Seriously, I dunno how to keep in touch with virtual (online) friends anymore! I lost the eagerness of keeping a many-miles-apart-friendship years ago. What difference would it make? They will just ignore and forget me completely. I always end up in pain of losing some good friends! I always end up getting hurt! Tell me, what good does it do to me?
However, if someone wants to talk to me, I entertain them. I'm not a snob. Just expect that I won't message you first! I already stopped making the first move and starting a conversation first. Apparently, I don't talk to any of the people here lately. I can tell that I've totally changed now. I don't easily feel bad whenever they stop talking to me. I'm still emotional though. It's just that I learned from my past experiences of having lots of virtual friends. It even came to the point of wanting to meet them in person. But now? I don't mind not seeing them! ^.^ But they won't be forgotten. In fact, I think of them sometimes. They never leave in my heart and mind even if they forget me now. I know I'm just a familiar stranger to them now or even I'm a stranger to them again. Like if I choose to talk to them again at this very moment, I will be back at square one. They won't remember me! The very thought of it hurts me. That's why I will never try keeping in touch with them again. Gonna save my tears this time! ^()^ That's it! Sorry for blabbing! Ahahaha! :P
Yuchae Moon
June 23, 2016