Dream POV
The small boy who laid silently in my arms was truly my everything. I wanted to take away his pain and anxiety. I would give it all to me if it meant he would never have to shed a tear again. It hurt me knowing I was the cause of his recent pain. I stressed him out so much he couldn't even breath. The fault laid heavy on my heart. This poor boy had so much hatred and disbelief in himself. He never sees how truly spectacular he is. If only he could see through my eyes, then he would see. He was so so strong. Stronger than I could ever be.
As he sat with his head on my lap, I ran my fingers through his chocolate brown hair. He laid keeping his eyes shut, but he wasn't asleep. Just silent. His body laid almost lifeless. All you could hear was the air conditioner from the bedrooms. His body laid calmly, but I could tell he was stressed. His body was tense and he seemed scared. I would be too going through what he had. He took a deep breath, and I knew he was ready now. There was tension in the room not a bad one, but still tension.
"Do you love me?" He asked. I chuckled at his question tell he looked at me. I realized he was serious and truly doubted me.
" Baby, of course I love you. Your my world, my everything. Never forget that. I don't know what I would do without you. Your my other half in this world. And the love I have for you makes me believe as if your my soulmate in all the other worlds too. I would do anything for you, I would name all the stars after you if I could. I know how much you love them. I love you more than you will ever know. I wish you knew how much you mean to me. A thousand years could never express how much I adore you." I smiled at him giving him a soft but passionate kiss. This boy meant everything to me. He was, well he was perfect.
"I'm sorry." George looked as if he was going to cry.
"Georgie it's ok. I'm here. And there is no reason to be sorry. Whatever your reason is means nothing to me. You have done nothing wrong." I said trying to reassure him. Still a little confused on why he was crying.
"I just don't understand." His voice was low and a whisper, but I heard him. His sadness and doubt.
"Understand what baby?" I was confused, but still wanted to be there for him.
"Why you love me? You- you could do so much better than me. I'm worthless. And I was scared and I ruined everything because of it. I'm pushing away the greatest fucking thing to ever happen to me. And for what? I just don't get why out of all the people in the world you picked me. I'm worthless and broken." George spoke in a serious tone that I never really heard from him. It was like he was scared and done. He didn't even look at me while he said it. My heart ached at what he thought about himself. Worthless? Broken? I turned his face towards mine. But he still didn't look at me.
"Look at me George, George look at me. I love you for so many reasons. I love you for the way you care about me. The way you make me feel when I'm around you. I love your eyes and the way I can see you through them. George I love you for you! You are everything I've ever wanted in a perfect little bundle." I chuckled and he smiled as I tried to lighten the mood. "You are truly the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. And your not worthless. Especially to me. You mean everything to me. If I had to pick between you and air I wouldn't hesitate. You are truly my purpose." He dug his head into my stomach to try and hide his blush.
"Tell me other reasons you love me." He said smiling. The tension that was before clogging the room has now disappeared.
"Oh so now you believe me. Huh? Well I love your feet. And your stinky breath." I said joking.
"No stop I'm serious." He said whinny.
"Ok ok. Well the reason I fell in love with you in the first place was your voice. I fell in love with the way you talked to me. I fell in love with the fact I could talk to you hours and hours a day but I still get butterflies. I love your personality. Like your competitiveness." I nudge him making him smile. " And how smart, charming, compassionate, and the way you care for me. They way we can be 4,000 miles away but it feels like your right next to me. And I love your body." I smirked at him giving him a light pink dust on his cheeks.
"I love you." He told me.
"I know. Come here." I pulled him close holding on as tight as I could. This embrace meant more than all of them. I held on tight as if letting go would kill us both. His heart beat and mine in sync. I held him tight pulling him onto my lap I engulfed his body as he laid on my chest with my arms rapped around his back. His hands grabbing the sides of my waist. I just wish he understood how much he meant to me.
Georges POV
His voice was smooth in his words, it calmed me. It wasn't the fact I didn't understand he loved me. It was just why. I just don't get what he sees in me. But I need to put that aside. My own doubt could ruin this relationship and I don't want that. And I don't think he does either.
I loved Dream so so much. Why did I ask him to leave? He just listed 20 reasons why he loved me and he would of kept going if I asked him to. But for some reason I felt the need to kick him out. I'm so stupid.
"I take it back, I don't want you to leave." I said pulling away from our embrace. He looked at me with his beautiful eyes, but I could tell he felt different about my words.
"George, I would love to stay here with you, forever. If you had asked a few hours ago I would of said yes. But, I realized you were right. Me staying here right now is not going to work. We need to get back to our careers and I need to go home. I still want us to work and be together, but we will have to try long distance for a while. I'm not sure how long, but I will visit any chance I get." He smiled at me. It was a sad one but it was still a smile.
I dug my head into his shoulder trying to keep myself together. I didn't have any tears left to cry anyways, but I just don't want to wake up alone any more.
"My flight is in 2 days, lets make the most of the time we have left. What do you want to do?" He said giving me a kiss on my head. I look up at him for a second to answer.
"Cuddle" That's all I say before holding onto him really close. He does the same rapping his arms around me tight. He shuffles around a little before we are laying down on the couch. I lay on top stomach to stomach. My head dug into the corner between his neck and shoulder and my arms rapped around his neck. He had his arms around my waist every once in awhile giving me kisses randomly on my face. I wish he did it more.
He sighed. "Ok we can do that." He said smiling at me. I looked up and kissed him. It was short but meaningful. I laid back down as he slid his hand up and down my back under my sweatshirt. I shivered a little before I gave into his comforting touch.
"Are you going to sleep again?" He asked. I just shook my head no. I wanted to savor every minute I had with this boy before he had to go.
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This is a really short chapter for me and it's just a filler. I wanted to put some fluff in here to lighten the mood a little so that is what I did. Also thank you guys so much for 1k reads! I really appreciate the support on this story. I finally figured out how I want to go about with this story I just need to get the motivation to do it. I will try and post chapters more if I can. Thank you again and hope you enjoy! I might write another today and post tomorrow.