Considering ending this book

Y/n's View

I knock on the door and it opens.

"What are you doing here so late?" Tommy asks.

"I need a place to crash." I say.

Tommy nods and lets me in.

"How have you been?" Kate asks hugging me.

"I'm okay." I say.

Ayy, good night, Wes

Kate smiles and goes upstairs.

"You and Alexa get into another fight?" Tommy asks.

"Yeah." I say.

"All she does it play the victim even though she starts all the fights." I say.

Why you actin' like the victim? (Actin' like the victim)
Why you actin' so offended? (Actin' so offended)

Alexa and I met 5 years ago and we had a good relationship for 3 years. We got into a really bad fight and we made up but I found something out I couldn't forgive her for. While we were broken up, she slept with my best friend.

"I wanna stay with her but I don't know how much more I can take." I say.

Got my feelings in a prison (Feelings in a prison)
I can see you're codependent (Oh, dependent)

"If you're not happy, you're not happy." Tommy says.

And I know that you're not happy
I can see right through your eyes (Through your eyes)

"Everything has seen the Instagram pictures of you guys, there's definitely some tension." Tommy says.

Postin' that you love your life
I can tell that that's a lie (That's a lie)

"I am happy with her just not as much as I used to." I say.

You convince yourself that you're content
But you're happy to an extent

"Y/n, Alexa our you in the worst state I'd ever seen you in. You weren't even that broken when Uncle Manny died. How can you want to stay with her?" Tommy says.

You broke me, but you could care less (Care less)

"Something off about that girl. Just don't get your heart broken." Dad says.

I called it
My gut told me I knew it

"How many chances are you gonna give and how many times are you gonna let her make you look like a fool?" Tommy asks.

I gave you chances, you screwed it
Defendin' you lookin' stupid

"Look, it's your choice. Think about it." He says.

"I just got the guest room ready for you." Kate says from upstairs.

"Thank you." I say.

Tommy leads me upstairs and takes me to the guest room. I hear a room door open and Eli walks into the hallway.

"Aunt Y/n!" Eli says hugging me tightly.

"Hey, kid." I say.

"Go back to bed, buddy." Tommy says.

Eli nods and goes back into his room. The door shuts and I sigh.

"Don't you want this? A wife and kids. You're not gonna get that with Alexa." Tommy says.

"I just gotta think." I say.

Tommy nods and hugs me. I smile and he walks down the hall.

Time Skip

I decided to give Alexa one more chance before I call it quits so we decided to get lunch together. That was a big fucking mistake.

"I just don't think you realize how much it hurt me when you left." Alexa says.

And you be sayin' that you're hurt

"Do you understand how many times you've hurt me in the past and didn't care?" I ask.

I told you I used to hurt
Now you're feelin' what I'm feelin'

"All you do is start fights and then get upset when I leave." I say.

Got our feelings in reverse, yeah

"Y/n—" Alexa says.

"I'm not done talking. I've given you everything you could possibly want but you still blame everything on me." I say.

I gave you what you want (You want)
I gave you what you need (You need)

"I can't do it anymore, I won't." I say.

When you look at your desk, the only thing you'll think is me (Is me)

"I'll be just fine without you." Alexa says.

Go post about your life (Your life)
Go post how good it is (It is)

"That's a lie. If that was the case, you wouldn't be upset about me leaving." I say.

'Cause I know you'll be cryin' for all of the shit you did (You did)

"Well, I'm sorry things had to end this way." Alexa says.

Why you acting sorry?

Alexa gets up and leaves. I sigh and shake my head.

Time Skip

But you get irritated then you do some shit that's petty

All Alexa's been doing is subtly putting the blame on me. I can't even go outside without paparazzi asking me questions about our relationship.

I won't put up with that, who do you think I am?

"It's just hard to believe that this is the sane girl I said I wanted to spend the rest of my life with." I say.

I used to say we'll be forever, I don't think we can

"You tried to make it work, that's all you can do." Kate says.

"Maybe in another life, everything worked out." Kate says.

Maybe another life, but I treated you right (You right)

"Well, I wanna be in that in that life. I doubt that Y/n has to see videos of her ex-girlfriend of 5 years flirt with a guy she just met." I say.

I hope you find another person that you're satisfied (Satisfied)

"Would you rather be in a toxic relationship and be sad or would you rather be single and happy?" Kate asks.

'Cause I can't do your shit, and I'm so sick of it

"Honestly, in a toxic relationship." I say.

When you see me in real life, I hope you think of this

"Wrong answer!" Kate says.

Why you actin' like the victim?
Why you actin' so offended?

"I thought you were asking my opinion." I say.

Got my feelings in a prison
I can see you're codependent, dependent

"Yeah, but... whatever." Kate says.

"It'll work out for you, Y/n. I know it will." Kate says.

Why you actin' like the victim? (Acting like the victim)

I smile and she hugs me.

Why you actin' so offended? (Actin' so offended)

She walks upstairs and my phone rings.

Got my feelings in a prison (Feelings in a prison)

"Hey, baby." I say answering the phone.

I can see you're codependent (Oh, dependent)

"Hey. I'm so glad you finally broke up with her." Isabelle says.

Why you actin' like the victim? (Actin' like the victim)

"Yeah..." I say.

Why you actin' so offended? (Actin' so offended)

"You gonna come see me?" Isabelle asks.

Got my feelings in a prison (Feelings in a prison)

"Yeah." I say.

I can see you're codependent (Oh, dependent, dependent)

"I'll be waiting." Isabelle says.

I'ma miss you

I hang up and sigh.

I'll miss you too

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