That night was filled with lust and want. It was passionate and erotic. But it was different then what they were used to. For both of them. It was also filled with love and want. It wasn't just for the sex. They wanted each other for themselves. They cared for each other in a way that made it more special than anything. It was memorable. Forever.
Dream POV
I woke up the next morning spooning my boyfriend. The boy I loved, the boy I was attracted too, and not to mention the boy I had sex with last night. I sat trying not to wake him. I could watch him for hours, just staring at all the little things on his face. His cute little nose, and the little stubbles of hair growing from his jawline. His long eyelashes that covered his eyes. I wish he was awake so I could stare at them. At him.
I sat remembering last night, it was magical.
I just sat with him for about a half an hour just enjoying his presence. Until I got impatient and had to use the bathroom. I showered him with kisses up and down his neck tell he groaned.
"Come on baby time to get up." I said quietly, giving him time to get adjusted. When he seemed awake enough I pulled my arm out from under him.
"Mhmm. Don't leave I'm comfy." He whined. I continued pulling my arm out from under him giving him a quick kiss on the forehead before walking away. He whined some more before I got to the bathroom. A few minutes later.
"Dreeaaammm" George called out. I walked back in to see him sitting on the bed. I turned my head in confusion as I was still brushing my teeth.
"I can't get up." He said looking at his feet. He seemed embarrassed. I smiled at him before going back to the bathroom to spit out my toothpaste. I walked back out with a smile on my face and helped him up.
"Here let me help" I stood him up and he limped over to the bathroom. "Seems you struggling to walk too." I let out a small wheeze as I watched him struggle into the bathroom. He just put his middle finger up at me and closed the door.
I walked into the kitchen deciding to make pancakes for the both of us. I pulled out the box of mix and combined the ingredients. As I was mixing it together George walked out giving me a soft smile. I hugged him close giving a kiss on his head. He dug his head into my chest and I pulled him close.
"I love you" I whispered to him.
"I love you too" He said. It was muffled through my sweatshirt, but I knew what he said. He pulled away a little still being close.
"What would you like to do today bubs?" He asked me. I liked the new nickname, it was cute. I looked down at him.
"I want to go out. We don't have to go to a public place. Maybe you can show me around a little. If not that's ok too. We can stay in if you would like." I wanted to explore England with him. I wanted him to show me his hometown and all the spots he went to as a kid. His favorite shops and stores, even if we wouldn't go in them.
"Well I could give you a small tour, cutting out the popular places. Not that this is a big town, but we still need to be careful." He smiled at me and I pulled him close again before letting go.
"Last night, was amazing." I said looking right in his eyes, giving him a quick smirk. He blushed. It was so easy to make him flustered.
"Ya, ya it was." He said looking up at me. He walked around to sit down at the island counter as I started cooking the pancakes. When they were all ready I put a few in front of him and a few in front of the seat next to him. I pulled out syrup and butter and we ate in silence. A comfortable one.
"So, your leaving tomorrow." George said. I gave him a sad smile. It hurt me knowing this was our last full day together before I had to go back home. A place where he wasn't. Where I couldn't hold him anymore. I wouldn't have his touch. I couldn't wake up in the mornings next to him. It hurt me.
"Ya" That's all I could get out, but it satisfied him, He cleaned up his plate and mine and put them away. He also grabbed the plates from last nights dinner which we never put away. Food still on both of them.
"Come on lets go get ready." He said smiling. He walked into the bedroom and turned on the shower. I walked over to the dryer to pull out the only clothes I had brought. George was a lot smaller than me, but he had a pair of sweatpants that fit me. They were a little tight, but they work.
"DREAM" George yelled frightening me. I ran into the bathroom to see what's up. He had already hopped out of the shower and was looking in the mirror with a towel rapped around his waist. I let out a small giggle. He looked at me with an annoyed expression making me wheeze even louder.
"Dream! This isn't funny. How am I gonna go out looking like this? I have love bites all over me!" George said. I could tell he was frustrated but he was still giggling in between his words. I smirked at him and hugged him from behind.
