I was taken to the healing bay in the station and was given an injection and a few moments later I slowly opened my eyes and felt pain in my stomach and I noticed that..I felt kind of different as if something was inside of me..

While in my thoughts,a female doctor came into the room.

Doctor Sophia:How are you doing Miss London?..

London:I guess I'm ok.. I just feel different.

Doctor Sophia:Your fiance,your aunt and your friends are waiting for you outside so I thought that I tell you the good news before they know about it.

London:Huh?What news?..

Doctor Sophia:Miss London.. you're pregnant.. Congratulations..you're going to be a mother.

I felt like my heart had stopped beating for a moment and I suddenly forgot how to breathe..I was so shocked by what she told me I got dizzy and then I regained my composure and started shedding tears like I was mourning and the doctor got worried.

Doctor Sophia: What's wrong Miss London?..Are you in pain..do you feel ok?..

London:I don't deserve this baby.

I turned to the doctor with hot tears in my eyes and she was surprised.

Doctor Sophia:What do you mean by that Miss London?..babies are blessings to women..and from what I've heard about you..you are a charismatic and virtuous public figure..you got this precious gift as part of your achievements..so what could be the problem?..Why are you not happy about it?..

London: Doctor Sophia.. you're not going to understand what I've been through for me to say this..and I don't want the others to know about this please for my sake..Or else I'm gonna do something crazy.

Doctor Sophia:*Sighs*..

London:I never thought I could ever have a child of my own and believe me I am happy but.. I don't want to feel guilty of the constant reminder that I wronged the father of my child..I haven't been able to get over that..and I don't think I will..Ever.And I think I know what I have to do.

Doctor Sophia stared at me in worry and I stared at her blankly while tears rushed down my eyes.A few moments later I came out of the room along with doctor Sophia and Mace hugged me tight.

Mace:I want you to stay with me Mami.. You're obviously stressed out hence you fainted..

London:I know Mace and I'm fine now..no need to worry about me..ok..

Aunt paloma: London let your fiance bail you out..your crime isn't much of a big deal and besides you're innocent..so why accept it.

London:Aunt I..

Jenila: She's right London.And yes.. we're all surprised with what we had witnessed in the courtroom and to be honest you're not in the wrong at all.. you're innocent.. London please come home with us.

Garry: London.. listen to your friend..we all want you to come back.Now that Lewis and Bella are out of the way..we can all live peacefully and you and Mace can finally think of starting a family..

The realization suddenly hit me as soon as Garry mentioned starting a family with Mace.I can't.

I slowly walked a few steps back with tears in my eyes and my head lowered.

Then I looked up at Mace trying hard to not cry.

London:Mace.. unfortunately I don't see a future for both of us.

There was a dead silence in the room and I could only hear the muffling noise of my heartbeat.

Mace stared at me intensely in shock and everyone else was equally shocked with what I had said.

Aunt paloma:No..you.. London he's the love of your life.. you've finally settled things..so why?..Why say all this crazy nonsense?..

I couldn't hear a thing aunt paloma said and I just stared at Mace and he stared back at me in the same hurt expression.

I just couldn't do it.I felt too guilty for all I did to him..this baby will constantly remind me of that and I won't be able to live with myself.

So unfortunately I have no choice but to break up with him and this time forever.

Though it hurts like hell to let such a blissful and genuine love go..it was purely out of the sacrifice I'm making for his wellbeing and happiness.. I hope he finds it someday.

Jenila: London don't do this.. there's no need to feel bad for anything..

Garry: London we all care about you.. don't feel like you're a bad guy.. because you're not so please.. don't leave Mace.. you're all he has..

Aunt paloma: London if you leave him..then you leave me too.

I roughly wiped my tears and forced a smile.

London:Ok..I will..

I looked at Mace and he was still in complete shock and I couldn't bear it and I just hurriedly walked away furiously and sobbed as I did so..

I will continue to hope for the best for you mi amor..But unfortunately I can't be the one to give that to you.

I ran to my prison cell and sobbed and sobbed and it went on for days..

Mace would call me constantly along with Aunt paloma and the others on the station telephone but I would reject their calls each and every day..

I even told the police officers not to let them visit me and they were stopped from visiting me.

Mace didn't give up and he decided to wait until I was released to have a better conversation with me.

My stomach had grown bigger and I decided to wear something to cover the bump so that none of them would find out..

I decided to stay in Britney's house and later she found out that I was pregnant but I had told her to swear on me that she'll not tell anyone about it and she agreed reluctantly.

A few days passed by and Mace had learnt about my release and was eager to meet me along with aunt paloma and the others and he was shocked when an officer told him that he had no idea of my whereabouts.

Mace was stunned and he was so confused with everything.

Aunt paloma placed her hand on his shoulder to comfort him.

Mace:Why is she doing this to us?..What have I done wrong to deserve this..I just don't understand anything.

Mace lowered his head feeling disheartened.