I went to (Park Hun) Mr. Leo's wake in Rolling Hills an hour ago! I chose to not see him lying in the coffin cus I know it would only hurt me more! (We may not close but there is still a soft-spot herein my heart! I was admiring him secretly before!) Then, I saw them crying but I tried my best to stay calm even if I was dying inside! Seeing them crying shows how good he is! Sadly, other people don't see the goodness in him cus they only know his cold side! I could feel how painful it is to his family and colleagues! More painful than what I feel at the moment! Losing someone you dearly love is really dreadful! I know this is really difficult for us to overcome!:'( It would be different for his colleagues or close friends without his presence at work from now on! Time can heal! But if you're used to seeing someone every day it will never be healed soo easily! Everyone is going to miss him especially his smile and laugh!
Let's not forget to pray for his soul! He may rest in peace!!! TT-TT
See you again soon Mr. Leo! :(
Yuchae Moon
August 18, 2015