"No, stop I'm wet" He complained.
"Oh come on, you like it" I smirked continuing to hug him. He blushed and smiled not even trying to hide it.
"And I like the hickeys all over you" I leaned in close to his ear. "I'm marking what's mine" I smirked making eye contact through the mirror. He looked down clearly red as a tomato.
"Come on get dressed we got to go." I let go missing the warmth he was giving off, but I would never admit that. I slapped his ass not even looking at him as I walked out.
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George POV
"Ok, so the first place I want to take you is my old school. When my dad was still alive I spent most of my time here to get away from him. So I know a lot of spots here." Keeping my eyes on the road.
"Wont there be kids in school right now?" He asked. He was right, but I didn't spend my days at the main part of the school.
"Ya there is. But we aren't going to where the kids are, we are going someplace else. I wanted to keep it a bit of surprise. I knew he was confused, but he didn't ask. The ride continued in a comfortable silence until I pulled into the side parking lot of the school. It was near the sports fields, and no kids were outside right now.
" I didn't take you as much as a sports person." Dream commented. Noticing the scenery. I just shrugged my shoulders at him.
"I'm really not, but it's normally quit back here. It's peaceful." I hadn't been here in awhile, and it was bringing back some unwanted memory's. Dream seemed to pick up on my emotions. He reached out and grabbed my hand pulling me closer to him. We continued walking for a few more minutes tell we were in a forest. It was surrounded by beautiful evergreen trees. The ground was moist covered with condensation. In the middle of the forest was a small run down building. Dream gasped at the sight. It was breathtaking. I felt the same way when I first ran across it.
"Come on" I said pulling him out of his trans. I pulled him along until we walked in.
"Was is this place?" Dream asked enjoying the view. The small little build was the size of a shed. The outside was run down. The off-white paint on the sidings had been mostly cleared off. And the remainder was covered in dirt. The top of the shack had missing shingles and holes in the roof. It looked old, as it was.
But the inside, well it was beautiful. Nothing over the top, but the inside was much better compared to the outside. It had a small bed with sheets and a blanket on it. It had a table and a chair in one corner, with a candle in the middle. The inside looked as if it had been painted within the past few years, and the floor looked clean. It was small, but it looked like a home. It wasn't cluttered, but had enough furniture for someone to be comfortable. Dust covered most of it.
"Wow, it looks nice in here." Dream looked in awe of what he saw. It made me happy he liked it. I hadn't been here in years, and it brought back some memories. Not good or bad, just memories.
"Ya I know. I worked really hard on it when I was younger, I suppose it was like my home away from home." I stated. I let out a small chuckle. I missed this place. It was a half an hour or so away but this place saved me from creating more bad memories.
"Wait... you made this?" He asked really shocked.
"No I didn't make it, but I decorated it. I spent a lot of my free time here you know? It was a good escape."
"Did you take your boyfriends here?" He asked jokingly. I chuckled at his remark.
"No, I didn't. This is where I would go to get away from my Dad. I didn't want anyone to know about this place. You're the first person I have brought here." I was looking around remembering all the tears I shed on that bed. All the dinners I would eat here because I couldn't bare going home to him. It was a hard memory to recall. The cold winter nights, the same blanket I stole from the school. The furniture I found laying in front of garbage that I carried out here with a rusted wagon I had in my backyard. It's crazy how people just move on from things. From things that saved you. I realized I zoned out when I felt arms rap around my waist. I jumped a little before melting into his touch.
"I can tell this place meant a lot to you. Want to talk about it?" He asked. His voice soft and low it vibrated down my torso. I sighed and smiled at him.
"well, when my Dad was still around, towards the end of his life it got really bad. So I stayed here a lot. Some nights I'd even sleep here. I found it one night, after my Dad had a bad night. He hit me really hard, and I ran. I was trying to go to the school, but somehow I ended up here. I'm not complaining though. This place was a great escape for me." I held his hand which was lying on my stomach. He kissed me on my head as we sat in silence. The one thing I always wanted as a teen. I finally received in this stupid shack. We sat in silence for a few moments tell we headed down to the bed. We sat in cuddled for a few minutes. Which ended up being an hour.
