"Y/N, wake the fuck up." Maddy yells.

"I am up." I respond with a pillow over my face.

I remove the pillow to see Maddy finally ready. I've been done like two hours ago. Why do girls take so damn long?

"About time." I mumble.

"Shut up." She replied.

I grabbed the matching jacket to my outfit and put it on.

Like I do on most school mornings, I picked up Rue and Gia. I dropped Gia off first like usual. When she got out there was this boy waiting for her. Time for my embarrassing antics.

"Leave that damn boy alone and go to class." I yell.

Rue laughs like always and Maddy looks at me sternly. "Let her be great. You're such a hater."

"I'm not a hater. Boys ain't gon get her nowhere." I say.

I parked where I usually do as I pulled up to East Highland. "Hey cuz can I talk to you?"

Rue about to ask me some bullshit. I can just feel it coming. I give Maddy a kiss before she gets out the car.

"Alright what's up?" I ask.

"How would you feel about me smoking weed?" She asks.

I just knew it was some bullshit. "You're a recurring drug addict and you wanna smoke weed? Is this an alternative for everything else you do or are you smoking weed and popping pills all at the same time?"

"An alternative." Rue answers but it sounded more like a question.

"You're full of it. Why are you coming to me about this anyway?" I ask.

"Because you smoke weed." She replies.

"Just like everything else, I ain't selling you weed either." I say.

"Then maybe we can do it together." She suggests.

Either she lost her fucking marbles or she's making a valid ass point. I don't condone in her drug use. I've always hated it. But weed isn't harmful. It makes you feel just as good as whatever she probably takes just without the overdoses and whatnot.

"Alright fine. You wanna smoke weed then let's do it." I say.

Smoking weed with Rue can't be that bad, can it?

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It's terrible. I wouldn't say it's bad, just hilariously terrible. I really hate that we share a lot of the same classes because we been laughing at everything all day.

We stood in the hallway with some boy named Elliot that she met at the New Years party. Pretty cool dude if you ask me.

"Yo Lex what are you doing?" Rue asks as Lexi was putting something on the school walls.

"Oh just putting up flyers for this play I'm doing." Lexi answered.

"What play?" I asked confused.

She starts telling us about it as we all traveled inside the restroom together, minus Elliot of course. Cause that would just be weird.

"I'd actually love for you two to read it." Lexi says as she washed her hands.

"Oh for sure just send it to me." Rue mumbles.

I looked at Lexi in all seriousness. "Unlike her, I'll actually read it. So you can just send it to me instead."

"Hey Rue Rue and Y/N." Cassie says after coming out a stall I'm assuming.

"Hey Cass." We say simultaneously.

Rue and I looked at what the fuck she was wearing before looking at each other. We're both highly confused. "Wait are you in the play?"

"What play?" Cassie asks.

"Lexi's play." Rue answers.

"What do you mean Lexi's play?" Cass asks probably just as confused as the rest of us.

How the fuck Lexi promoting a play that no one knows about? Well I guess that's what the promotion is for but still. Has no one at least heard of it before?

"Uh, the play that Lexi wrote." I respond.

Lexi looks just as lost as us. What the fuck is happening right now? I'm too high for this shit.

"Oklahoma." Lexi quickly said.

"What?" Cass says.

"The play is called Oklahoma?" Rue asks.

"No the drama club is doing Oklahoma." Lexi replies.

"So what fucking play are you doing? Are you apart of the damn drama club?" I ask.

None of this makes any sense to me. Usually I'd be up to par but since I smoked two fat ass blunts with Rue this morning, I am not.

"Oh my God, do I look like I'm in Oklahoma?" Cassie questions.

This girl looks like she's about to lose her shit. She's been off ever since New Years. That was about a week or two ago. At least I fucked her before whatever crisis she is going through now.

"Why would your play be set in Oklahoma?" Rue asks.

I've never heard the word Oklahoma so much before in my fucking life. We're not anywhere near fucking Oklahoma. At least I'm quite sure we aren't. I don't know I'm so fucking lost right now.

"You both thought that I was auditioning for Oklahoma?" Cass asks.

"I haven't read it so." Rue says.

"Yeah neither have I." I add.

