A/n: So many people requested a part 2! And thank you for so many reads! 138k reads! I include outfits in this one. I know the ending may not be what you expected but I hope you enjoy!

It was weird living a life as someone else while trying to remember who you were. You went from being an FBI agent to a yoga instructor.

You were exhausted from the day. You headed back to your loft. You got yourself a cool lemonade and went out to the balcony.

You brought your drawing pencils and sketchbook out with you. It was cool and calm. You let your mind wander as you drew.

You didn't recognize the woman you drew but she must be important. You had to remember to bring it to your next therapy session.

So far all you remembered from the incident was that your attacker was a woman. You were too traumatized to try to remember it again. At least for now.

You had only began to remember your past, like your childhood and teenage years. There were some gaps but you were getting better.

Dr. Purple was the name of your therapist. Sometimes you did hypnotherapy, other times you did psychotherapy. But you did like art therapy.

You showed her the picture of the woman you drew.

Dr. Purple asked, "And you have no idea who she is?"

"No" you replied.

"Maybe Hotch does"

Dr. Purple sent the sketch over to Hotch. He recognized it as Maeve. It was your ex's new girlfriend. But that didn't seem right to you.

You went back to your loft after your therapy session. Your neighbor Nick flirted with you again. You didn't mean to lead him on but you were. You weren't looking for anything at all anytime soon.

A few days later, you, your witness protection person, and Dr. Purple went down to the BAU. It was empty. No one was there.

You asked, "Are you sure this is a good idea? I mean I'm supposed to be in Witness Protection. They think I'm dead"

The witness protection person, Diego Alvez said, "Don't worry. The whole place has been locked off. Agent Hotchner assured me they won't be here"

Dr. Purple told you, "We are hoping something could trigger some memory recovery"

You started to ask, "And what are the odds of-"

You stopped as you saw a picture on someone's desk. It was the woman you drew and a hot guy.

It started to come to you.

You opened the door, "Hey Maeve, what are you doing here?"

Maeve said, "I just wanted to talk about Spencer"

You let her in and as soon as you turned around something was injected into your arm. You felt yourself  falling forward, down to the ground. You lost consciousness after that.

"It was her" you said.

Dr. Purple asked, "What was her? What did you just remember?"

You responded, "I let her into my house and she drugged me"

Diego said, "We need to do an EMDR interrogation. Now"

You were taken into an interrogation room with a blinking device to help. Diego led the interrogation with guidance from Dr. Purple.

This time, it worked. The assurance that you were safe worked and you remembered. Maeve was the one who kidnapped you and tried to kill you. It was out of jealousy.

Hotch saw you and came into the interrogation room as it was wrapping up, "You guys were supposed to be gone by now"

Diego said, "I know but it worked. She remembers what happened to her and she knows who did it"

Hotch turned and asked you, "Who tried to kill you?"

You answered, "Maeve"

"Spencer's girlfriend? Who you saved?"

"Yes"

Hotch left the interrogation room and went to the office area where everyone was getting settled in to do the paperwork for the case they just finished.

Hotch asked, "Reid, where's Maeve?"

Reid replied, "She should be at our apartment. Why?"

"I need her here now"

"Okay. Any particular reason?"

"I think she tried to kill Y/l/n"

"What?"

"I'll explain later, get her here now"

Reid called Maeve and she was there within half an hour. Hotch arrested her and took her to an interrogation room.

Morgan asked, "What did he mean by tried to kill?"

You entered the room, "I think he meant I'm still alive"

"Y/n?" said Reid.

"Yeah, that's me. But I don't remember any of you"

Dr. Purple who had come in with you explained, "She has generalized dissociative amnesia. We've been working to get her memory back. Today we got the memory of the attack back"

Hotch got an angry confession out of Maeve. She'd be going away for a while and Reid dumped her.

Since your attempted murderer was caught, you no longer had to be Ariel Blossom. You moved back to your old neighborhood. The surroundings helped bring back your memories.

You went over to Nate's apartment. You had to talk to him.

You said, "Hey Nate"

Nate said, "Y/n, I heard you weren't actually dead"

"Yeah, I'm sorry about that. I just came here because I wanted to explain things to you"

"You don't have to explain anything. I'm just glad you're not dead"

"Yeah, me too. I'm also glad I remember who you are because I had amnesia. But I'm all better now"

Nate asked, "Do you want to come in for a drink?"

"Yeah" you came in the door.

You didn't leave Nate's apartment until the next morning. You had an afternoon meeting with Strauss and Hotch to get your job back. Dr. Purple had cleared you for the field and another doctor did as well.