"Baby, I would love to sit here and snuggle you all day, but I would like to see more places." I nodded my heads as we both stood up and headed out of the shack. My old home I suppose.
"How long where we there for?" I ask. I left my phone in the car and wasn't aware of how much time we spent there.
"A little over an hour. But that's ok. It's 1 right now so we have time. Now where to next?" I new exactly where I wanted to take him.
"It's a surprise" I smiled at him grabbing his hand and running to his car. I was excited for this one. When we made it into the car I started driving to my house. He didn't ask questions so I didn't tell him anything. I pulled into the house and he looked confused. I cut him off before he could say anything.
"Just stay here I'll be back." I smiled at him reassuring him, then I ran inside to grab what I needed for where we were going. I was really excited for this. I used to go here all the time in my college years. My friends at the time showed me this place, and I've been going ever since. Ever since I started gaining views I haven't really had time, but I would gladly go again. I walked back outside and got back into the car.
"What did you get?" He asked. I could tell he was a little anxious.
"Just trust me. It's a surprise." I smiled at him kissing his cheek before pulling back out of the driveway. It was only ten minutes away from my house. We drove over and pulled into an abandon parking lot. There was a large white building sitting empty and abandoned at the end of it. I pulled up close to it and told Dream to get out. He did so and I grabbed the bag leading him to the front of the building. The front of the building had a lock on it, but the glass was semi broken. Glass covered the floors with other random trash around it as well. I lead him to the side of the building through a broken window.
"George, where are we?" He asked he was fine with the sneaking in, but he wanted to know what they were doing. I ignored the question as he went first helping me through the window. I could of done it my self but the gestor was nice.
"Close your eyes I have to go do something real fast." He nodded his head and closed his eyes. "No peaking" I said really seriously. He just chuckled.
"Fine" He said with a smile plastered on his face. I ran to the back of the building flipping a switch. The room lit up with multiple colors and pretty lights. I walked back over to him and I quickly put on what I brought. I shuffled to the back hopping they had a pair in his size too. I couldn't find one tell I found a pair on the floor in the back. Most had been stolen, but these luckily went unseen.
"Ok open your eyes." I said excitedly, letting out a little sequel of excitement. In front of us was a roller-skate rink. It was run down and some of the floor was scratched or even gone, but it was so cool. I loved this place so much.
"I-" He just sat with his mouth open. "How did you find this place?" He asked.
"Some college friends of mine showed it me, I've been going to it ever since." I shrugged at him. "Come on put your shoes on and lets go." I smiled and waited for him to go out on the rink with me.
"I'm going to be honest, I'm not that good at this." Dream stated slightly embarrassed. I gave him a smile and helped him stand up. He wobbled a little causing him to fall on me. I was able to hold him up. His face an inch away from mine. I kissed him on the lips for a moment. It was soft and sweet.
"Well I can help you. I am an expert." I smirked grabbing his hand and letting him get adjusted before pulling him along. He followed walking more than skating. I gave him a few tips before he started to get the idea. He fell a few times, I chuckled at him, he seemed embarrassed but I reassured him he was doing a great job.
"Bubs your doing great, just try and keep your balance." I'm trying to give him some tips, he is leaning on me a lot and he is starting to get heavy. When he slipped this time he put all his weight on me causing me to fall, and him on top of me. He kneed me on my thigh causing me to groan in pain.
"Oh my god George you good?" He asked worried he hurt me. I was fine, but it definitely hurt.
"Ya I'm fine. Go ahead and hop off." I said pushing him off me. He tried to stand up wobbling a little, I stood up trying to help him up and he slipped back again as he held onto my arm pulling me back down. I kneed him in the stomach leaving him letting out a small groan. I fell on top of him hoping I didn't hurt him to bad. Well this is embarrassing. I let out an awkward giggle.
"Your really laughing right now. Ouch that hurt." he whined.
