Good days, Readers

Author bringing a new chapter

This chapter is a bit melancholic

I hope you like it

Author not owning the Fanart above

Ultraman is owned by Tsuburaya

Let us sing the song

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A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
The first time I meet you, you give me the sweetest smile that I've ever seen. My chest is fluttering everytime I saw that tiny glossy mouth bloom into a laughter. I feel the whole universe is centered on you.

Colors and promises
You give me a reasons to stay, to enjoy every moments. You lights up my world, when darkness holding me like a servant. Your existence is the only guide that I have. You are the only thing that I care. My pledge to you that never be broken.

How to be brave
Can I cherish you? Can I love you? I want to be cherished. I want to be loved. I want to be brave and patients for you. Like how you're brave to overcome your fear of me. You jump for me, grab me from the vagueness of nothingness. You are the power of my life.

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
Fear holding me to catch you. My fear resist me to love you, I'm afraid of rejection. I'm afraid my heart will be broken. I'm afraid you will leave me alone without answer. I'm falling to deep. I want you to be by my side. 

But watching you stand alone
I can only watch you from far away. I can't stand it. Lonely I saw in your face. Your face full of worry and longing. Give me chance. Count on me.

All of my doubt, suddenly goes away somehow
Your hesitation is my urgent. I need to say this. I can't hold it anymore. When I tell you on how much I love you, you're suprised. Never expecting me to confess.

One step closer
Reaching you is my salvation. Step by step I grasp your heart. I'm too attached to you. I can't let go.

I have died everyday, waiting for you
If just by seeing you can cause severe heartattack I would have died many time for taking a glance on your beautiful face. I will do anything for you, beloved one.

Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
In here I stand for your existence. You told me to find somebody. You scream at me because you're not perfect, not good enough for me. You says you're not worth anything. But, to me you're the center of my universe. You don't have to be scared. I will always be by your side. I will be waiting for a thousand of years. Watching you for everything that will endanger and hurting you. I choose you because I love you. 

I'll love you for a thousand more
I has fallen to you for eternity. My love is for you. You're my clarity. You're my sanity. You're my everything. So please, don't go away.

Time stands still
Minute became hours, hours become days, days become months. For the first time in my life, this is the most happiest memory that will ternally engraved in my soul. We experiences, what is mean to be one. To be together never part away. 

Beauty in all she is
Elegance is your spirit. Your eyes glimmer like the stars. Your soft voice, is melodies to my ears. Your gentle caress is the softest touch of warm. Your gigles is the rhyme of my emotion. You're the only one that can control me.

I will be brave
I will try to be strong. To be strong for you, for us, for our future. Strong enough to give happiness on your face. Strong enough to protect our love.

I will not let anything, take away
I will not let you go. What is mine, will be forever mine. And I will keep fighting to defend it.

What's standing in front of me
Then everything suddenly crashing down. You're gone, leaving a bundle of life in my hand. What am I going to do without you?. What should I do with him?. I'm not ready to lost you. To lost everything that I cared.

Every breath, every hour has come to this
I'm choked. I'm lost. I'm going insane. I want to destroy everything. Everything that take you away for me. This is unfair!. I can't life without you

One step closer
Kill me!. Reaching you is my only salvation. I want to end this torture, I can't endure it anymore. This is too much for me.

I have died everyday, waiting for you
You are slipping away for me. The thought of suicide lingering in my head. And yet, I see your remnant on him. He have your color, blu sky color with mixture of mine. He have your smile, your stubborness, your warm. I can't look at him. He reminds me of you. I don't have the strenght to take him. I'm still grieving for you. Watching him feels more like a torture for me. I can't. I'm sorry.

Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
If you can see me, I will always be in here, waiting for you even if it is a millenium. Do you know? He grow so strong that I can't help to turn my back on him. I failed. I failed to be a father. I'm a loser. I'm ashamed of myself. I throw your last gift. How immoral I can be to ignore my own son. Just because my heart ache everytime I saw him.

I'll love you for a thousand more
Dear, My love for you is boundless. So boundless that I can't let you go. I'm haunted to be alone for eternity. I'm sorry, I almost let him fall to the darks side. You must be very dissappointed with me.

And all along I believed, I would find you
I know dear, our love will unite us. But can our love unite him?. I don't want him to fall apart, just like me. I don't want him to suffer alone, to cry alone or to be left out. I want him to know that there is still me watching him.

Time has brought your heart to me, I have loved you for a thousand years
Every moments is gift to us. I love you and will forever love you. After so long mourning our unfortunate fate, his presence in my life, in our life help me to heal the wound. I have to release you. I have to let you go. I'm sorry for my selfishness. I'm holding you too tight that you can't even fly with us. 

I'll love you for a thousand more
Our love is countless. I should have known you will always be by myside. No, be by ourside watching us.

One step closer
If the stars is your soul, I can sense your delicate heartbeat bring peacefulness to our life. It feels like you're so close yet so far away.

One step closer
Came the time when finally we meet. Even though for a second. At the very last I can see you again. You don't know how much I miss you.

I have died everyday, waiting for you
You're expecting me. You wait for me in here, where time is frozen and we can do anything that we wanted. I can hug you, kiss you, touch you, hold you, saw you again. After heartbreaking and stupid decision I have done. You forgive me, for everything.

Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
Holding hands and never let go. Eventually I have to go back, once again leave you behind waiting for my return. I don't want to make you wait, but our son will be alone out there. He still need some guidance. And for once I have this urgency to not left him. 

I'll love you for a thousand more
We will always be together. So I have to says good bye, for now

And all along I believed, I would find you
I guess, trust give birth to fondness. And fondness changes into love. Love is a pure power that will exist as the last hope for everything

Time has brought your heart to me, I have loved you for a thousand years
You don't have to be worried anymore. We have a son who likes to watch over me. If by any changes you still here with us, I want you to know

I'll love you for a thousand more
I will always love you

Stand an Ultra in front of a gravestone. The gravestone looks so beautiful in a crystalized ornament. He put Scorpion Grasses and Crysanthemun at there.

"Oyajiii!!" someone call him.

"Ah, I have to go. Untill we meet again, on the other side, Love"

On the gravestone written in Ultra language 'Lying here the greatest wife and beloved mother'

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Hiks

Author wanted to cry

Scorpion Grasses or 'forget me not' flower is the symbol of 'faithfulness'

Crysanthemun is the symbol of 'devotion'

Is it have the same meaning?

Oh well, Author gonna off

See you!