"Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing!"
-From the Japanese drama 'One Liter of Tears'-
I know there's a reason why I accidentally read this again while scanning my old notebooks! Gosh, I may be suicidal but I can't afford to commit suicide cus I know how sinful it is to do that! I only cry cus it's a painful truth! I have no right to end my life! All I need to do is wait for my time to come. In the meantime, I should live my life free from negative thoughts! There are these people who made me realize that being pessimistic most of the time is not that good. I'm grateful they care for me. Thanks very much, sweeties. You know who you are! Please don't stop guiding me cus I badly need guidance from you. (Actually, I'm referring to myself as well.) Kyahahaha!
Yunno, it's hard to think positive all the time but I'm gonna try to do it for me to enjoy life! (I was enjoying my pessimistic life, really! But the urgency to change overpowered the urgency to rest in peace.)I'm doing this for those people who give me advice especially to the man who forced me to change and he really helped me a lot! His words are soo powerful which made me ponder on things. Uhhh, I have to avoid thinking negative thoughts as much as I can. I CAN DO THIS! (I wish he could read this post. Cus finally I can say these magical words which he wanted to hear coming from me!)
Anyways, this is another emotional post! Just ignore this! Nyahahaha! Last emotional post?Well, let's see! :P
#IHopeIWillNotFail
#Goodbye
#KeepSafeAlways
#SayNoToSuicide
#IAmPreciousToSomeone
Yuchae Moon
August 15, 2015