we were walking through to my room and he put his hand on the small of my back just guiding me to the room

But it was like a warmth spread through my body when he did

After our studying we were lying in my bed about to go to sleep when he says

" you know tami sometimes I think about a future with you , you know imagine how great we would be together , how great a marriage would be with you and how great a mum you would be and how good looking our kids would be
But then realisation hits me and I know that you would never love me like that and we are just friends " he murmurs
I smile im pretty sure he thought I was asleep
So I squeeze his hand and then I close my eyes
Letting myself drift off to sleep

I wake up during the night after I feel the warmth disappear that was around me
I am a very light sleeper

I opened my eyes to see him walking out my bedroom door
I sit up and rub the sleep out of my eye
I sat there for A few minutes
Then I stood up and walked to the kitchen
Where I saw the light leaking through from the crack at the bottom of the kitchen door

I open it slowly and he is sitting there drinking a glass of water at the table
I sit down next to him
" what's on your mind eric cause I know I am one of the very few people who could read your mind but I can't right now " I say

He smiles " I don't know " he says

I walk over and sit down next to him at the table

" well it is only 1am I don't think your meant to know what your thinking at this time " I say

He smiles again
" do you think of me as a brother " he asks

I go silent and think for a little bit
I cock my head to the side smiling at him
" no I don't why do you think of me as a sister "

He smiles and shakes his head

" no never have " he says finishing his water

" now that that is sorted c'mon lets go sleep " I say grabbing hold of his hand and attempting to pull him up

He stands up and we walk back to my bed
I climb in first then him
He wraps his arm around me and one hand goes to my ass
I laugh
" what have we discussed " I say
He laughs
" not even just a little bit " he begs

I smile " no hands off " he moves his hand to the curve of my waist

I hold his hand and move it down a bit so that his fingers were just touching my ass not too much

I smile , that will do

I close my eyes and fall asleep

A/N a little hint things are gonna turn a bit ugly in the next chapter 🙈