spoiler kind of : say what ya want about Y/N & Leilani but there's a strong chance that it's happening at some point. at least for now that's what I'm leaning towards

I understand how weird it is to a certain extent but everything ain't for everybody and this shit is fictional like a mf anyway

and this might upset some of y'all but just like Fez told Lexi: some people need to get their feelings hurt

just remember it's a maddy story so maddy is endgame

anywho on with the story

_____________

"You love giving me a hard time don't you?" I asked while changing Riley's diaper.

In the past few days I've been pissed on twice, shitted on, and she threw up on me countless times. They don't tell you any of this when becoming a parent.

"Mommy gets it easy while you leave the hard work for me. I thought you were supposed to be my best friend. You don't piss on your best friends." I say.

She starts to cry a little like she can really understand me.

"Don't cry baby. It's okay. I forgive you." I say cradling her in my arms.

Her crying stops after while as she soon falls sound asleep. I carefully wrap her blanket around her and lay her down.

"You are so good with her." Maddy says.

"I'm supposed to be." I reply.

We still aren't together, obviously. I've never told her the truth. I plan on it one of these days. I just need to get my words together. I'm still having a hard time dealing with the truth myself.

I mean it's only been two weeks since everything happened. I've just been taking it day by day. I spend my time juggling between my daughter and working on my album.

And if I'm not with Riley or in the studio, I'm with Leilani. That's become my everyday routine. Riley, studio, Lani.

"I know but you already spoil her. She's literally gonna grow up and become your best friend for real." Maddy responds.

"One of us have to be her favorite parent and I'm sorry but it won't be you." I say smiling at my sleeping little girl.

"I knew that already." She mumbles.

This was our first normal conversation within the past fourteen days. As of lately we only come together for Riley. I decided to take advantage of this opportunity.

"How are you?" I ask.

"Could be way better. How are you?" She replied.

"I'm okay, I think. I don't really know. Everything is fucked up for me." I answer.

"If it's any consolation, you're doing amazing with Riley. You didn't fuck up with that." Maddy says.

"Yeah thanks." I mumble.

I stared at her for awhile before looking away. I ain't know what else to say. If we don't talk about Riley then there ain't shit to talk about. That's just what it is.

"So why is Momma P watching her today?" I asked.

"Because I have something to do and I know you have to go work on your album. I don't think having a baby in the studio is a good idea." Maddy answers.

I just nodded. Speaking of work I had to leave soon. Another day, same routine.

____________

Maddy's P.O.V

I'm determined to find out the truth of the huge scandal. Even if Y/N and I don't get back together afterwards, I'd at least have some closure. It would also make me feel way better.

I'm used to having my name spread around a lot whether it be good or bad. That's what comes along with being a popular girl in your city. But everywhere outside of my city is what I'm not used to.

Y/N being famous now means her life is no longer private. When we were together she posted me a lot on Instagram so that fame spread on to me.

And seeing headlines everywhere like "Rising Rap Star Y/N cheats on girlfriend and baby mother Maddy Perez" does not feel good.

Now there's one thing I know for certain. When Y/N goes through shit she talks to the same people about it. Rue, Chloe, or her homeboys.

Rue was out this picture. She knows about as much as I do. Which is basically nothing. My next stop is Chloe. Rue was helpful in getting me in contact with her though.

"You might've texted me but I still wouldn't have expected this is in a million years." Chloe says letting me into her house.

"You and me both." I say.

"So what's up?" She asked.

"It's about Y/N." I say.

"I figured. What did she do now?" She replies.

"Nothing and that's kind of the problem. I'm pretty sure she told you about the whole cheating situation. She swears up and down that she didn't do anything wrong but won't say anything more than that. It's hard for me to believe that when I caught her in the act. I need to know if she told you anything." I explain.

She looks at me confused. Not like she was lost or anything but more so like she was asking herself questions in her head. "Y/N hasn't told you?"

"Told me what?" I ask.

"If she didn't tell you then I'm not either. It's really not my place to tell her business. Even if I did tell you she's gonna know you heard it from me. Because if she didn't tell you then she hasn't told anyone else at all." Chloe responds.

"I completely get that but I need you to tell me. I understand that you and Y/N have a strong relationship with each other so you don't wanna betray her trust. This is just very important to me." I plead.

She sighs and thinks to herself for a moment. "Alright fine. I kept a copy of the drug test in case she ever needed it but I'm gonna give it to you. You should be able to connect the dots afterwards."

Drug test? What did Y/N take a drug test for and how is that helping the situation? She disappeared for a few minutes before coming back with two papers.

"She took two different type of drug test. Blood and urine. They both say the same thing." Chloe says handing them to me.

I read each one and chuckle when I seen positive for marijuana. Like I didn't already know. That girl smokes a lot. Under that was another one. Positive for ketamine. Huh?

"What the hell is ketamine?" I asked knowing that she'd know because she's a nurse.

"It's one of the many popular date rape drugs. It causes memory loss, hallucination, disorientation, but overall makes you feel good if in the right environment. So if she told you that she didn't remember cheating it's because she really didn't." She explains.

Oh no. She's been telling the truth this whole time. Cassie took advantage of her. Now it makes sense why she never wants to talk about it. I wouldn't want to talk either if I happened to get raped.

I know one thing for sure. I'm about to beat Cassie's ass.

___________

Y/N's P.O.V

"Why do you keep hitting me? Cause if I knock ya head off your shoulders then I'd be wrong right?" I ask.

"You ain't even like that for real." Leilani replies.

"See now I feel like you trying my gangsta. Tryna play me like I'm soft or something." I say.

"You said it, not me." She shrugs.

"You know you really gon stop trying me. I am not one of them." I reply throwing the closest thing next to me at her.

"You are one of them though." Lani says.

"On gang you got me fucked up. I'm finna leave dawg." I say.

"Aw, did I hurt your feelings?" She says mocking me from the other day.

"I'm a certified thug. My feelings don't get hurt." I answer.

She starts laughing like I told a joke. "Okay Y/N, whatever you say."

I swear I love her damn laugh. That shit makes me smile for some reason. "Man come here."

"You tryna beat me up now?" She asked finding this amusing.

"I will if you want me to. Now bring yo ass here shawty." I say.

She gets up and comes over to me, standing in front of me. I was laying down on her couch in a very comfortable position.

"What?" She asks.

I don't say anything. I just grab her wrist and pull her down so that she's sitting on top of me. She looks slightly surprised but doesn't move.

"You think this is appropriate?" Leilani questioned.

"I don't see nothing wrong with it." I answer.

I pull her down so that she's laying on me and I wrap one of my arms around her. Our legs getting tangled up.

She didn't say anything but I knew for a fact she was smiling as her face was buried in my chest. I could just feel it.

I hear my phone go off and decide to check it. It was a text from Maddy but I ignored it once I seen that it didn't have anything to do with Riley.

"Got all your hoes blowing you up huh?" Lani asks tryna be funny.

"Girl shut up." I say.

For the rest of the night we had hung out and did stupid shit together. A part of me was starting to notice that I'm enjoying being with her way too much. But I can't help it.

It's just something about her.

___________

Chloe gon tell everything when the time come. Y/N finna fuck around and get cougar pussy....idk yet. Maddy finna walk Cassie like a dog.

Not proofread

Until Next Time.