Pandas spelled backwards is Sadnap :(

Georges POV


As I woke up to the guy I loved, whom I almost fucked last night, and had a meaningful conversation with, I wanted him this morning even more than last. I watched him lay sleepily for the next few moments. He laid on his back with one leg pulled close near his crotch. Without thought I grabbed his inner thigh, wanting him really bad. Dream startled up and smiled feeling George's hand where it was letting out a small groan. Dream sat staring at the ceiling very aware of where George's hand was on him. He didn't mind remembering that he still wanted George, but he wanted to wait until he could have all of him. The real him.


I got out of bed first greeted by my mother in the living room. I didn't realize she stayed the whole night. I got flustered wondering if she could hear what went on last night. Soon realizing nothing truly happened other than a few minutes of passionate kissing. "Hey mom, how was your sleep." She smiled at me. I looked somewhat confused.


"I slept peacefully thank you. You look a lot better than yesterday morning." She said nicely. He realized he had spent the last 24 hours or so talking, cuddling, and occasionally making out with Dream. He blushed at the thought.


"Yeah, I feel a lot better having Dream around really helped," I admitted to my mom.


"Oh.... so are you two you know together?" I was to old to act embarrassed so I was honest with her.


"Yeah, I think so. It's pretty new. He was part of the reason I had my break down. But... when he got hear I just felt so much better he just makes me so happy. I've loved him forever I just-" George saw Dream listening in on the conversation. I blushed as I looked at him. I just told my mom I loved him. But did Dream know? Dream just looked at me with a smile for a second before speaking up.


"Hey, Sapnap is really worried about us. We kind of just fell off the grid, I think we should talk to him."


"Yeah, your right. Let's maybe talk to him." I walked back into the room as Dream gave me a smirk.


"What? Why are you smirking?" I asked truly unaware.


"You said you have loved me forever." He said somewhat teasingly but serious at the same time. Like he really wanted me to mean it. And I did.


"Of course I did, Dream I have loved you for years-" Sapnap interrupted as he entered on the discord chat. No one spoke for a  few seconds which felt longer, tell Dream broke the silence.


Sapnaps POV


I was worried and pissed of at these two right now. Out of no where at 5 in the morning Dream asked to go on discord. I had been trying to get a hold of both of them for the past day or so. I felt betrayed in the fact they kept leaving me on open, and worried that something was truly wrong. As I entered the discord I heard silence until Dream broke it with a calm, "Hey!"


I was so confused because it said that George was on and not Dream as he was offline. I realized what was going on seconds after hearing his voice.


"You went without me." Sapnap sounded hurt in his words as he was. He didn't understand why he didn't even get notified that Dream was flying out there at all. He was even more upset to the fact that his two best friends left him hanging for the past day and a half doing god knows what. I held in my anger... mostly and asked "what the fuck is going on?!"


George sighed." We had a problem. Then another. Then a bigger one. And I was really upset so Dream flew out to help me." George didn't really know how else to word it as he was unsure on how much Dream wanted to say. Then Dream being his utterly annoying yet cute self let it out.


" Yeah, and now me and George are kind of dating I guess." I was shocked by the words coming out of his voice.


"What the fuck." I blurted out. I felt Dream and Georges silence as a shock or betrayal and I immediately retracted that sentence. "No I don't mean it like that I'm just kind of shocked you know, it al happened really fast. " I support you, don't get me wrong. I just... neither of you ever talked to me about this. I just kind of feel left out you know... Sorry, I'm making this about me. I'm happy for you guys!"


Dreams POV


As he listened to Sapnaps words come from his mouth he just looked at George. Sapnap reacted different then expected. He felt left out. Which I totally understand why. We both did ghost him for a solid day and a half. And I also flew half way across the world to see our other best friend.


"I'm sorry Sapnap, I didn't realize how it would effect you. It's just something came up that was really important. I literally came here with no clothes or anything. I barely even knew I was doing it until I was already on a plane."


"It's ok, I just I thought we would all get to meet together. If you don't mind me asking what was so important. Are you ok George?" He was really worried about his words. George looked at me and I knew exactly what he meant, and what he wanted me to say. Not enough to expose George, but enough to get him off his back.


"George was just going through a really hard time, he just started self harming. He is ok now, but it was scary. I was worried so I just flew here as fast as I could. "


"Oh, no don't apologize I totally get it." Sapnap seemed somewhat embarrassed. I looked at Georgie to make sure he was ok. I didn't realize he had his arm rapped around mine and his head berried into my shoulder. I took my arm from between his, put him on my lap and held him close. 


"Shhh, shhh" I whispered towards George. "You're ok Georgie." That nickname seemed to cheer him up as he looked up at me with a small smile on his face. I looked down at his Carmel brown eyes. His chin resting on my chest which looked like an uncomfy position.  But he still smiled as I look deeply into his eyes. He rose his head slightly giving me a kiss on my neck, which sent butterflies down my spine. After, we went back to cuddling. Quickly remembering that Sapnap was still in the call.


"Hey, sap. I think we are going to head off. We will talk to you later, k?"


"Bye guys, again I'm really happy for your two!" Sapnap said saying his final goodbyes.


