I know I'm unattractive. I know no one will like me. I will never get the chance to be loved in return. I can't get a man. I will be no boyfriend till death. Please don't think I'm being impatient. I know the truth that I'm ugly. No one has ever confessed his love to me. You can't expect me to believe right away that the right time will come and I can find a boyfriend. I can't! You know I can't! I'm always grateful that I'm addicted to idols especially Kpop idols. They compensate for the bad feelings that I feel after all these years.

Yuchae Moon
December 26, 2015