is it possible to disintegrate so easily

over one person's choice of words?

to feel as if everything inside you has dissolved

and it's warm

and somehow you feel like gravity doesn't exist

i have disintegrated miraculously

i really can't describe how it feels

because when i say the words

i want to use to describe how it feels

they don't sound right

like there just isn't a collection of words

or terms

or phrases

that could be used to ever clearly explain

how i feel.

is it possible to disintegrate?

unlikely.