you
or you?
i know you both read this
and wonder which one of you lingered
in my mind
enough for me to write about

honestly i think just by reading to the end
of each letter
you'll know who i am writing to
i don't know if i told you, or you
that i felt bad that either of you
fought / or fight for my attention

6:21am
nov. 1st

you can tell
by the words i choose
and the stories only we know
you know if it's about you
or you

but now that i see it in a different light
i wonder
when you read the letters
that aren't for you
do you wonder what has happened?
what happened in the past between us?

you drive me crazy
you drive me insane

you keep me up at night
and you are why im sleep deprived

i crave you
and i need you

which one is which?
you don't know

and i don't either.

yours truly

— janica ; 6:29am