"Stop being such a baby, you pulled me down." I rolled my eyes at him. "Plus it's payback." I added. He laughed at the statement and rolled his eyes.
"Can we just lay here for a moment I'm tired." He stated. I nodded my head to lazy to even role to his side, so I just plopped down on top of him. He let out a small groan, not of pain. Just from the weight falling on him. We sat in silence as my thoughts ran circles around my mind. Did he not like this place? Was he annoyed? Did he want to leave? Shut up.
Stop letting your mind put thoughts in your head that aren't true. Well maybe I should ask just incase.
"Did you not like this place?" I asked. I was quiet and looking to the side, I felt stupid for asking the question. But my overthinking self had to know.
"Well I'm not very good at it, and falling on my ass every minute wasn't fun. But I loved the place, and I love spending time with you. I'd fall 100 more times if it meant I could spend time with you." He kissed the top of my head.
"I'm sorry" I simply stated.
"For what?" He asked sitting up a little to look at me.
"I should of asked what you wanted to do. Not what I did. If I knew you didn't like roller-skating I would of picked some place else. I sighed and felt a hand grab my face. He made me face him and look in his eyes. How could I resist his emerald eyes.
"Baby, I never said that. I had a lot of fun here. Having you here makes any situation a thousand times better. Don't overthink it ok? I love you so so much. Never forget that. I've had more fun today than I've had in months. And the day isn't even over yet. Come on we can cuddle for a few more minutes but lets go to the next place soon ok?" I nodded my head feeling better about the situation. I finally was able to melt into his touch and release the tension I was feeling. I was glad he didn't get upset at me for my overthinking. He understood.
After a few minutes we took of our skates and walked out of the building. We had been there for a few hours now and it was now around 5 o'clock. I shut the lights off and walked over to the window. Dream was already out so I jumped out and headed to the car.
Dream POV
As we walked into the car I could tell he was zoned out thinking of something. I wondered what it was? But I didn't feel like asking. I wondered what went on in his mind though. Did he think of me? Or was his mind being cruel. All of me wished it wasn't the second one, but a part of me knew it was.
To be completely honest, I was scared. Scared of what would happen when I leave. Would I be ok? Could I make us work? I figured I was the one who would need to keep us alive. Make sure our flame didn't blow out when I wasn't watching. Make sure he still loved me. But a part of me worried when I left he wouldn't be ok. He was truly all that mattered to me. I just wish he didn't live 4,000 miles away. 4,000 miles away from the love of his life. My soulmate. My world. My yellow.
I grabbed his hand which laid on the gearshift in the middle of the car. His soft cold hands with the slightest touch could make me shiver in delight. He watched the road with patience and focus. I wondered where he would take me now? I didn't really care, as long as I was with him. I had to leave tomorrow, so many thoughts rushing through my head. Probably through both of ours. I knew the second I would let go of him I would be touch starved. And no one could fix that but him. But who knew how long it would be? Tell I could see his face in person again. Feel his hand in mine. Feel his body, his touch. We couldn't even wake up together anymore. Fuck life.
We seemed to be driving for a while, maybe an hour or so. Until we pulled into a dirt parking lot. The only thing in sight was a trail leading up a small mountain. It looked to be steep but not to long. Is this what we were doing hiking? I didn't have the proper shoes or clothes for this but who cared.
"Are we going hiking?" I asked wondering what his plan was.
"Yes we are. But we need to hurry. Just trust me." Of course I trusted him. He lead me up the mountains going at a pretty quick pace. I didn't mind though it was up hill, but we were both doing pretty good with it. The sky behind us was starting to go darker, and I was able to figure out what we were doing pretty easily. The steep rocks and dirt path slowly got darker. Until we finally made it to the top. Woah.
Flowers covered a grassy field. All sorts of colors and sights to see. In the midst was a small town with lights reflecting off of the homes. The grass was flowy and thin, more beautiful than anything. A thick tree laid on the side which George pulled me too. We sat under it looking over the whole world. In the distance was a bright sun slowly changing colors in front of our eyes. Yellow, then orange, then red. We sat in silence holding onto one another. The sunset was immaculate. I could stare at that for the rest of my life. But for some reason I couldn't take my eyes of him. I could stare at him for eternity.
