maybe right now i don't reassurance
but GOD FORBID i know what i need
apparently i dont
i know that
but that's just me
toxic
really toxic
so let me get caught up in my ego
and my pride
and my hurt
cause i'll be alright in a bit
there's just so much pent up shit
that's coming out little by little
instead of all at once
(im afraid all hell would break loose if i did that)