I don't have a plan to get married. In the first place, I haven't been in a relationship yet. I've been single my entire life! However, whenever I think of marriage and see happy married couple either in real life or on TV (movies and dramas), I always have someone in mind who I wanted to saend the rest of my life with. I know it really is impossible to be with him and be my husband. But the thought of him being my husband makes me thrilled! I've been truly, deeply, madly and secretly loving him for 7 years! It's true because no matter how unreachable he is, I never think of giving up on him. It's deep because it's only him that I truly love in my entire life. I'm madly in love with him because I love everything about him. I keep the true feelings I have for him as a secret because I know all of you would think I'm a lunatic. You even think I'm one for idolizing and adoring him. How much more if you find out that I consider him my first love? Is it necessary to know someone personally to be your first love? Or it doesn't matter? All the other boys and men I liked and adored before is just a product of infatuation or whatever you call it! Ahahaha! The love I have for this guy is true! He is irreplaceable! He is my first love! He is out of my sight and far from my reach! I haven't met him in person yet! For Pete's sake he doesn't even know I exist! Whatever you are thinking right now is true. Yes, unfortunately, he is an idol
and I'm just an ordinary fan!!

Yuchae Moon
September 2, 2016