Earth 30
Y/n's View
"She's trying to ruin your life, Y/n." Dad says.
"No, she's not." I say.
Wanna believe, wanna believe
That you don't have a bad bone in your body
"She's fucking crazy." Dad says.
But the bruises on your ego make you go wild, wild, wild, yeah
"No matter how much you want to give her the benefit of the doubt, she's not sorry how stressed she makes you and she is not a good person." Dad says.
Wanna believe, wanna believe
That even when you're stone cold, you're sorry
Tell me why you gotta be so outta your mind, yeah
"Rue is a good person. When mom died, you weren't even there for me when she passed — Rue was. You didn't even come to the funeral because you were with some chick. Guess what? Rue was there." I say.
"You should just want me to be happy. Mom loved Rue and she's probably rolling in her grave hearing you talk shit about her." I say.
"Maybe it's best if just don't talk to you a few days." I say.
I grab my keys and leave.
15 minutes later...
"I thought Rue ran you away." Gia says.
I laugh and Gia smiles.
"She's in her room." Gia says.
I nod and walk down the hall. I go in Rue's room and shut the door back.
"I missed you." Rue says hugging me.
"As you should." I say.
Rue smiles and I kiss her.
Rue went sober a week ago and she's terrified of the effects of the withdrawal. I try my hardest to be there for her and let her know that I'm there for her, but it hasn't been all the effective.
I know you're chokin' on your fears
Already told you I'm right here
I will stay by your side every night
"When did you steal my jacket?" I ask.
"You gave it to me." Rue says.
"No, I didn't." I say.
"Yes, you did." Rue says.
I pick the jacket up and a small bag falls out. I put the jacket back down and pick the bag up.
"You're lying to me?" I ask.
I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
"I couldn't fucking take it." Rue says crying.
When you know you can cry to the one
I hold my arms out and Rue hugs me tightly.
Always confide in the one
"We'll figure it out." I say gently rubbing her back.
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah
Time Skip, Rue's View
Y/n's been watching me like a hawk ever since she found out I relapsed AGAIN. She even hides her medication when I go over to her house to make sure I won't take them.
I know you need, I know you need
The upper hand even when we aren't fighting
"You don't have to do that." I say as Y/n locks her desk drawer.
"I've done it before and I'll do it again." Y/n says.
'Cause in the past, you had to prepare every time, yeah
"Since when do you wear masks indoors?" I ask.
I take Y/n's beanie off and see a mark on her cheek.
"You got into a another fight with Maddy, didn't you? You told me you would stop arguing with her." I say.
Y/n and Maddy butt heads a lot especially about how different their relationships are. Sometimes it gets physical with light arm punches, slaps, and shoving — nothing too bad.
"I keep telling you that Maddy will never lose a fight. You never listen, it's like you want me to leave you." I say.
Don't wanna leave, don't wanna leave
But if you're gonna fight, then do it for me
"Just like how you ignore me when I tell you that you're gonna fucking kill yourself if you don't stop doing drugs?" Y/n asks.
"Those are two different things." I say.
"No, they're not. You're worried about me and I'm worried about you." Y/n says.
I know you're chokin' on your fears
"It's me and you against the world. I don't know what I would do without you and I don't want to find out right now." She says.
Already told you I'm right here
I will stay by your side every night
"We have to be open." She says.
I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
"We can't lie." She says.
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
"No more fights, no more drugs. It's hard but we have to do it." She says.
I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair
"I can't do that no matter how are you try." I say.
Going sick in the head, tryna get you there
"Try for me." Y/n says.
And I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair
It's not fair
"Eh." I say.
I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
"Okay." I say.
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Y/n smiles and hugs me.
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah, ah
When you know you can cry to the one
"I love you." I say.
Always confide in the one
"I love you too." Y/n says.
You can be kind to the one that you love
I smile and Y/n kisses me.
Ah
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