1979

"MOM!? DAD!?" my voice echoed in the large dining room. Happy birthday banners hung from corner to corner and a big number 10 balloon stood in the corner. My mood suddenly changed as I saw my mom tied to a chair and my dad's dead body in the corner. My knees buckled beneath me, as I cried into my hands I heard my mother's muffled shouts. That's when I remembered I could still save her but before I could get to her I felt four large hands grab my body, two on each arm. I tried to fight back but I was too weak. As I was dragged away all I saw was a man pointing a gun between my mother's eyes.

1986

I awoke to a cold sweat running down the side of my face. The sheets putting unwanted weight on top of my body causing me to feel claustrophobic. I look around to see a room very different to mine. I go to lift my hand but see that I'm tied down. The panic starts to settle in and just as I was about to scream I feel someone next to me. I look and see "Mr ballard?". He lays his hand on my shoulder "shh don't worry everything is OK. Did you have a bad dream?" he said in a concerned tone.

I remember my dream and my eyes start to water. I suddenly felt him embrace me. His arms wrapped around the upper half of my body and his head rested next to my ears. Just as I was getting used to it and started to clam down from my bad dream he jumped up and I saw papa at the door way. It wasn't fair I wanted Mr ballard to hold me for longer. I wanted to feel his head rested next to mine. I needed to feel him next to me. Wait no he's an orderly I can't do this.

"right 004" papas voice sounded interrupting my train of thoughts. "we have discovered some new things about you that somehow we had never discovered before" he gave a little chuckle after his words. How could he even laugh after the things he had done. "so for the next 2 weeks I will be doing some 1 to 1 testing". "I will not be working with you. How dare you. You take me away then lock me in a room and tie me to a bed. HOW DARE YOU!" he looked enraged but I don't care I just want to leave.

"fine you will be doing 1 to 1 testing with Mr ballard. You can take it or leave it" he said smartly. "fine" I spat back. He then walked back out leaving me and Mr ballard alone. I closed my eyes feeling the stress take over but I just ignored it. I started to fall back to sleep. Suddenly I felt my left wrist being untied. I opened my eyes to be met with Mr ballards face directly next to mine. I could have sworn I had fallen asleep I thought to myself. I stare longingly into his eyes. I don't know why but I just felt so connected to him. "what are you thinking about" he says as he notices I was staring at him which instantly made me blush. "j-just how crazy it is here" I lied.

"tell me about it" he smirks with his reply. I got butterflies seeing how good he looked. No I can't he is an orderly no chance. But this feeling got worse as he leaned over my body to untie the other hand. I looked back into his eyes. i felt this sudden urge to do something i had never thought i would have the courage to do. fuck it whats the worst that can happen i lent up and our lips connected like two pieces from a jigsaw. the thing that shocked me the most was the fact that he hadn't pulled away. soon enough we both pulled away gasping for breath. why did he make me feel this way.

he started tracing his hands down the side of my body holding stong eye contact the whole time our faces only centimetres apart. i tried to move as the teasing was unbearable but was met with a problem. my feet where still tied to the end of the bed. out of nowhere he asks "why do you call me mr ballard and not peter the other kids call me peter?" i was confused at the randomness of the question but i still had to answer. "because of papa" i pull the neck part of my gown down slightly to show the huge scar i had on my collarbone which spread to my neck. peter looked sick to his stomach at the sight of what papa had caused.

his gaze switched between my eyes and the scar. he then stares into what felt like my soul. "can i... have a closer look?" i nod shyly. he leans in and starts placing soft kisses along my neck to my collarbone. he then makes his way back to my lips. each kiss had more and more passion. he bites my lip causing me to open my mouth. with this opportunity he slides his tounge in and leans forward, placing a hand behind my back supporting me. he slowly lowers me so im laying down and he properly climbs on top of me, slowly making his way back down my neck again. i couldnt help but let out a subtle moan. i ran my hands through his fluffy hair, feeling him smile against my chest. "p-peter please" I squeezed my legs together.

Just then I woke back up. Breathing deeply as the dream i just had took my breath away. My hands where still tied to the bed along with my legs. I look over to see Mr ballard, thank god he had also fallen asleep. "Mr ballard?" I whisper shouted trying to wake him up. "no need to whisper I am awake" suddenly it felt as if my heart had plummeted to the ground. Shit did I make a noise. Did he hear?

"what where you dreaming about?" he asked as he walked over then started to untie my wrists. This was not helping all it did was give me flashbacks to my dream. "just an old friend. I think it was more of a memory of us at the park" I was never good at lying. "was his name Peter by any chance" just as I thought it wasn't possible my heart plummeted to the earth's core. I giggled nervously not knowing what else to do or say.

He moved down to untie my feet. I stared blankly at the ceiling just wanting the ground to open up and swallow me. Once he untied my feet he went back over to the table in the corner and continued to read his Book. I sat up feeling slightly dizzy as I had been laid down for a while. i went to get up and go to the door but i was stopped by mr ballard saying "you arent allowed to leave unless its time for testing or your turn to go in the rainbow room" what they expect me to stay in here for two weeks. "fine" i think of what i could do but nothing comes to mind. 

"what are you reading?" i asked trying to make small talk. "just look at the cover and read it" he said in an annoyed tone. why was he so annoyed? he then looks up at me "you dont know how to read?" i look down at the ground embarrassed at what i was about to admit. "a couple of years ago when i was first taken here i met someone and they died and i was tortured to forget about it in the process i forgot a lot of things but i remember some of them now" i stand there with tears in my eyes. "Wow im so sorry, i went through something similar" what does he mean something similar. "Obviously not to that extent. when i was employed here they forced me to forget" i dont know what it was but something told me he was lying but i brushed it off. "here sit down and ill teach you" he pulled out the seat next to him and patted it. i sat down and he started to show me.

"she escaped but she had to leave him the one who bought her joy. the one who would suffer from her actions the end" i looked up at mr ballard who seemed to be really proud of me. "mr ballard?" i start. "call me peter you dont have to stay professional when papa isnt around" i smiled. "peter?" yes he replied in a childish like tone. "i want to escape from this place, i want to go back home even if my parents are dead" he nods understanding every word. 

A/N- ok so i dont know what to do. i can either do it that we escape with 011 as well and do the whole story of how the adapt to the outside world with a little twist or just escape with peter and end the story there please let me know.