Dream POV

I woke up in the middle of the night. I was still cuddling with Sapnap. He was letting out loud obnoxious snores that I wouldn't be able to fall back asleep too. I slowly stepped out of the room and needed something to do. I felt dehydrated so I decided to go downstairs and grab some water.

The stairs creaked a little and I tried to stay quiet. I knew bad was here too and I didn't know where he was. I figured he was in Georges room, but I wasn't sure. The house was quiet other than the now soft snores coming from my room. I opened the fridge pulling out a cold glass of water. We had gone to bed early last night so I wasn't all that tired. If I was I could sleep in Sapnaps room. I sat down on the table pulling out my phone and scrolling on twitter. I hadn't really checked it that much so I really wasn't sure what to expect.

A lot of people were commenting on my absence over the last 3 months. Some of them were commenting about George others were not. Some were making up weird reasons and others trying to cancel me for being a bad streamer. But most of the comments were wishing I was well.

It may have been almost 1 in the morning but maybe it wouldn't have been such a bad idea to stream. I would do it alone and it would hopefully take my mind of things. I walked into my office area which had my computer and different fan arts I liked. This room was pretty clean other than the dust that sat around it. I used it maybe once a week to record videos for my YouTube. I didn't do it for the money, but my fans deserved a little bit of content at least.

I set everything up and pressed the go live button. I decided to speedrun while answering questions. I wasn't expecting too many people, but then again it had been a month since I streamed last. It was awful. I know everyone was trying to be nice, but when you have hundreds of donations asking if you are ok it gets overwhelming. Hopefully today it wouldn't be like that.

I talked to the chat for a few minutes letting people join into the stream. After about 5 minutes. I decided it was time to start. I loaded in a seed and it put me in the middle of a jungle biome. I didn't think the seed was good so I started again. This seed I got put right next to a village and decided to see where it went. It had a blacksmith with iron boots and a iron sword. I took it and collected what I needed. I wasn't rushing to much as it was supposed to be a calm run.

"Hi Dream. I really missed my comfort streamer. I love you!!" A donation stated. I smiled.

"Thank you. I'm sorry for not streaming recently just been taking a break. Love you too!"

"Can you say hello to Allie? I love you!!

"Hi Allie"

Now I was running to try and find a lava pool. The iron golem gave me 5 iron. Enough for a shield a bucket and a flint.  I created it all and started digging gravel. It was dark and in the distance I saw a light. It looked like a lava pool.

"I hope you are doing ok you haven't been super active! I'm glad you took a break and feel better!"

"Thank you Bella, I am doing better!" Which was a lie. I really wasn't but I wouldn't tell 120,000 people that.

I found the lava pool and made my portal. I started looking around for the fortress but it was no were to be seen.

"If I don't find it in the next 10 minutes I'll restart." I commented and continued looking. I answered more donos and running around. After 10 minutes had passed I restarted. This seed was in a dessert. I looked around for everything I needed. I made it to the nether with a late time. The spawn set me in a island in the sky so I just decided to restart again.

"Hii You're really good at speed running so here is $50!" I chuckled.

"Thank you rez!"

I had gone through a few more seeds and had been streaming for about an hour and a half now. The donations were more chill than last time which was calming. I missed streams like this. Where I could be me and enjoy it. Where I didn't have to worry as much about how I talked or acted. It took my mind off of all the stress I was feeling.

I was running around and a creeper scared me blowing up and killing me. The noise was loud and I let out a quiet yelp as I kicked my foot on the wall. 

"Ow I hit my foot." I whined to the chat. People put f in the chat and awws. I thought it was funny.

"Dream what's wrong? What are you do-" George had walked into the room with a blanket strapped over his back. His eyes were slightly closed and he seemed half asleep. He looked cute. Stop.

I remembered I was streaming and quickly muted myself.

"Shit I'm sorry, I didn't realized you were streaming." He ranted on.

"It's ok. They know you're here now though." I added. He sighed looking down at his feet. He was walking out before I had an idea.

"Hey, do you think you could stay? I just don't want to be bombarded with questions about the meet up. You don't have to I just-"

"Ya sure" He pulled over a chair I had in the corner and sat back down.

Was that George??

George is there?

What's going on I'm confused?

Hiii George!

