I had an interesting dream today...This time not about connecting with Mace De la Cruz..It was a dream that I had previously anticipated..The background was sunless..and there was no life..the atmosphere was gloomy and there was harsh screams coming from a house nearby..I walked inside feeling curious but there was no one...I then turned around to go back..when I heard someone begging for mercy in another room upstairs...I went upstairs and saw a middle aged man in a dilapidated suit on his knees begging a young woman who seemed terrifyingly familiar.As I inched closer to have a better look at the young woman I heard a bang on the door..Then the woman responded to the sound and reversed quickly..IT WAS ME!.Then she quickly ordered the middle aged man to stand up as she put a gun against his head and she led him downstairs...I just realised I was invisible and they couldn't see me..I just quickly assumed that this was probably the future and that the middle aged man was Armando de la cruz...but I never expected to put a gun against his head like a killer..or will I be?

Downstairs, There was a tall and dark guy that seemed to be worried as he saw a gun put against De la Cruz's head.He turned to "me" and went down on his knees and pleaded for "me" not to end his life....It was Mace...I don't know why but seeing him in that state made my chest hurt and I felt slightly uncomfortable but seeing his father's end will make me utterly euphoric.I was in my thoughts when I heard a gun shot which brought me back...I SHOT HIM..and the setting and atmosphere was quickly interchanged and it was much brighter now...I looked around and spotted myself sitting in a big chair spinning around in a glass room and I went inside...I looked exceedingly elated and I had a beaming smile on my face..Then a young man walked in and he looked rather downhearted..It was Mace once again..and I quickly saw the look on his face and I was distressed by it.

He questioned me in a sorrowful tone and I just stared at him dispassionately..not knowing what to say and unbothered by it..then I quickly gave him an impulsive answer.."THIS IS MY REVENGE".I was also shocked by my revelation as he was.I was jolted on seeing the person I had become and I no longer had that innocent residence I once had before..seeing this made me palpitate in fear....Was this who I was going to be?...Though I never imagined killing Armando de la cruz that was totally out of the script I only wanted to take his company away from him not kill him for real..or make Mace fatherless..I couldn't get rid of a voice in my mind that told me that.."THIS IS FATE".

Mace was still in shock of what I had said when two hefty guys walked in and grabbed him by the arms....they were now my bodyguards..and it made me feel angry I don't know why...then future me drew nearer to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek as they took him away.Then I sat back down on the chair feeling fufilled and the sight of it made me feel mediocre.

I couldn't help but not feel emotional..I was just in a state of indifference..I couldn't resolve whether I was happy or sad about it..I absolutely felt nothing..I was just suprised...and I had questions that needed immediate answers to them..but who do I ask? I couldn't even talk to future me in my dream..after selling my soul and taking that oath I realized that this was just a glimpse of what might happen..that means my request was being fulfilled and quickly too..but what do I expect though..I made a deal with the devil it's bound to happen this way..nothing is ever really reverent once you make a deal with Lucifer..your expectations will come true but I didn't realise the consequences I would face in the end..Would I be punished and put to shame instead..or would I be mocked by people and called a witch...I couldn't give an answer to that.

But in all honesty,Armando deserves whatever bad thing fate will decide for him..he has done a lot of wicked deeds like my aunt told me and he toyed with women..so even if he dies it was worth everything..at least later on people will know who he truly is..and his precious son will be spared and he will have to face the consequences of his father's actions and being in ignorance all this time..it may not seem fair but I'm not God..so I can't say...

The future to me will be bright...seeing this happen to Armando de la cruz gives me joy..though it may seem crazy and sinister but like I said it's worth everything.  But I can't help but feel bad though for Mace..and I'm going crazy I don't know why!...I'm supposed to feel resentful towards him but instead I feel sympathetic about the whole scenario affecting him deeply..I still can't forget the disheartened look on his face when he questioned me and it made me feel wrong in a way for some reason..but whether it's so or not my revenge on his family is way more important to me and there's no one that can stop me from achieving it not even God or the Devil! I'll take whatever consequence this may bring but I'll not back down now not for anyone not even for myself..This is just too important and expectant from me...even if it means losing my life I will..IT ALL STARTS NOW.