I remember when I went to (Park Hun) Mr. Leo's wake in Rolling Hills eight months ago! I chose to not see him lying in the coffin cus I know it would only hurt me more! (We may not close but there is still a soft spot here in my heart! I was admiring him secretly before!) Then, I saw them crying but I tried my best to stay calm even if I was dying inside! Seeing them crying shows how good he is! Sadly, other people don't see the goodness in him cus they only know his cold side! I could feel how painful it is to his family and colleagues! More painful than what I feel at the moment! Losing someone you dearly love is really dreadful! I know this is really difficult for us to overcome! It would be different for his colleagues or close friends without his presence at work from now on! Time can heal! But if you're used to seeing someone every day it will never be healed soo easily! Everyone is going to miss him especially his smile and laugh!

Let's not forget to pray for his soul! He may rest in peace!!! TT-TT See you again soon Mr. Leo!

These were the words I said when I found out he was gone.

I can't believe what I just knew!! I can't accept it! Why? It breaks my heart into pieces! I was teary-eyed when I heard it a moment ago and God knows how much I want to burst out crying But I'm still here in CPILS to do that!

Dear ex-crush, why? Why did you leave me first? I really wanted to die but why did you rest in peace before me? Why? I won't see you again! I won't see your frowning face anymore! I never thought that it was my first and last time to see you smiling and laughing a few days ago But I'm grateful cus I was able to talk to you only once! I'm going to miss you! TT-TT Your death is not known yet but it will be soon! Many people will be shocked! As for me, I'm going to visit your wake later! </3

How do you heal a broken heart? How to move on? TTTT Well, see you again! In heaven!!!! Ahuhuhu! °^°

Yuchae Moon
April 10, 2016