I sat waiting for a response from George, but I quickly realized he was fast asleep. I watched him rumble a little with his cute little snores. I picked George up of the gaming chair and moved to the bed to be more comfortable. I pulled the blanket over him and I as I gave him a kiss on the forehead goodnight. I found the warmth between us to be comforting realizing I was dozing off in his arms too.


*Knock Knock*


"George and Dream. Are you awake?" The mother peaked through the door to see the two of them resting in the bed interlined together like veins. She decided best not to wake them and leave a note on the kitchen counter. Dream woke up at a strange time as he still had a little jetlag left in him. George was holding onto his shirt tightly not wanting to let go. He knew taking his hands of his shirt would wake him so he slowly shifted out of his t-shirt and out to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Dream would normally wake up around this time anyways due to his messed up sleep schedule. A 5-hour difference caused it to be close to 6 PM in England. As he woke up he saw two notes on the counter one labeled George and one Dream.


I was curious so I opened my letter to see a nice hand written letter reading:


" Hello Dream. I wanted to inform you I had to go home. I had work and was unable to miss it anymore. But I was not worried knowing you would be here for him. He may not admit it, but he is fragile. He likes things in certain ways and isn't really into being spontaneous. I figured you knew this about him but just a reminder I suppose. He really likes you. He used to call me about a boy he liked months ago and I realize now it was probably you! He spoke highly of you and in awe. I know he has his flaws and  damages, but I love that boy with all my heart. And I hope you can do the same. I thank you again for staying with George and would appreciate you staying with him a bit longer tell he is back to his normal self. I would normally do it but... something about you just makes him so so happy. You are welcomed with a new position in our family if you would like it."


                                                                                                                   Sincerely, Mumnotfound


As I read the note I couldn't help but have a smile on my face. It was sweet and nice to know his Mom trusted me with her boy. As I sat with the big grin on my face George walked in hugging me from behind. I couldn't help but smile as I turned around putting my chin on his soft bed head hair.


George POV 


The conversation with Sapnap made me overwhelmed. I didn't like people knowing I was somewhat broken. I grabbed on to dreams arm and dug my head into his shoulder. I just wanted to hide. I was tired and just a mess. I was trying to keep my tears in as I felt hands reach under my armpits. It tickled a little but not enough to make me smile. But the feeling of him holding me close trying to calm me down felt nice.


"Shh, shh, you're ok Georgie." Dream whispered to me. God him saying my name like that could light up any situation. Even this one. I looked up at him leaving my chin and neck on his chest. I kissed his neck and then continued digging my head deeper into his chest. I was warm, and happy and felt myself drifting off.


I woke up later that day realizing I was holding onto his shirt in bed. He must of moved me there after the call. I felt said not waking up in his arms, but I realized how sweet it was that he snuck out without trying to wake me. Leaving his shirt. The bed still warm, I figured he had just gotten up a few minutes ago. I woke up hopping out of bed and seeing him reading a paper in the kitchen. I Snuck up on him reaching my arms around his waist and hugging him from behind kissing his neck. Him someone startled by my surprising present turned around and held me close.


"What are you reading?" I asked curiously.


"It's a note, from your mom. You got one too." He pointed to a note with my name written on it. "She had to leave, probably while we were sleeping." 


I opened up the note to see a long paragraph written by her reading:


"Hey honey, I apologize for not being able to say goodbye in person. I wanted to stay and take care of you, but I had to go back home for work. I'm not worried though, Dream seems to be doing a great job with you. I'm really happy for you. He seems like a very nice young man. Who cares a lot about you! I know he makes you happy. I could see it on your face this morning. I know you two will be a great couple! Just don't take it too fast. Don't rush into things both of you are not ready for. I'll stop talking about that now. I want you to know if you ever need anything. I'm here for you. No matter what time or day, Okay? I know you two haven't been a thing for long but, I know you both love each other. I know it can be scary, but maybe you can open up to him. About everything. I know you don't like to talk about a lot of your emotions and problems. But I can't stand to see you go through what happened two nights ago. I was scared out of my mind. You were passed out on the floor, and I didn't know if you were alive or not. I'm not going to sugar coat this, I was really worried and by the worry I heard in Dreams voice, we both thought you were done. So, I really hope you find someone to talk to because I don't want you to ever go through something like that again. Never. I love you very much! I hope you will be ok. And please call me when you get the chance. I really am happy for you and Dream!"


I had a lot of different emotions while reading the letter. I felt happy, I blushed a few times which Dream seemed to notice. But I also felt down and upset, which Dream also noticed. He didn't ask me about it tell after I finished reading.


"Are you okay?" 


"Ya. It's just a lot." I said looking down at my feet. He pulled my head up by putting his finger under my chin. I didn't resist.


"If you want to talk to me you can. But if not that's ok too. I just want you to be happy that's all I care about." I smiled and went into a hug. I buried my head into his chest and felt safe. We sat there holding one another for a minute. I enjoyed laying my head on Dreams bare chest. It was warm. He was really hot too. Not the point right now, but it's true.


"Tomorrow... d- do you want to go on a date?"









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