Internal Desires: 37

Vincent POV

My life was perfect. There wasn't a single thing that wasn't the way I wanted it. And now that Rose was well and graduation was closing in, my future seemed very bright.

Rose and I were talking about our future more and more. After much worry and consideration, she final decided that she wanted to go to school for marine biology. I decided to go to school for mechanical engineering. Rose and I even sent out our college applications together. They were a little late, but they surely reached the schools before the deadline.

Now all we had to do was wait.

"Want to go to a party tonight?" Rose asked, looking at her phone.

"Depends, whose party is it?"

"Austin Butler's, his parents are away for the weekend so you know it's going to be wild. I could use some fun in my life."

"Sounds like fun."

Taking that as a yes, Rose got up from my couch and sighed.

"Where are you going," I asked grabbing her arm.

"To go home. It takes time for me to get ready."

I pulled her arm so that she fell and landed on my lap. "Don't go yet. You still have time." I placed my lips on hers and I felt her smile.

"Vincent, don't try and distract me."

I ignored her protest and grazed my tongue against her bottom lip, begging for entrance.  She didn't open so I improvised. I flipped us over so that she was laying on her back on the couch. This made her gasp and I took this as my chance to deepen the kiss. Our lips were moving together hungrily and I just wanted to taste more of her.

I started kissing her neck and collar bone. As my kisses got lower, I was thankful for the thin tank top she decided to wear. Her top started to rise up a little, so I placed one of my hands on her side and rubbed my thumb across her bare skin. I could feel goosebumps form on her arm and my own wave of desire washed over me, but I wasn't ready to stop. Rose wrapped her arms around my neck and threw her head back, granting me full access of her neck. I used that opening to give her a very visible love bite.

After I was finished I started laughing.

"Vincent!" She screamed and pushed me up so I was in a sitting position. "You didn't."

" I did," I smiled, pulling her so that she was straddling me. "This way every guy at the party tonight will know that your taken. "

"Well that's sweet, but how am I suppose to hide this from my parents?"

I kissed her softly on the lips and rubbed my thumb against her exposed skin. "Just do your girlie makeup thing."

She rolled her eyes but smiled. "I hate you."

"Baby, I love you too." With that I pushed our lips together once again. Rose was pulling at my hair softly and I had to stop myself from releasing a soft moan.  If we didn't stop soon I was going to lose control and that wasn't going to be a good thing.

Even though my mind was yelling for me to stop before things got way too frisky, my body wasn't listening. My hands, with a mind of their own, inched Rose's shirt up. I expected her to stop and yell at me like she'd done so many times before, but surprisingly she didn't. She just trailed her hands across my body until her hands were clutching the bottom of my shirt and she was yanking it over my head.

It didn't take long for me to get hers off of her either. It had been forever and a year since I'd seen her with so little clothes on. The last time I was this intimate with her was back when we were in the cave, but somehow this felt different. Maybe it was because I was completely aware of my feelings for Rose. 

I managed to find the courage to look in her eyes and I couldn't stand the look I saw. Fear. She was scared, which meant she wasn't ready. I sighed and grabbed her shirt and handed it to her.

"W-what are you doing,"  She asked shakily.

"I'm stopping. You need to get ready for the party and my mom should be home any minute now."

"I guess you're right. " she said, pretending to be disappointed.

"I'll see you tonight. I'll come and pick you up."

"Sounds good. See you."

"I love you."

"I love you too." She smiled before walking out the door.

As soon as her car was our of the driveway, I let out a big sigh. It was getting harder and harder to control myself when things got heated between Rose and I. I used to have to take cold showers every time she left my house, but that was wasn't working and neither was doing that. I'd gone months without doing anything, and that's after that little slip up with Jessica. My resolve was fading. I'm not saying that I was thinking of cheating on Rose, but I wasn't sure if the next time she wanted me to stop, I'd be able to. Especially if she want going to stop me and I'd have to do it myself. Ugh, I need a cold shower.

