Prologue

My oblivion towards the potent falling of love was vast. Especially when it holds a place dominantly over your heart. Clouding your true perspective of the world or maybe even be brightening it. Some fall so easy, get hurt so bad and never heal.

Some would never even try.

I've learned you must love yourself before loving another. But what if you wanted to choose that love over everything you had, all the people who love you?

When you grow up aside couples yet one important person cynical about love itself what would you choose?

What could I choose?

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Some wounds will never heal, the pain I inflict should be close to illegal. Maybe I shouldn't be alive because of it. But look at the situation I am in now. We will love each other until death does us part.

Death does us part.

Death is a funny thing, you could want it so badly to the extend you go for it or you avoid it like the plague. I wanted death. But the thought seeped into my unconscious mind until I faced it. Leaving the one I loved, scarred, wounded and shattered.

We were supposed to be forever, but forever is happening right now.

There's no turning back.

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When you think of the fine line between love and hate you'll always assume that you'll eventually love the person you hate so much and never the inverse.

What would you do when that love slowly turns into pure hatred. Hostility so deep in your veins you ponder your existence. But the numbness.

The numbness that doesn't even make you human yet you're still alive.

I used to have something to live for. Used to. They gave me something else to live for, something that I could only look at with regret.

But something as stupid as a promise could keep me going.

So until the last breath leaves my body, I will not stop walking, I will not stop trying.

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I just read over that and it seems pretty kickass.. I wrote this a few months ago and left it as a draft until now..

The prologue above is three people? The first one who gets it would either get a sneak peek of what's to come or a dedication.. they can decide!!

Oh, I was supposed to do a little thank-you speech at the end of Starcrossed.. I forgot.. but a big thanks goes to everyone who read, commented and voted, thank-you so much!! I finished with 53,500 + reads and 1,100 + votes!! Thank you!!

Anyways I don't want to blab on... until September!!

CHEESECAKE!!!

~ Ami xD ;) Ciao :D :P