You got your job back and changed your back to the way it was before. You weren't a big fan of the red hair.

After your first case, it wasn't hard to realize that Reid had barely spoken to you since you came back.

You leaned back in your chair, "Reid's avoiding me"

Blake said, "He probably feels guilty about the fact that his girlfriend tried to kill you"

You remarked, "Yeah but now that psycho b*tch is in jail and I'm back. It's not his fault"

JJ added, "Maeve was jealous, you said it yourself. We know it's not his fault but that's not going to stop him from blaming himself"

Reid was blaming himself because he knew Maeve had a valid reason to be jealous: he knew he still had feelings for you. Maeve was just a distraction from all the pain of you moving on. Which was odd because you didn't start dating Nate until after Reid started dating Maeve. You dated Nate for three months before saving Maeve. Reid dated Maeve for 6-8 months before she was kidnapped.

You confronted Reid about it and told him that it wasn't his fault and that it was all in the past. He didn't admit to you that he still had feelings. He knew you were back with Nate.

Two years later, you married Nate. The team started calling you by Y/n instead of Y/l/n. Calling you Heywood would just be a little weird. It's like when a teacher gets married and you still want to call them by their maiden name.

A year after marrying Nate, you had a daughter named Marlee Rose Heywood.

Then about two years later, you and Reid were being held hostage in a bank.

A mirror had been broken right next to you. You had an idea. Only problem was Casey, the unsub, was watching you.

Reid said, "Casey, if Melissa won't play then I will"

What? Reid was smarter than this unless.. this had to be part of some plan.

Reid stood up, "Truth or dare, that's your game right? I'll play"

Casey said, "Alright Agent"

"Reid"

"Agent Reid, truth or dare. If I think you're lying or stretching the truth in the slightest I'll kill her"

He was distracting Casey. You grabbed a piece of the broken mirror.

Casey asked, "You ever shot anyone before?"

"Yes I have" answered Reid.

"You enjoy it?"

"No"

Casey didn't believe him and shot near you which terrified you.

Reid told him, "I wasn't lying. I only shot when I had to. You asked and I told the truth. Now it's my turn right. That's how the game works. Truth or dare?"

"Truth" picked Casey.

"What's it going to take for all of us to walk out of here alive? For this to end peacefully?"

"I'm not going back to prison. My turn, truth or dare?"

"Truth"

"I want you to say something you're afraid to say, something you'd never tell anybody. And it better be good cause if it's not, it's going to be the last thing you ever say. So what's it going to be?"

Reid said, "There are only four people I trust in this world"

"Boring" Casey shot the judge in the toe.

"Um after being held hostage, I developed an addiction to diladuid"

"Wrong! Come on! You can do better than that!"

"Casey" you said.

Casey told you, "Shut up!

"Okay okay" said Reid.

Casey told him, "Last chance. Something you would never say out loud, not even to your partner here. Your deepest darkest secret. Impress me or I kill her"

Reid was thinking but Casey was impatient.

Casey exclaimed, "Come on!"

Reid looked at you, "Y/n, I've always loved you. I was just too scared to say it before and now things are just too complicated to say it now. I'm sorry but you should know"

You couldn't tell if that was a really good lie or if it was the truth. It wasn't the first time Reid had told you he loved you but hearing he has always loved you just hit differently.

Casey said, "Ah damn, that's what I'm talking about now those were some good last words but not good enough to save your life"

Casey pointed his gun at Reid. You had cut through the duct tape, you grabbed your gun that was holstered to your leg and shot him before he could shoot Reid.

You didn't say anything as you helped Reid get out of his restraints. Back up came in.

(Rossi's wedding)

Your cousin Sarah was watching your daughter. Nate, your husband was obviously your date. You were at the bar getting a water when Reid came over.

Reid told you, "Thank you for saving my life"

"You would've done the same for me" you said.

"Ankle holster, how long have you had that?"

"Since coming back from witness protection"

Reid admitted, "Look about what I said back there, I just needed to say something that would get the unsub's atttention and your attention"

You interjected, "Truth or dare"

"Truth"

"Did you mean it?" You asked.

Prentiss told the two of you, "Guys they're about to cut the cake"

"Just give us a minute" said Reid.

You told him, "It's okay. Everything's okay"

The cake was delicious and you were really happy for Rossi and Krystall.

You didn't want to think about what Reid said anymore because that would open an old wound you thought healed long ago. At this point, it didn't really matter if you felt the same way. You were happy with Nate and Marlee.