What's my reason?

I scream as another shock of pain races through my body. " Please make it stop" I cry


" One more minute, Mako" Scarlett cries


" I hate this. Why do they have to hurt him he was cooperating just fine" Sham says and flinches as I convulse again.


" Just a little bit more Mako" Whitey comforts. Finally the pain stops but my vision blurs. " Mako?"


" I.. can I just rest" I whisper and my vision begins to clear.


" Yeah sure" says Scarlett, Whitey picks me up.


" OW" I yelp


" Sorry" Whitey apologizes and carries me out of the room and to his room then lays me in the hammock. He begins to walk away.


" Whitey?"


" Yeah?"


" I... I don't think I can.."


" Can take being tortured till you break?"


My eyes lower " No I don't think I can survive what's going to happen after I kill those mutants, the way people will see me... Whitey I'm becoming more and more psychotic. I'm becoming what they want me to be! Soon I won't care even if they told me to kill you!"


" Mako, you're going to be fine I promise I'll protect you, and if they tell you to kill me then kill me, okay?"


I laugh and Whitey frowns " DON'T YOU GET IT I'M LOSING MY FEELINGS ONE BY ONE!" Whitey jerks back in surprise. " I won't be human anymore... I won't have feelings.. If they told me to kill you I would kill you and feel nothing after!"


" Mako..."


" Whitey? I need to die, please I can't become a senseless monster, I've always been psychotic but I'm getting worse.... Whitey please do me one favor and kill me, please"


" Mako.!!!!"


" DO IT!" I command I sit up and glare at him " Do it or I'll find someone else to do it!"


Whitey lowers his head " Mako... I will.."


" Kill me" I growl


" MAKO! I CAN'T!" Whitey cries


" Why?' I snarl


" I...no we, we all need you, can't you see that?"


" Can't you see that you don't! No one needs me not now or ever! I JUST RUIN EVERYONES LIVES, EVERYONE'S!"


Whitey clenches his fists, tears streak down his face " Mako... I won't kill you... I know your reason is valid and I can't really find a good enough reason for you to stay but... THE MAKO I KNOW DOESN'T GIVE UP!"


I flinch and lower my head. We sit in silence until Whitey walks out the room and the door closes behind him. I stare at the closed door thinking of what to do.


" Argh why is he so persuasive" I grow and lay back in the hammock I stare at the ceiling and let the mesmerizing swing of the hammock drift me to sleep. I growl when someone opens the door. "I'm going to murder whoever is interrupting my sleep" I look up and see Scarlett " Yeah I can deal with killing you" I laugh. She huffs and storms off.

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