"Are you guys making fun of me or did you actually think I was auditioning for Oklahoma?" She asks.

"Why the fuck would you audition for Oklahoma?" Maddy asks as she came around the corner with Kat.

"Why would you audition for a state? Is that even legal? What the fuck is going on in Oklahoma?" I question.

"You better be lucky you're cute." Maddy tells me.

"I'm not auditioning for anything." Cassie says basically losing her fucking mind.

"Then why the fuck do you look like you're auditioning for Oklahoma?" Maddy asks checking her makeup.

"Do I?" Cass asks.

"Yes." Kat answers.

"Has everyone read Oklahoma but me?" Rue asks.

"Cuz, I haven't read that shit either. How do you read a play?" I ask.

"Oklahoma isn't like a play you read." Kat said.

"Rue, Y/N, are both of you on drugs?" Cassie asked.

"Yes." We both say laughing.

"You relapsed?" Everyone asks as a question for Rue more than me.

"We just smoked a little bit of weed." She responds.

Thank God the topic is off of that damn state. I've never been more clueless in my fucking life. That shit made my brain hurt.

"Wait I don't understand. If you're not auditioning for Oklahoma then why do you look like that?" Kat asks.

What the fuck Kat? I thought we let that shit go. At least I let that shit go. Who even cares anymore?

"She's going through a midlife crisis at the age of seventeen obviously." I start laughing uncontrollably and Rue soon joins in.

"Like what?" Cassie asks replying to Kat.

"Like a country music star." Maddy answers.

"Dorothy called she said she wants her style back." I say still laughing with Rue.

"In a good way or a bad way?" Cass wonders.

"Bitch you better be joking." Maddy says seriously.

"Cass, are you okay?" Kat asks concerned.

"No she's not okay. She's off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of oz." I joke.

Cassie just stared at herself in the mirror not saying anything. This has been the weirdest conversation in my entire eighteen years of living. And I've talked about some weird shit.

"I think it's time we get the fuck out this restroom." Rue whispers to me.

That's the greatest thing I've heard since I came in here. Never again will I get high before school. Maybe I fell asleep in class and dreamed this entire thing.

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Okay so I didn't dream that hilariously yet brain cramping and confusing conversation earlier. Maddy has been trying to figure out what Cassie is going through all day.

"Mads, baby, let it go. Cassie will talk to someone when she's ready. Don't focus too much on that. Shouldn't you be worried about other things. Like your birthday that's coming up." I tell her.

"Yeah maybe you're right. What are you getting me for my birthday?" Maddy asked.

I've already bought her mad fucking shit that I have hidden somewhere else. Maddy practically lives here so she damn sure would've found it if I kept it here.

"You'll find out when the day comes. Do you know what you wanna do?" I ask.

She thinks for a few seconds. I'm just waiting to hear some extravagant ass shit. Go big or go home is normally her thing.

"I kinda just want a chill party. I can't do anything major since someone decided to impregnate me." She said.

"You wanted me to. I feel like this was your plan all along." I respond.

"It was. Just not this damn soon." She admits.

"Well not everything always goes according to plan. Our little boy-"

"Little girl." Maddy corrects.

"Whatever. I'm going to love them unconditionally." I finish.

"I love you." Maddy says.

"I love you too baby." I reply.

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Maddy laid in the bed next me knocked the fuck out. I carefully got up and walked out the room to answer my phone.

"What's up?" I ask.

"Bro do you know who Cal is?" Fez asks me.

"Cal? Like Nate's father? He owns a big part of this town. What about him?" I ask.

"He showed up to the crib. Something about a tape of him fucking Jules. He thinks that either me or you know something about it." He responds.

"He fucked Jules? That's sickening. Jules is a minor. Wait, why are you telling me about this man and his attraction to underage transgender teens?" I wonder.

"He's searching for the tape with that shit on it. For some reason he thinks we know something about that shit." Fez answers.

"Why would I know about this disgusting ass shit? I don't got no damn tape. He only wants it because that shit can put him in jail for a long ass time. I'll let you know if I hear something about it tho." I say and hang up.

I go back in the bed in my previous spot next to Maddy. Can today get anymore fucking weird?

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Cassie has never ever been happier.

Not proofread.

Until Next Time.