Rose POV

I honestly felt bad. I knew Vincent's reasons for stopping were a complete lie. He'd took one look into my eyes and read me like an open book. Truth be told, I was terrified. It had been years since I last did something like that, and I wasn't too fond of the results.

The same night I lost my virginity, I got pregnant. After that I was always too sick, tired, sore, or cranky to do anything with Jace. I didn't want to get knocked up again. Although the idea of having Vincent's child sounded amazing, I only wanted something like that to happen in the future, at least 8 years from now. I don't know if I could go through all of that again.

But despite my fears, there was a big part of me that wanted to seal the deal with Vincent. Every time he touched me my skin felt like it was on fire. It also wasn't a good thing to keep him waiting. I mean he went from getting it whenever he wanted to never getting any at all. Whenever he wanted, that sounds bad. Geez, my boyfriend is a freak.

"Rose, Vincent is here," my mom called from downstairs.

"Coming." I yelled back.

I grabbed my cellphone off my bed and took a quick glance at myself in the mirror. The black dress I decided to wear looked amazing on me. It was a strapless dress with a triangle cut out of the front and it stopped mid thigh. I was ready.

I gave my parents and Tom a gig before letting Vincent escort me to the car.

"You look beautiful."

I couldn't help but blush at his compliment.

"You see," the devil me said appearing on my left shoulder. "How can you keep someone like that waiting. I say you bang his brains out. You won't get pregnant. Just get on the pill or something."

"Don't listen to her Rose!" Angel me shouted, appearing on my other shoulder. "You need to wait. You listened to her last time and look where that got you. I personally  believe you shouldn't do anything again until you're married, but if you must do something, just do other things. Don't go all the way."

"Don't listen to that bone head. How would she know anything, she's a virgin!"

"You are too!" Angel me barked back.

Am I going insane?

I stopped thinking for a while and soon we arrived at the party. Vincent and I easily made our way through the crowd. We found some people from school and talked to them for a bit. Vincent made us drinks and I sipped on my own until I started feeling a little tipsy.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I could taste the alcohol on my tongue. I looked into my cup and grimaced. If I drank anymore of this crap I wasn't going to be able to remember my name.  I handed the cup back to Vincent and he laughed.

"That's so evil of you. What the hell is in that shit?"

"It's a secret." He said with a wink and a smirk I've grown to know all too well.

I'd never realized how sexy that smirk was. I loved it. With out a single thought, I pressed my lips against Vincent's.

"What was that for?" He smiled.

I didn't respond, I just put our lips together again and started kissing him hungrily. Has he always been so irresistible?

The song changed to Touch My Body by Mariah Carey and I instantly pulled Vincent to the dance floor.

I know that you've been waiting for it
I'm waiting too.
In my imagination I'd be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me
Hundred and two
And boy I know I feel the same
My temperatures through the roof.

I started grinding my hips against Vincent and for a moment he was completely shocked, but it didn't take long for his hands to grab my hips and pull me closer to him.

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve.

I could feel a certain part of Vincent grow, um, harder and when I looked back at him, he winked at me and merged our lips together.

His tounge was like fire, spreading to every inch of my mouth. He turned me around so I was facing him and I wrapped my hands around his neck and pushed his lips against mine harder. His hands trailed down my sides, across my hips, and down some more until he was cupping my ass. That sparked something in me. I pulled away from Vincent and looked into his lustful eyes before grabbing his hand and dragging him upstairs.

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Hello my beautiful angels and Merry Christmas. I was supposed to post this on Christmas eve but I got caught up with Christmas and parties

Now let's talk business

What do you think about their internal conflicts? What should they do? What do you think they're gonna do upstairs.

I'm ending it here so I can see what you guys want to happen so I need you to COMMENT and VOTE!!! that'll will make me want to post sooner. Well anywhoo gots to go!!! Lol

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