The boy whos head was laying on my shoulder. The soft sun reflecting on his earth like eyes, making them look glossy and bright. His lips ever so slightly parted begging me to kiss him. I would of if I wasn't so caught up in him. His smile, his little stubs on his jaw line. His chocolate brown hair and the one little strand that would never stay out of his face. His small cold hands that fit more than perfectly in mine. His elegance I could never miss. The way he got so flustered by the smallest things I said. His bubbly personality whenever I was around him. His strength and ability to keep going through life. Sure some people would say he had his flaws, but I see them as strengths. And he was mine.
"What are you thinking about?" He asked pulling me out of my thoughts.
"You" I was being honest. He blushed a little leaning his shoulder back on my head.
"It's beautiful isn't it?" He asked. I could tell he loved this place.
"Ya it is" I just smiled looking at him. He didn't seem to realize what I was calling beautiful, but I didn't care. He was caught up looking at the sunset. All the colors in the sky were innocent and calm. So many colors I didn't even have the care to count. I shuffled a little so I was behind him leaning on the tree and he was leaning on my chest. The sun was setting and it was getting dark. But at the height we were at the sun was still visible as the darkness behind us continued creeping up. Soon the sun had disappeared. The colors were gone and we were left with white and black. Two boring colors which seemed to light up the sky. It's crazy how people just ignore the beauty we get from the stars. The single two colors made everything beautiful at night. Something I knew George loved.
I stood up pulling him up and leading him into the middle of the flower field. I laid down next to him and we looked at the stars. The sky was bright. And as if the gods had decided to hold the clouds for us today. Not one in sight. The constellations were different here. They felt brighter. They just looked prettier. I had felt more relaxed these past few days then I have felt in months. The stress from my job and not having George was so much I forgot to enjoy my life. And now all that stress was gone. I had the boy, and that was all I needed to live.
"I love the stars. All the myths people believe about them, I could care less. There was one my Mom told me that stuck with me though. She told me that the stars represent someone in pain. Someone who is hurt. And that each star is a person. If you look at one of them and think about it enough you can wish happiness on them. I used to look at them every night to try and find mine. To wish me happiness. To wish my Mom happiness. So each night when I was younger I'd pick a random star and wish. It's stupid. But it was hope for me then." He said softly.
"It's not stupid. It's something you believed in, and it gave you hope. Which is a good thing." I gave him a reassuring look. I didn't want this day to end. It was already 6 o'clock, and we had to stream tonight as well. I felt the time between us slipping away. If only the universe could wait tell we were ready. I didn't want to let go of him. I could tell he didn't either. I felt this moment, this day would be something we would cherish until we would meet again. Our touch. Our love. Would soon leave. I wasn't ready for that. But it was going to happen weather I liked it or not.
So, I decided to enjoy each little moment for the rest of the night. I cuddled him closer, forcing my brain to take a picture of this, of his touch. So I wouldn't be alone, alone when I'm touch starved. Alone when I woke up without him in my arms. Alone when, well when I was alone.
But, I look forward for the day I'm not alone. When I do wake up to him every morning. When he would never leave my arms. Were I could protect him from everything in this world that could ever harm him. The day when I could make him mine forever. When I could settle down with him, and live our lives. The one thing in this whole universe that truly makes me feel ecstatic.
A/N-
Hey! Sorry for not posting a lot recently. I told myself I would but I ended up having a busy week. I didn't really have a lot of time to edit this so there is probably a lot of mistakes. Anyways I will do the second part of this within the next few days.
Also thank you guys so much for the support! I hope you guys still like this story. I've been busy with school and other things, but I know where I want to go with this so I just need to write it down. Also this is almost at 30,000 words which is crazy to me. Normally I give up by then but I'm doing great! Anyways hope you have been enjoying and thank yo for 1.7k reads!!