Selfish

Earth 20
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"You work together, love together, and hang out together everyday?" Jacob asks.

Oh oh oh oh, oh

"Yeah." I say.

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh yeah

"She's mine and only mine." I say.

I want you all to myself

"It's me and her against the world." I say.

You don't need nobody else

"You sound like a 4 year when they get a new toy." Jacob says.

I want you all to myself, I swear yeah

"And?" I ask.

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

"I'm done." Alexa says coming over to us.

I smile and Alexa kisses me.

I'm selfish, I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear

"Where are you two going now?" Jacob asks.

I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish, yeah
I want you all to myself, I swear

"We having a date night." Alexa says.

You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, I swear, I'm selfish

"For the 800th time this week." Jacob says.

I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear

"We're actually going out this time. Usually we just watch movies and complain about running out of popcorn." Alexa says.

I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish yeah
I want you all to myself, I swear

"You two have fun with that." Jacob says walking away.

You don't need nobody else
I want you all to myself

Time Skip

"How much did you spend on this?" Alexa asks.

I stare at Alexa for a few seconds and she crosses her arms.

"$2000." I say quietly.

"Why would you spend that much money on a necklace?" Alexa asks.

"I've waited 26 years to find the one, I don't want to lose you." I say.

Now, that I gotcha here, girl
I ain't gon' play with you

"I love you more than anything else in this world. I'm not gonna hide it anymore." I say.

Because there's a lot of things
That I wanna say to you

"Like, I'm dating the Alexa Demie. I've wanted to marry you since I met you." I say.

Girl, you know, you the shit

"Eh. I'm not so sure about that last part... right now. And just because I say that doesn't mean you can explore other options." Alexa says.

'Cause I'm not ready for no commitments, nah, nah
But I swear I hate seeing you wit' them, yeah, yeah

"Why would I when I wake up to your fine ass everyday?" I ask.

Alexa smiles and kisses me.

Time Skip

"Give me a rough estimate on how much money you've spent on things related to Alexa." Tommy says.

"About $15,000." I say.

"You don't see anything wrong with that? You don't think she's trying to control you?" Tommy asks.

"She never asks for anything, I just buy gifts for her. She tries to buy stuff for herself but sometimes I pay for her. She tells me no but I do it anyway." I say.

And I know, you ain't tryna control me

"Shit, let me shut my mouth." Tommy says.

I laugh and Tommy smiles.

"I just know that you've been in relationships before where people have taken control of you before. You were single for so long and you're the time to do anything for love." Tommy says.

And I know, you're tired of being lonely

"I'm just trying to make sure nobody takes control of my little sis." Tommy says.

I smile and hug him.

Time Skip

"I think that's an unhealthy obsession." Micheal says.

"And? I can't control how much I love someone." I say.

I can't help how I feel
I'm just keeping it real

"When I was younger, we struggled a lot so I had to share everything. I never got to eat a whole slice of pizza, it was cut in half. Imagine having to share everything with 2 other siblings and parents." I say.

"Now that I can live a luxurious life and take care of my family, I'm selfish. Alexa is something is something I don't have to share, so I want to keep it that way." I say.

They can't have you, girl, because
I'm selfish, I want you all to myself, I swear

"It's me and her against the world, no body is gonna get in between us." I say.

You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish, yeah

"I know it's unhealthy but I don't care. I want what is mine and I'm not sharing." I say.

I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear

"Admitting your obsession is the first step to greatness." Micheal says.

I want you all to myself, I swear, I'm selfish
I want you all to myself, I swear

"It's over?" I ask.

"Yes." Micheal says.

"Cool." I say getting up.

I leave his office and go into the hallway.

"How'd it go?" Alexa asks as we go in the elevator.

"Okay, I guess." I say as i press the ground level button.

A man walks in the elevator and the doors close.

"Floor 2." He says.

I nod and push the button.

"Hey." The man says to Alexa.

"Can I get your number?" The man asks.

"I don't know you." Alexa says.

"Well, you know that I'm hot." The man says.

"In your dreams, buddy." I say.

You don't need nobody else, I swear

"She's mine. You stay in your lane and I'll stay in mine." I say.

I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish yeah

He stares at me and the elevator doors open.

"Looks like your stop." I say.

I want you all to myself, I swear

The man walks out and I close the elevator doors.

"What?" I ask as Alexa stares at me.

"Don't tell you liked his goofy ass haircut." I say.

You don't need nobody else

We both start laughing and smile.

"You are something else." Alexa says as the elevator doors open again.

"I know." I say as we walk out.

I want you all to myself

Time Skip

"Is it true you're super protective of Alexa?" Jack asks.

"I guess, I'm selfish as fuck." I say.

Shawty I'm selfish, can't help it

"What makes you selfish?" Jack asks.

"I don't want to share. She's so beautiful that everyone stares at her when she walks by." I say.

You know, I get stuck, when you come around

"People keep telling me that I have an obsession with her and people look at me weirdly. In reality, I just want to people that she's mine and only mine." I say.

And them be sick 'cause we be on some shit
Yeah, they know, I'm gon' hold it down

"I talked to Alexa the other day and she said you're the best thing to ever happen to her." Jack says.

Girl, you know, you fuckin' with a winner

"As she should." I say.

5 hours later...

"Get up." I say.

"Why?" Zendaya asks.

"Get up." I say.

Zendaya gets up and I sit in the chair.

"You can sit down now." I say.

Zendaya rolls her eyes and we laugh.

"I just wanted to sit beside Alexa." I say.

But just know that I'm selfish
And I swear, I can't help it

Alexa smiles and kisses my cheek.

But it's all for you
Yeah, it's all for you

"I wanted to sit beside Sydney anyway." Zendaya says.

I'm selfish, I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear

"Couldn't be me." I mumble.

I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish, yeah
I want you all to myself, I swear

Sydney flips me off and we laugh.

You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, I swear, I'm selfish

"Dinner is on me, get whatever you want." I say.

I want you all to myself, I swear

"That's only valid for Alexa right?" Sydney asks.

You don't need nobody else, I swear

"I never said that." I say.

I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish yeah

"Oh, okay." Zendaya says.

I want you all to myself, I swear

"She's evolving." Sydney says.

You don't need nobody else

Alexa holds my hand under the table and I smile.

I want you all to myself

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