Time flew by real quick. Jungkook was glad that there wasn't any complications in his pregnancy. Both Yoongi and Jimin were super supportive and helpful. Jungkook felt he couldn't thank them enough.
Only loneliness was aware of his endless thoughts in the silence of the night. He cried and found himself in the never ending maze.Thinking about Taehyung would only take a toll on his pregnancy so he tried not to do it and of course it was hard.
Meanwhile Namjoon had made quite progress with Taehyung and got him to talk.However Taehyung couldn't fully open up to him. They never talked about anything personal. It was all work related.
Jimin felt as though Taehyung had let his guard down or even forgotten about Jungkook.
How do you lose the one you love.After giving it all you gave it up.Jimin 's heart cried out for the couple. Jungkook needed a desperate change that Taehyung couldn't give him.
As his belly grew the more misrable Jungkook got.He couldn't even look at his own reflection in the mirror. He thought that everyone but him wasn't fat.He used to whine to Jimin about how huge his belly was and that his belly button was sticking out. He thought himself as grotesque looking.
He was sitting on the rocking chair when Jimin texted him .
Jimin
Hello, how are the boys
Jungkook
I feel horrible. I couldn't sleep all night and I can't even tell whether they are contractions or they are up to their mischief
Jimin
So it's anytime soon.You will have to deal with them head on and face to face.
Jungkook
I'm so not ready for this. I'm getting cold feet already. Going for lattey shopping was the easiest part of this pregnancy. Nothing else was.
Jimin
You must be tired. Try to get some sleep early. You will need it
Jungkook
I don't know if I can sleep. The pains are increasing.
Jimin
I wish I could do something to help.
Jungkook
Hyung, stop stressing. The jerk who did this is happy living his life while I'm toiling here.
Jimin
You said you wouldn't talk about him.
Jungkook
Well right now I'm super mad.I didn't get to unleash my moodswings on him. Its such a shame.
Jimin
Anyways sleep early
Jungkook
I will try.
Jungkook felt his throat getting dry so he went to the kitchen to get himself some water. He had to go to bed afterwards. Yoongi was working night shift so he wasn't home. He felt more wrecked than ever.
Moving around wasn't that hard for him. There weren't any stairs to climb. He went into his room and struggled to get onto the bed as usual. How he wished someone would help him. Someone like Taehyung. Once again he found himself in thoughts.
He tried to sleep inspite the the cramps in his abdomen. He looked at his nightstand clock and the time was already before midnight.
Once again he felt thirsty and the need to pee. He cursed his fate for not letting him rest.
He first went to pee and then went to the kitchen. As he was sipping on his water the glass slipped out of his hand as he let out a sharp scream. His whole body became sweaty and cramped with pain.
Suddenly a gash of water drenched over him and he knew it had finally happened. His water had broke and he was in labour.
"Oh crap..."he stifled a cry and bit his lip to the point that it almost bled.
He grasped his belly as if to guide the baby through the knifing pain that shot through his back.
"Breath ...it's gonna be okay "Jungkook tried not to panic but that was what he was doing. He was alone in the house and didn't know what to do.No one had prepared him for child labor.
The pains started coming stronger together like tidal waves washing over him. He needed to get to the phone and it sounded tasking. He could barely stand.New tears streaked on his already moist face.
Out of helplessness he crawled over to the home phone that was in the living room. He had memorized Yoongi 's number in case of an emergency.
After the first ring he picked up.
"Jungkook are you okay? "
"I'm not. My water broke.I'm sorry "he sobbed.
"Why would you be sorry. Its not your fault. Just breath.I will be on my way with the ambulance. "
"Thank you for being there I don't know how I will ever repay you "
"Jungkook stop talking too much and breath, okay "
Within fifteen minutes Yoongi and the ambulance arrived just before Jungkook could pass out . He had packed receiving blankets and other essentials days in advance. He hadn't gotten a lot of things in terms of baby furniture. Just two cradles and a baby closet.
Upon arrival the stress of the twins were checked by a stethoscope and Jungkook needed a c -section immediately.
After he had gotten ready he requested to see Yoongi before being taken into the operating theater.
"Hyung, if I die just let Taehyung know that I will haunt him for live "
Yoongi laughed "You won't die.You are in great hands.I promise "
"I'm afraid of table death."he whined.
"Just one dose of aesthetic and you won't feel a thing. It will be over as soon as it begins "
"It sounds reassuring but I'm still scared "
"Come on"Yoongi coaxed as Jungkook 's bed was being pushed into the OP. Just like Yoongi had said Jungkook didn't feel any pain as his belly was being cut open. However he was drowsy. The last thing he recalled before passing out was Yoongi and another nurse showing the twins to him. He had failed to keep his eyes open.
A week later the three were allowed to go home after everything was confirmed to be okay. The twins were in perfect health. They were identical in every aspect be it their birth height and weight and mostly their faces.
The reason why they had to stay for that long was because Jungkook 's blood pressure wasn't stable. At times it would get too low or even too high. Jungkook felt misrable and resentful towards Taehyung. He wasn't the man he had wanted to be. However his joy was much greater than the resentment he felt towards his husband. His twins became his strength and his word.Jungkook 's father had always said that a man shouldn't be enslaved by his loyalty. A person should be loyal to himself first.
For the whole week his sons were being taken care of in the hospital nursery. He would get to see them once in a while. When he got cleared Yoongi took them home.
As much as Jungkook needed to rest he couldn't. As soon as they got home the twins became super cranky. He heard to learn how to change diapers and make formula in a span of minutes.
Yoongi left after helping him put them to sleep. Jimin had also left a million messages and missed calls.
Jungkook 's stitches were still hurting a lot and it was hard for him to move around. The twins were sleeping in their respective cradles that were in the living room where he could watch them. In just an hour the room was a huge mess.Finally Jungkook was able to rest a bit so he slept on the couch. He would call Jimin later once he had rested a bit.