Without Me (Dixie D'Amelio)


Basically, you're gonna end up with Charli.


Y/n's View


I open Dixie's door and look up. I see Dixie kissing Noah and they pull away. Dixie looks at me and I close the door. I run downstairs and Avani looks up.


"Y/n." Dixie says following me.


"How could you do this to me?" I ask.


"Baby, I'm sorry." Dixie says.


"I give you everything you want from me and you cheat on me with a fuck-boy?" I ask.


Put you right back on your feet
Just so you could take advantage of me


"I'm not a—" Noah says coming downstairs.


"Shut the hell up." I say.


Stupid bitch probably doesn't even know what that means.


"What's going on?" Addison asks.


"She's cheating on me with him." I say.


"This fake-ass-bitch?" Avani asks.


"Yes." I say.


"I've been waiting for this moment since I met him." Avani says taking her earrings off.


"Avani." Addison says.


"You don't even care about me. You haven't shed a single tear, yet you say that you're sorry." I say.


"I'm sorry but I love Noah." Dixie says.


Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there


I don't know why (yeah, I don't know wh"We've been together for 7 months but you don't want to tell me that you love me. Yet, you can tell this fucking idiot that you love him in 2 weeks." I say.


"I'm—" Noah says.


"I will professionally beat the shit out of you." I say.


"What's he doing here?" Thomas asks coming inside.


"If he's not gone in 20 seconds, we're gonna have problems. So get him off of the property." I say.


"He's not doing anything wrong." Thomas says.


I look at him and Avani covers her eyes. Noah flips me off and I punch him.


"Put me down." I say as Avani picks me up.


"You have to leave." Thomas says after Avani puts me down.


"Here's the house key and I'm going to pack my shit. You just lost the best Hype House member you'll ever have." I say giving a key to him.


"Period." Avani and Addison say giving their key to him.


I go upstairs and Dixie follows me.


"You think you can live without me? No. Watch him break your heart like Griffin and every other person you've dated." I say.


Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)


"You will find someone, I—" Dixie says.


I sigh and close the door.


"How long have you been sleeping with him?" I whisper.


"Y/n—" She says.


"Answer the question." I whisper.


"Why does it matter? You've never wanted to have sex with me." She whispers.


"You slept with random boys while you were single. You don't even want to get tested." I whisper.


She slaps me and I open the door.


"At least Noah cares about me." She says.


"I can't even look at you right now." I say leaving.


I go outside and see Charli.


"What's wrong?" Charli asks.


"We're leaving the Hype House for good." Larri says.


"Why?" Charli asks.


"Dixie just left me for Noah." I say.


"I'm sorry. I know what can make all of us feel better." Charli says.


"What?" I ask.


"We're going to Miami." She says.


Time Skip


"What did you put in your backpack?" I ask.


"I stole their coffee maker." Charli says.


"You're serious?" I ask.


"Yes." She says going into her room.


"Good luck." Addison says walking another room.


Avani laughs and goes into her room. I put her bag down and Charli closes the door.


"How do you feel?" Charli asks.


"One step at a time." I say.


"Do you think you'll ever fall in love again?" Charli asks.


"Yea." I say.


"You know, I'd never leave you. I'd never hurt you... or stop loving you." She says.


Gave love 'bout a hundred tries (hundred tries)
Just running from the demons in your mind


I kiss her and she unbuttons my shirt.


1 hour later...


I kiss Charli's neck and she giggles.


"We gotta go." Charli says.


"We have 2 minutes." I say.


"That's not enough for a quickie." Charli says caressing my cheek.


"You think I'm hitting it and quit it, don't you?" I ask.


"Yes, I do." She says.


"I'm not. I never slept with Dixie. Do you know why?" I say.


"No." She says.


"When Dixie and I were going to have sex, she started distancing herself and I didn't want to do it." I say. 


"I wanted to lose my virginity to someone I know would be with forever." I say.


"Keep mine and I'll keep yours." She says.


"Mhmm." I say.


She smiles and I kiss her cheek. I get off of her and help her stand up. I open the door and we go downstairs.


"Are you gonna ride the Cheetah?" Avani asks as we leave.


"Oh my god, yes!" I say.


"Nerds." Charli and Addison say.


Charli's View; 45 minutes later...


Y/n's phone vibrates and I click on the notification.



Her phone vibrates again and I click on the second one.





Does it ever get lonely?


I only said what Y/n would've said. Y/n doesn't want her back, right?


I tap Y/n on the shoulder and she turns around.


"You won't leave me right?" I ask cupping her cheeks.


"No." Y/n says sounding confused.


Said I'd catch you if you fall (fall)
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all)


I smile and she kisses me.


"Why do you think that I'll leave you?" Y/n says holding my hands.


"I think you'll go back to Dixie if she says she wants you back." I say.


"Do you remember what you said to me earlier?" She asks.


"I wanted to lose my virginity to someone I know would be with forever." Y/n says.


"Keep mine and I'll keep yours." I say.


"Mhmm." Y/n says.


"Yea." I say.


"I meant every word." She says.


"I love you." She says.


"I love you too." I say.


Y/n's View; 2 hours later...


I put Charli on the bed and she pulls me on top of her.


"I thought you were sleeping." I say.


"I just wanted to make you carry me." Charli says.


"Of course." I say.


Charli giggles and I kiss her.


"You're so beautiful." I say.


She blushes and I smile.


"Fine, but quickly." She says.


"I wasn't thinking about that but that works too." I say.


"I love you." She says.


"I love you too." I say. 


Last year, I pretended to be a scarecrow and scared kids to steal their candy. I'm about to do that again.

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