Sorry (JV)

Earth 25
Y/n's View

"I've been calling you." Someone says.

I've missed your calls for months it seems

I turn around and see Jules.

"Maybe I don't want to talk to you." I say.

"There you again with that fucking attitude. Why are you treating me like this?" Jules says.

Don't realize how mean I can be
'Cause I can sometimes treat the people
That I love like jewelry

"One moment you're saying you want to marry me. The next you said you don't want to talk to me. Do you even want me?" Jules says.

'Cause I can change my mind each day
I didn't mean to try you on

Jules shakes her head and starts to walk away.

"Happy birthday." I say.

"You remembered?" She asks.

But I still know your birthday

"I remember everything." I say.

And your mother's favorite song

Jules smiles a little and walks away.

Time Skip

"I just feel really bad for how I treated her." I say.

So I'm sorry to my unknown lover

"Why'd you treat her the way you did?" Micheal says.

"I find it impossible that anyone could fall in love with me." I say.

Sorry that I can't believe
That anybody ever really
Starts to fall in love with me

"You got the looks, you got the brains, you got the jokes, you got the heart — why is that so hard to believe?" Micheal asks.

"My parents hated me and I never knew why. It's hard to believe that someone wants you when you've been called slurs, kicked out, abused — mentally and physically, and degraded by your own parents." I say.

"Who's gonna love you if you're parents don't? My parents' death didn't change anything. They never apologized so how could I heal?" I say.

"You're a good kid, Y/n. Wake up and smell the coffee. Put your glasses on or something — anyone would be lucky to have you in their lives." Micheal says.

Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind

"Do you regret leaving Jules?" Micheal asks.

"Yeah, but I've fucked everything up too much for us to even be friends." I say.

Didn't mean to leave you
And all of the things that we had behind
Ooh ooh oooh

"It's never too late, Y/n." Micheal says.

Time Skip

"What's wrong?" Fezco asks.

"I'm such a fuck up." I say.

"Don't say that." Fezco says.

"How could I not? I fuck everything good up" I say.

I run away when things are good

"Is this about Jewel?" Fezco asks.

"I never knew why she liked me so much. She saw the best in me when everyone else around could only saw the worst." I say.

And never really understood
The way you laid your eyes on me
In ways that no one ever could

"Was finally loved by someone who wasn't Tommy and I fucked it up." I say.

And so it seems I broke your heart
My ignorance has struck again

"I acted like I didn't know what I was doing and I hurt her really badly." I say.

I failed to see it from the start
And tore you open 'til the end

"Y/n, you a smart kid. I'm high as a kite right now so I'm not gonna remember shit. But you know what need to do so do it." Fezco says.

I nod and get up.

20 minutes later...

I knock on the door and Jules' answer it.

"I thought you didn't want to talk to me." Jules says.

"I leave in the morning for college and I wanted to apologize before that." I say.

And I'm sorry to my unknown lover

Jules comes outside and shuts the door behind her.

"I know I have a lot to apologize for. I'm sorry that I never believed you when you loved me." I say.

Sorry that I can't believe

"I love you." Jules says.

"No, you don't." I say.

That anybody ever really
Starts to fall in love with me

"I'm sorry that I'm so blind and don't see good things when they're right in front of my eyes." I say.

Sorry to my unknown lover

"What'd you do that for?" I ask as Jules kisses my cheek.

"I can't show you love?" Jules asks.

Sorry I could be so blind

"We had a good thing and I left you because I didn't realize that." I say.

Didn't mean to leave you
And all of the things that we had behind

"I know we're done for good but I don't want to you think that you're unlovable like I did. Someone else is gonna love you like their life depends on it." I say.

And someone will love you
Someone will love you
Someone will love you
But someone isn't me

"Someone is gonna see you and instantly fall in love with you. I just wish you all the best." I say.

Someone will love you
Someone will love you
Someone will love you
But someone isn't me

"I'm sorry." I say.

Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry that I can't believe
That anybody ever really
Starts to fall in love with me

"I'm sorry for everything." I say.

Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind
Didn't mean to leave you
And all of the things that we had behind

"I guess this is goodbye for good." I say.

And someone will love you
Someone will love you
Someone will love you

Jules hugs me tightly and I smile.

But someone isn't me
And someone will love you

"I love you." Jules says.

Someone will love you

"I love you too." I say.

Someone will love you

Jules smiles and I walk away.

But someone isn't me

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The M&M'S are lesbians wtff 😭

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