Surprise?

George POV


After months of not speaking to Dream I felt numb. It wasn't the fact I was over him, I just didn't feel it anymore. At least not on a daily basest. It's like when someone dies. At first thinking of the memories brings sorrow and sadness. I feel like glass. At first it breaks really easy, the smallest pain or blow can break it. But for me after a while the glass gets thicker and thicker, were small blows don't break me anymore. I'm still breakable just not as easily. And that's how I was with Dream.


Memories of our days together now are happy. I remember when he was in my life. I've excepted right now that he wasn't coming back and that's what he wanted. He didn't seem to care about what I wanted but not communicating with the person you thought was the love of your life for two months can really break a person. I still believe he is my soulmate. But I can't say wrong time right person because I don't even understand why he left me in the first place.


I texted him every night because I needed him. I physically could not live without him. So even when he wasn't talking to me somehow I was still talking to him.


But I was starting to get extremely worried. Not only was he not talking to me he isn't talking to any of our other friends either. Even though he ghosted me leaving your friend of 6 years was going to be painful. But he didn't seem to have anyone. He wasn't talking to anyone and I knew he probably wasn't doing to well. My heart hurt even thinking about him in pain. I knew everything about him and I know he doesn't drop people for no reason. He is a good person so something must of gone wrong for him to do this. It was late Christmas Eve and all I was thinking about was him. How I longed to see him again. His beautiful freckles and his perfect skin. His golden hair and his stunning green eyes. Everything about him was perfect. His strong arms could of been holding me in this moment, but he wasn't. Our hands were not intertwined nor were we near each other. His touch and love was all I longed for. He was everything I wanted in life and I couldn't have him.


I decided to tweet out and wish everybody Happy Holidays to distract myself from my sorrow.


@Georgenotfound
Happy Holidays everyone!


@Quackity
Happy Holidays Gogy


@ Sapnap
Thank you Gogmister


@KarlJacobs
Happy Holidays George!


After a few minutes a bunch of notifications rolled in. I smiled at my friends comments. It was small but it meant a lot. I loved all of them even thought I would never say it. I decided to message Sapnap. I had also gotten him a gift for Christmas too. He was a good friend over the past two months and I trusted him. He helped me a lot through this whole thing and I was really grateful for him. No matter how idiotic and stupid he acted on screen he was an amazing person who was just a big softie on the inside.


George- Hey Sap Merry Christmas man. I just want to thank you for everything you have done for me over the past few months. I sent you a package that should be arriving today, but I want to facetime you when you open it so don't touch until tomorrow.


Sapnap- Of course man, I love you and I'm always here for you no matter what. I also got you a present too. I would of asked you to open it on Christmas but I decided to give you a bit of a warning.


George- You're scaring me man... What is it?


Sapnap- Go and check your emails. :)


I pull up my emails and refresh my page. I audibly gasp at what is in front of me. I didn't even look at it before I ran back to text him.


George- YOU GOT ME A PLANE TICKET TO YOUR HOUSE??


Sapnap- Not exactly...


I was confused, maybe I missed something.


Sapnap- I got you a ticket to Dreams house, surprise you're going to Florida. :)


I sat at my phone surprised at the words In front of me. I'm going to visit Dream? I couldn't decide how I was feeling. Excited, upset, angry?


Sapnap- Well we are going to Florida, I'm coming to so it won't be as awkward. I lied when I said I haven't talked to Dream in a while I've been talking to him but he asked me not to tell you. I'm sorry, I just needed to respect his wishes. 


I was so confused. I wanted to know everything, but it's clear he didn't want me to know. Was he ok? Why he did this? Why he left me? Did he love me? Did he want me there?


George- Does he even want me there?


Sapnap- Well he never said it in words but I can tell he misses you. I don't want to say what's been going on because that's something he should say. Just think about going?


That hit me. My automatic answer to that question would have been yes. But I had to think about it. I looked at the ticket and it left the morning after Christmas. Was I ready to see him again? To see him after all the pain he caused me. I loved him and wanted him back, but could I do this? Act all happy and excited to see him again. Act like he didn't ignore me the past two months? I didn't know if I could. But I knew I needed him in my life. This little diary thing I'm doing with him wasn't going to work for ever. I needed him. 


George- I'll go. I'm just not sure he wants to see me.


Sapnap- Trust me he does. He might not act like it, but he does.


George- Ok I guess I'm going to Florida






Anyways 3 chapters today. I'm in an extreme writing mood for some reason idk why but I guess it's good. Short chapter but I kind of wanted to leave it on a cliff hanger. Anyways thanks for all the reads and I hope you have been enjoying this story. Also love reading comments so leave them if you would like! I think 3 chapters is enough for today but I might start writing another one. Anyways good night/day!

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