I'm tired

TEAAAA

The chat was filled with Georges name. I never planned for people to know about the meet up. I looked at George for a sign he was sure he wanted to continue on. I gave him a smirk before I started letting him know I had an idea. He knew I wanted to play with them before they knew.

"Chat what are you going on about George isn't even here."

You're lying

I heard his voice!

Can't fool us ma

Wait really?

Don't believe him chat I heard it with my own eyes

George!

Chat was still going crazy. But I ignored and continued on. I continued speed running like nothing happened. A few minutes later the donations had flooded and were 20 minutes behind. I knew a lot of them would be about us.

"What?! Is that George??" I chuckled.

"Guys I really think you are hearing things, he isn't here."

"Ya I'm not here. I'm a figment of your imagination." George whispered into the mic. It was loud due to how close he was.

George is there!!!

What is going on!

Sapnap crying right now

George!!

You liar he is here

Am I going crazy I may be high but not THAT high

Gogy!!

I couldn't help but laugh. I had enough with it and decided it was time people knew. I decided to keep Bad and Sapnap a secret not sure on where they stood on people knowing. I nodded at George and he moved closer to the mic pushing me out of the way. I rolled my eyes and let him sit in my chair.

"Hello everyone it's me George and I will be taking over the stream now. I'm kicking Dream out."

"No he isn't I don't trust him with you guys." I commented in. I missed the joking around. He gave me a smile. A genuine one. His nose crinkled and he blushed a little. I smiled back at him before sitting on the couch letting him stream. More people seemed to join the stream and we were now at 175,000 viewers. I haven't had that many in a long time, considering it was also almost 3 AM here. I decided to go on twitter and I saw #Dreamnotfoundmeetup was trending.

"George we are trending on twitter." He chuckled at me.

"Oh really" He turned around to face me and I smiled. "What's the tag?"

"Dreamnotfoundmeetup" His face heated up a little giving him a light pink dust which was noticeable from the light of the computer. I smirked at him and he turned around. Maybe I went to far? Now I was overthinking again. I shouldn't of done that. He is probably mad now. I sigh and turn off my phone. I just lie on the couch listening to him talk to my chat. I didn't feel like talking to anyone other than him right now. After another 20 minutes I was done with streaming. I stood up and got close to his ear.

"Hey can you end the stream?" I whispered so only he could hear. He nodded his head and I recognized the tomato he had recently become. I smile and sit back down on the couch. Within the next few minutes the stream had ended and he sat down next to me on the couch. It was dark in the room. The only light coming from a street light outside. I wanted to talk to him. I just didn't know about what.

"That was fun" I was surprised he spoke first. I chuckled. I was tired and I could tell he was too. But neither of us seemed in the mood to sleep.

"Ya it was, they know you're here now. Is that ok?"

"ya it's fine. It will make them crazy for a while. It will be funny. Plus I'm leaving today so it won't really matter." I knew he didn't want to be pushed. But I needed to know. 

"Why are you leaving. I know it's not your Mom." He sighed. I could tell he was annoyed and I wouldn't be surprised if he got up and left.

George POV

Tonight was awful and yet the last half an hour was everything I wanted back. But I knew we couldn't just go back like that. Not after everything we had. He still made me so flustered without even trying and I couldn't stand it. I couldn't stand having to deal with these feelings that he didn't have anymore. I wasn't in the mood to fight, or lie. So telling him the truth was the easiest thing to do.

"I- it hurts to much" I was able to stutter it out. I could only see the outline of his face. The light from outside not doing to much for him. I knew it would be a good time to get everything out. I was just hoping he would too.

"Dream, when you were in London I fell in love with you. You were everything I wanted and needed. You're still everything I want and need. When you went home, I figured you would still be mine. But you weren't. you Kicked me out of your life. It hurt so much. The pain I felt isn't even describable. I needed you and you helped me through everything before you even knew you were. You don't understand how much you meant to me. When I lost you, I lost my home. I lost everything to me."

 I felt the tears coming down but I held them back. Before I could process the words I had said to Dream I felt warm lips on mine. It took me a moment to realize what was going on I melted into the touch. The touch I had missed for almost 3 months. But it left as quick as it came. 

"Fuck, I'm sorry George." Dream stood up and walked out of the room closing the door behind him.

"No, it's ok I liked it." I knew he couldn't hear me, if only I had said it earlier.