen my eyes.

"What are you doing here?" I ask.

"You aren't happy to see me?" Jules asks.

"I'm just surprised." I say.

"Who is it?" Sarah asks.

"Oh, you have a girl over." Jukes says.

"I met her at a party and we've been hooking up." I say.

I wanna be young and party
Be dumb and never feel sorry

"You've been hooking up?" Jules asks.

Become a freak with my body

"Just with her and I've only gone to 2 parties since I've been here." I say.

I wanna be young and party

"W-Why are you here?" I ask.

I'm tired of taking my phone out
Tell you I'm not comin' home now

"I've gotten the partying out of my system and I came to see if forever could start now." She says.

I think I could love you forever and ever and ever and ever

"Doesn't sound like that'll happen." She says.

But don't think we should be together (Uh)

"Who's this?" Sarah asks walking to the door.

"A friend." I say.

I think I could love you forever (And ever and ever and ever)

"I was just leaving." Jules says.

But don't think we should be together (Together, together) right now

"I'm sorry, but not now." I say.

I think I could love you forever (And ever and ever and ever)

Jules nods and walks away.

As long forever and ever and ever and ever and ever don't start right now

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