where did i go wrong?

why didn't you stop me
i tried to stop
but you wouldn't let me

why didn't i listen

i ended up disappointing you
i ended up ruining us
i did it.
me.

it feels like you just let me be the one
at fault

but at the same time
i'd rather just blame myself silently
push everything to the back of my head
so i don't make it worse