I have two friends who are soo thoughtful when it comes to my birthday. The first one is my childhood friend and we don't talk constantly and see each other like twice a month or never. Then the other one is her best friend who instantly becomes my friend. For three consecutive birthdays, they invited me out. Imagine it's my birthday (which I love to stay at home and read or write something without someone bothering me) and they are the ones who want to celebrate it with them. Ahahaha! I turned down their invitation twice but they gave me something. I was guilt-tripped soo I went out with them last year.

Yunno my birthday is coming and I hope they forget it. Ahahaha! I don't put my birthday on Facebook but they found it out cus my childhood friend and I are neighbors. Even my other groups of friends don't greet me anymore cus my birthday isn't visible on my main Facebook account (where I have all my real-life friends). The only ones who greet me are my parents, grandparents and sis. I don't want to go out on my birthday and even on ordinary days! I wanna be alone all the time! Ahahaha! As a matter of fact, I'm unemployed for five months cus I'm too shy to apply for a job, I fear interviews and I have very low self-esteem!

Yuchae Moon

September 25, 2016