George POV

After I saw Dream that night I just decided to go to bed. I was a little jet lagged and tired from all the crying. I laid down and immediately went to sleep.

Dream POV

I was about to go to bed, but I wanted to say goodnight to George. I walked over to his room and didn't see light coming from it. I opened the door to see a sleeping George huddled into a ball under the blanket. Only his nose and up was visible as the rest of him was under the blanket. He sleeps so peacefully. I knew I was being weird and if I was caught by George it would make it even more awkward, but I couldn't take my eyes off him.

"Are you watching him sleep?" Sapnap asks in a whisper. It startled me and I was an inch away from slamming the door.

"Shh you're going to wake him." I whisper, trying to avoid his question.

"You didn't answer" He states a little louder. I closed the door taking one last look at the beautiful sleeping boy in front of me.

"Yes I was, I probably shouldn't. I just miss him." I rubbed the back of my neck blushing a little.

"I get it. But you guys need to talk. Maybe tomorrow?" He seemed very eager for us to talk. I never really realized how much this effected him. Ya maybe he third wheeled with us a lot in streams and on discord. But us three haven't hung out in months.

"I'm sorry Sapnap." I pulled him into a hug. He hugged back immediately not even questioning my intentions.

"For what?" He was still holding me in the hug. I was taller than him so his face was put into my chest.

"I didn't really think about how me and George not communicating anymore would effect you. I should of thought about it. Thank you for staying and dealing with me. You have been a great best friends and helped me through a lot." I smiled pulling away but he pulled me back in again.

"It's ok. It's not your fault. I love both of you guys a lot. That's why I brought him here. But I do need you to work it out with him. Preferably for the better. But if it doesn't work out I'm here for both of you." He finally let go of me and gave me a quick smile. 

"Hey can you do a favor for me?" He asks. I nod my head suspicious of what he wanted.

"Well, I think you should stream while we are here. People don't have to know either of us are here, but people are worried about you. Plus I think it would be good for you." He walks into his room and closes the door behind him before I could respond.

I thought about it for a while. Was I ready to stream? If I was did I want people to know they were here. The thought of streaming again was running through my head. I was trying to sleep but I couldn't. I decided to get up and take a shower. I needed one anyways. I hopped in the shower. It was a burning shower I could feel on my skin. I cleaned my hair and body before I hopped out. I was looking in the mirror disgusted by what I saw. I wasn't insecure really, I just looked gross. Dark eye bags and chapped lips. A ugly three week old beard was sitting on my face. 

I couldn't help with the eye bags at the moment, but I could shave my beard. I did so and put some Chapstick on too. A simple task I've been to lazy to do the past few weeks. I pulled on a pair of sweatpants and walked downstairs. Both Sapnap and George were asleep and I was thirsty. Or at least I thought they were.

George was in the kitchen too. Eating a slice of pizza. I was going to taunt him about it, but I guess we didn't really have that relationship anymore. I slid past him and pulled out a glass bottle of water. I chugged a little of it before I caught George looking at me. He was blushing. I completely forgot I was shirtless. I lifted my eyebrow at him asking 'what are you looking at?'

"You shaved your beard?" George asks. I nod my head.

"I like it better that way." He says before walking back up to his room. I was a blushing mess for no reason. It wasn't even really a compliment maybe? Maybe he was saying my beard was ugly. I agreed with that. Ya that's it. I grabbed the water and took it up into my room.

I laid down on my bed. Normally my mind would be overthinking for the next few hours, but for now I was able to sleep. Probably one of the best sleeps I would have in months.

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George POV

After I had walked upstairs I was a blushing mess. I had confidence in that moment due to the fact I was extremely exhausted. But after realizing what I said I had to get out of there fast. Maybe he didn't take it as a big deal, It was a compliment nothing more. 

I sat up for the next hour thinking about it. About him. He wasn't wearing a shirt and I missed his body. He looked really hot in that moment. Fresh shave, wet hair, grey sweatpants, shirtless! God I missed that. No matter how flustered I got I enjoyed it because he made me that way. I missed that. I missed his touch. I missed him. But did he want me back? Even if he did could I forgive him? Those few days we spent together meant everything to me. I want that back, I want that for the rest of my life. But I don't think I can forgive him.

