What's up with y'all and these depressing requests? Y'all making me depressed.

Y/n's View

I cough and I hear Dixie comes downstairs a few seconds later.

"What are you still doing up?" Dixie asks.

Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed

"Staying up so I don't die in my sleep." I say.

I'll make a cup of coffee for your head

"Don't be ridiculous." Dixie says.

It'll get you up and going out of bed

"I'm serious." I say.

I start to cry and she hugs me.

"I'm gonna stay up with you. Let's watch a movie." She says.

Yeah, I don't wanna fall asleep, I don't wanna pass away

I smile and we sit on the couch.

Yeah, I don't wanna fall asleep, I don't wanna pass away

I look at the engagement ring on Dixie's hand and I sigh quietly.

I been thinking of our future 'cause I'll never see those days

"Stay out of my life." I say.

I don't know why this has happened, but I probably deserve it

I am such an idiot.

I tried to do my best, but you know that I'm not perfect

Time Skip

"Y/n's cancer has gotten a lot worse, it's spreading rapidly. She only has a few days, it's recommended that she say in the hospital." Nurse Hopkins says.

"Oh my god." Dixie says.

I been praying for forgiveness, you've been praying for my health

"Thank you." Dixie says.

Nurse Hopkins nods her head and leaves.

"Baby, when I'm gone, I don't want you to keep thinking about me. I want you to live your life with someone else. Don't hold back." I say.

When I leave this earth, hopin' you'll find someone else

"No, no, no." Dixie says crying.

"Look at me." I say.

She looks at me and I hold her hand.

"There's so much we haven't done. I want you to get married and have a son named after your dad like you want." I say.

'Cause yeah, we still young, there's so much we haven't done
Getting married, start a family, watch your husband with his son

"I'm not gonna stand on my two feet and walk out of this hospital. I can't even get up to use the bathroom, I have to pee in a bottle. I'm gonna die in this bed." I say.

I wish it could be me, but I won't make it out this bed

"No matter how many times you call my name, I won't answer you. I will see you again, I hope." I say.

I hope I go to heaven so I see you once again

"I'm only 20, but I've lived an amazing life. I am so happy that you were mine for the past 4 years." I say.

My life was kinda short, but I got so many blessings

"I love you so much." I say.

"I love you too." She says hugging me.

Happy you were mine, it sucks that it's all ending

Time Skip; Dixie's View

Y/n holds my hand and I start to cry.

I'm happy that you here with me, I'm sorry if I tear up

"You don't suck. Although, you can suck my—" Y/n says.

I throw a pillow and Y/n falls out of the bed.

"Idiot." I say laughing.

When me and you were younger, you would always make me cheer up

"Stop taking pictures of me." I say covering my face.

"This is my bitch." Y/n says flipping off the group of boys staring at me.

I kiss Y/n and she smiles.

Taking goofy videos and walking through the park

I hear a bark and I jump on her back.

You would jump into my arms every time you heard a bark

Y/n hums and I smile. I put my head on her chest and she kisses my forehead.

Cuddle in your sheets, sing me sound asleep

"I gotta go home." I say getting up.

"Be careful." Y/n says as I open the window.

I kiss her and climb out the window.

And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03

"To the girl in the blue dress, I think you're very pretty and I would like to take you on a date." The girl says grabbing the microphone.

"This is church, not Tinder. Sit down." Mrs Holiday says.

Sundays, went to church, on Mondays, watched a movie

Y/n let's go if my hand and I hear a loud beep. I raise an eyebrow and get up. I look at the screen and Nurse Hopkins runs in the room.

"She's crashing." Nurse Hopkins says giving Y/n CPR.

She continues to give Y/n CPR and eventually stops.

"Time of death, 14:07." Nurse Hopkins says.

Soon you'll be alone, sorry that you have to lose me

Time Skip

It wasn't right. She just laid there in the casket. That's what happens when there is a dead person in the casket. It just felt so wrong.

I don't know how I'm gonna live without Y/n. I don't even have any money or a job. Y/n found me when I was living on the streets, always getting into trouble. said she would take care of me until the day she died. That day finally came.

Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed

"We found Y/n's key to her safe. We looked through it and found her will. She left 45% of her accents to her family and 55% of her accents to you. We also note addressed to you." Tristan says.

I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
It'll get you up and going out of bed

Tristan hands the note to me and I read it.

"Hey, Dix. If you're reading this, I am gone... for good. I know things are gonna be hard, but a promise is a promise. I want you to take how ever much money you get and live your life. When I met you, it was love at first sight. I didn't care about your clothes or how much money you had. I loved you then and I'll love you forever. I love you, things are going to get better." I read as I start crying.

"Don't stay awake for too long, from Y/n." I read.

Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed

"She also left you this." Tristan says handing me a stuffed bear.

"Money is kinda tight right now, but happy anniversary." Y/n says handing me a small stuffed bear.

I'll make a cup of coffee for your head

"This is more than enough. Thank you." I say hugging Y/n.

It'll get you up and going out of bed

"I got you." Y/n says handing me a bag of food from the local restaurant.

Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed

"Can I hug you?" I ask.

I'll make a cup of coffee for your head

Y/n holds her arms out and I hug her.

It'll get you up and going out of bed

"I got you." Someone says.

Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head

I look up and see Y/n.

It'll get you up and going out of bed

I'm seeing things, but I'm fine if she's the person I'm seeing.

Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
It'll get you up and going out of bed

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