i know i shouldn't be thinking this but,

maybe we're better off apart.
maybe we'd be better off if we stayed strangers.
if we chose not to speak.

i know i shouldn't be feeling this but,

maybe i love you too much.
maybe i'm afraid you don't mean what you say.
maybe i want to throw away my worries and risk it all for you anyways.

but i don't know.
maybe.