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"GET UP BITCH CANONBALL!!" Sapnap screamed in my ear. I felt an elbow blow on my stomach and I groaned out in pain.

"SAPNAP I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL BEAT THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF YOU NOW GET OFF!" I screamed at him. He put his hands up after getting off me I rolled my eyes.

"Wow feisty Gogy?" Sapnap taunts. I throw my pillow at him and he runs out. Standing at the door was Dream. He just observed the encounter before walking out with Sapnap.

"You better be up in the next 5 minutes or I'm grabbing the air horn!" Sapnap yelled from down the hall. I would much rather prefer to go back to bed but if I did so I would go deaf. I stand up and head to the bathroom to change and brush my teeth. When I get down Sapnap is sitting on the counter while Dream is making breakfast. It brings back memories from the trip.

"Earth to Gogy" Sapnap walked over to me pulling me out of my thoughts. He pulls me down the stairs as I barely catch myself from falling face first. We walk over to the kitchen and Sapnap pulls me over to the counter. I sit down next to Sapnap putting my head on his shoulder still trying to stay awake.

"George, seriously you're going to sleep again? At least stay awake for breakfast." At the mention of food I sit up.

"Breakfast?" Sapnap roles his eyes. 

"Yes idiot. Dream is making pancakes. Just for me." Dream turns around giving Sapnap a look. Sapnap smirked and sent him a kiss. I smiled at them. I missed this. We haven't all talked like this since before the trip. I really wish that aspect never changed. I wish none of it did. Dream looked over at me seeing the smile plastered on my face. He smiled back and continued cooking. Sapnap nudged me, but my smile soon faded.

Dream is like a drug in a sense. He could be bad for me and I'd keep coming back. I'm addicted. But I don't believe he is bad for me. He hurt me, but I could be with him and not get hurt. I just don't know if I could take the chance. Because he could hurt me. He could kill me.

We sat down at the table and ate our food. The pancakes were really good. I don't know how long it's been since I've had breakfast. It's something I took out of my daily schedule. I felt it wasn't needed anymore, but I do miss breakfast foods.

"Wow Dream I'm surprised you can actually cook. Can't wait tell you are cooking for me-" Sapnap quickly shut up after. What did he mean? Cooking for him? I just nodded my head along with Sapnaps remark about it being good. But I couldn't get the words out of my head. Cooking for me? After a few minutes of over thinking I finally built up the courage. to ask. No one had said anything since, so I knew something was off.

"What do you mean 'cooking for me'?" I directed the question to Sapnap but also giving Dream a glance too. They looked at each other and Sapnap spoke up first.

"Well, I was thinking of maybe moving in with Dream. It's not 100% yet, but we talked about it." I knew I should of been happy for them, but I couldn't help but be jealous. That was supposed to be me and Dream moving in. We were supposed to do that. A house on the beach together. Happy and all we needed was each other. But now Dream was moving to a new chapter of his life. A roommate. I faked a smile and continued eating. But the tension in the room was stressing me out to much. I still had half the food on my plate but I couldn't bother to finish it. I was to upset to even put my plate in the sink, but if I did that they would know I was upset.

But why was I? It's not like me and Dream are anything more than friends. I don't even know if we were that. When I go back how do I know he isn't going to ghost me again. He probably is just being nice so it's not an absolute disaster here.

I walk up the stairs and into my room. I locked the door not in the mood to see anyone. Maybe it would be good to change my flight. I'll go home and we can be done. He is moving on and I need to too. That's what I'll do. I'll book a flight tonight for Tomorrow. That way I have time to get packed up. I can say my Mom is sick or something. Ya that's the plan.

And that's exactly what I'm going to do.

Two updates today? Pog. Might write another idk yet depends on if I'm speedy or not. This was a shorter chapter, but I didn't really have much to write for this. A filler chapter I suppose. Anyways thank you guys so much for almost 4k reads!! I'm really glad you guys have been enjoying it. Also your comments brighten my day and puts me in a writing mood so thank you for that! Anyways please stay healthy! Eat food or drink water if you haven't recently and get sleep please! Have a good night/day!!