Maddy's View

"I don't even understand why you're still with Y/n." Cassie says.

"Maybe because I love her." I say.

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love how you love to hate me

"She is delusional." Kat says.

"How did Y/n just change?" Cassie asks.

"Y/n has always been an entitled piece of shit. We never talked to her long before they started dating. We never had a chance to see it." Kat says.

Kinda sad that you always been like that

My phone rings and I answer it.

"Hi, baby." I say.

"Hey." Y/n says as Kat rolls her eyes.

"You busy tonight?" Y/n asks.

"I have to babysit tonight." I say.

Y/n doesn't anything and I look at Cassie and Kat.

"I told you that you didn't need a job." Y/n says.

See me making waves and you don't like that
Driving through your puddles going splish, splash
(Splish, splash, splish, splash)

"It's not the serious." I say.

Stressing over nothing, baby, relax

"I told you that I have money for you." Y/n says.

While you're getting angry I'ma kick back

"It's not just about the money. Don't you think I wanna be independent and do some things by myself?" I say.

Only thing I think about is big stacks
(Racks, racks)

Y/n sighs and Cassie shakes her head.

"Whatever, just call me tomorrow." Y/n says.

Negative days, negative nights

Y/n hangs up and I sigh.

"You're just wasting your time with Y/n." Kat says.

Baby, you're wasting all your time

"Yeah. There's drama you can cut out." Cassie says.

I can't relate, I keep it light
No, no, no drama in my life (Uh)

"Maybe just let me deal with my own relationship. Okay? Thanks." I say.

They shrug and I sigh.

Time Skip

"What the hell are you wearing?" BB asks.

"Didn't you hear? This is in style now." I say.

"No way, the only person who would wear that is..." Cassie says.

"Y/n." Cassie and BB say.

"You saw Y/n last night, didn't you?" Cassie asks.

"She said she didn't need a babysitter anymore so called Y/n and we just hung out." I say.

"I wouldn't call having sec hanging out." Tommy says walking past.

Wake up, yeah, makeup, maybe

"He needs to mind his business." I mumble.

I see Y/n and I smile. She hugs me and I kiss her.

"I love you." Y/n says.

"I love you too." I say.

Y/n smiles and walks away.

"There's a difference between wanting someone and needing them." I say.

I need you? Nah, I been good lately
Blowin' up, workin' busy

"Don't you get it? Y/n is just buttering you up so you won't leave her. She'll be back at it by tomorrow, bright and early." Cassie says.

"You have no place to be talking when you can't even keep a man." I say.

BB laughs and I walk away.

Time Skip

"You just sat there and let your mom talk shit about me." I say.

"Maybe she's right." Y/n says.

"What the hell did you just say?" I ask.

"You fucking heard me! No one even likes you." Y/n says.

"Everyone talks behind your back, even Cassie, Kat, and all those phony fucks. My mom won't talk to you unless she has to. My dad just stays in the attic the entire time you're here. Everyone hates you! And I'm starting to too." Y/n says.

You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me

"W-What?" I ask.

"You're too self-centered to realize it." She says.

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love
How you love to hate me

"I just can't take it anymore." She says.

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love

"So don't." I say.

You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me

I get up and leave.

I'ma let you fade into the background

3 hours later...

"You look upset." Theo says.

"I am." I say.

"Why?" Theo says.

"Me and Y/n got in a fight. She's mad I'm hanging out with my best friend, Theo." I say.

Keep on turnin' it up when you want me down
(Me down, me down, me down)

Theo laughs and I smile.

"We've been fighting a lot and I think we ended things tonight. I'm not sure." I say.

Negative days, negative nights

"A relationship shouldn't be constant fighting. It's not worth it." He says.

Baby, you're wasting all your time

"It is when you really love someone. You gotta take the good with the bad." I say.

I can't relate, I keep it light
No, no, no drama in my life (Uh)

"But is the good worth it? Is it worth fighting and making up like nothing believed?" He asks.

Wake up, yeah, makeup, maybe

"Do you need the good or do you want it?" He asks.

I need you? Nah, I been good lately
Blowin' up, workin' busy

"Answer that and you'll have your answer." He says.

"You'd be a good therapist." I say.

Time Skip

There's a knock on the door and I open it. I see Y/n and I close the door.

You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me

Y/n knocks again and I sigh.

"I just wanna talk." Y/n says.

I shake my head and open the door.

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love
How you love to hate me

"I'm sorry—" Y/n says.

"Sorry isn't gonna cut it this time." I say.

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love
You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me

"It's one thing when you get mad over stupid shit then apologize. It's another thing when you tell me you hate me and expect me to forgive you." I say.

Uh, love to hate me, you hate to love me

"I'm not doing it again. Whatever "this" is, is over. I have gave you too many chances." I say.

I'm takin' back what you've taken from me
You're mistaken, honey, this something that

"Maddy—" Y/n says.

"And thank you for really opening my eyes. I should really take time to myself since everyone hates me." I say.

Remind me why I be alone on my own

"I went from needing and wanting you to wanting you to not waning or needing you." I say.

If I needed you, I'd have you, that I know, hold up
I could do bad by myself, don't need help

"Just know you lost the only bitch that was gonna hold you down." I say.

One of a kind, the hand that I was dealt, like oh, well

I shut the door and sigh.

Nearly 2 years. I put up with that for nearly 2 years. I ignored all the signs because I felt like Y/n loved me. Now I feel like a bigger clown than Cassie.

Felt Cupid was stupid, I should have knew it
'Cause I been through it, you wouldn't do it
If it ain't foolish, stupid
(Foolish, stupid)

Time Skip

"I haven't seen Y/n in a few days." Kat says.

"Maybe she finally took our advice and killed herself." Cassie says.

They laugh and I stare at them.

"You do know that she had feelings, right?" I ask

"Baby, what's wrong?" I ask.

Y/n starts to cry and I hug her.

"I miss him so much." Y/n says.

"I thought you guys broke up." Cassie says.

You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me

"Yeah but that doesn't give you the right to talk shit about her. She still have feelings, I know that more than anyone." I say.

"She's going through a lot right now." I say.

"Well sorry." Cassie says.

I walk away and sigh.

3 hours later...

I knock on the door and wait. Y/n opens the door and we stare at each other.

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love
How you love to hate me

"I miss you." We say at the same time.

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love
You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me (Uh)

"I need time to get my shit together but I don't want someone else to take that place." Y/n says.

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love

"That place has your name written all over it." I say.

How you love to hate me

Y/n smiles and I hug her.

"Figure it all out and I'll be waiting." I say.

Love, l-l-love, l-l-love

She nods and I leave.

You ain't worth my love if you only love to hate me

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