Earth 1
Y/n's View

"Why does she always stare at me like that?" I ask.

"Who?" Zendaya asks.

"Alexa." I say.

"I think she wants to kiss you. Looks like she has a crush." Zendaya says.

Are you gonna kiss me?

"What's that?" I ask.

"You've never had a crush before?!" Zendaya asks.

"You know I was homeschooled all the way through college." I say.

"She was bullied all day at school. She just sat in Principal Howard's office all day playing solitaire. How do you level up to 328 in 5 hours?" Zendaya says.

"Maybe it's best if she switches back to homeschool." Mom says.

"I'll go talk to her." Zendaya says.

Zendaya walks in the room and I look up.

"Is it because I don't know where my birth parents are?" I ask.

"It could be for a lot of reasons. It could be because your adopted or it could be because of you're Autistic. I think they missing out on having a pretty cool friend." She says.

I smile and hug her.

"A crush is when you have feelings for someone. Intimate feelings." She says.

"I have a crush on Alexa." I say.

"This is great! I'm sure she feels the same." She says.

"Don't tell her." I say.

"Hey, Y/n." Alexa says walking over to us.

"Uh, a hey Zendaya would've been nice." Zendaya says.

"You didn't even let me finish." Alexa says.

We laugh and she smiles.

"Can I get a ride home? I don't like to drive at night." Alexa says.

'Cause you're taking me home
It's four in the morning

"Y-Yeah sure." I say.

"C'mon dufus." Zendaya says pushing me.

We leave and I get in the driver seat.

"You don't want to sit up front?" Alexa asks as Zendaya gets in the back.

"She scares me when she drives." Zendaya says.

Alexa laughs and sits in the passenger seat.

10 minutes later...

"I think she fell asleep." Alexa says looking in the backseat.

"No surprise." I say.

"Why is your hand shaking?" Alexa asks.

"I get nervous sometimes while driving. Been driving for a over a decade and it still doesn't get easier." I say.

"I know the feeling." Alexa says.

She holds my hand and I smile.

"10 and fucking 2!" Zendaya shouts.

Are we doing this wrong?

Time Skip

"You never come see me anymore." Mom says.

"I'm busy." I say.

"No, Zendaya is busy. You're just a lazy person who tries to look busy." Mom says.

Zendaya laughs and I shake my head.

"I gotta go. I love you." I say.

"Mhmm." Mom says before hanging up.

"I don't think I have ever seen mom hate someone so much." Zendaya says.

"Fuck you." I say.

"Hey, Y/n." Alexa says.

"H-Hey." I say.

This weekend I saw you
Through eyes that are new

"And..." Zendaya says.

"Hello, Zendaya." Alexa says.

"You're so pretty." Alexa says.

You got me falling for you
And I kinda want to

"Thank you." Zendaya says.

"Not you." Alexa says.

"I deserve better." Zendaya says walking away.

"Free Zendaya until it's backwards!" Zendaya shouts.

"Do you wanna get lunch?" Alexa asks.

"Is this a date?" I ask.

Tell me what you mean
Is it all me?

"Surely not. Is it?" I say.

Start to overthink everything

"It's whatever you want it to be." Alexa says.

We're already six feet deep

"What do you want it to be?" Alexa asks.

"A date." I say.

Let's fuck up the friendship

"Therefore, it is a date." Alexa says.

"Okay." I say nodding.

I've never been this nervous before.

Come, get in my head

Alexa smiles and we leave.

Baby, cut the tension
I'm hung by a thread

10 hours later...

I unlock the door and walk in. I shut the door behind me and the comes on. I scream and see Zendaya sitting on the couch.

"You're home late." Zendaya says.

"I thought you go to sleep at 10. Why are you up at 11?" I say.

"I'm the one asking the questions." Zendaya says.

"Where have you been?" Zendaya asks.

"You do realizes that I'm older than you by 2 years, right?" I ask.

"Y/n." She says.

"I went to lunch with Alexa." I say.

"So you were eating lunch from 1:00 to 11:00?" She asks.

"Let me see." She says standing up.

"See what?" I ask.

She lifts my head and looks at my neck.

"You should've just said you slept with her. My only thing is, why were you gone for 10 hours?" She says.

"It's a gay thing." I say.

"Are you trying to start a relationship or is this just a friend with benefits kinda thing?" She asks.

"Why are you always in my business?" I ask.

"I want to be with her." I say.

Maybe it's something
But let's not pretend

"This might just mean nothing to her." I say.

Or maybe it's nothing
And this is the end

"She's an amazingly talented actress and I'm an editor." I say.

We could never be (Oh, no)

"You're an amazing person Y/n. Who wouldn't want to be more than friends with you?" She says.

We could never be friends
We could never be (Oh, no)

"If we weren't sisters and I was gay, I'd be all over you." She says.

We could never be friends

"Scissor sisters." I say.

"Let's just forget this conversation ever happened." She says.

"What conversation?" I ask.

"Good." She says.

Time Skip

I hope Alexa doesn't speak to me today. I don't know what to say.

It got kind of scary

Only thing I do know is that I want to be with her.

My bones always knew

"Hey, Y/n." Alexa says.

I love it when she says my name like that, so graceful.

"Hey." I say.

"About yesterday..." Alexa says.

"It didn't mean anything to me either." I say laughing nervously.

"Bitch, you better be joking." Alexa says.

"Shit, sorry. I didn't mean to—" I say.

Oh, I didn't mean to
Are you feeling this too?

"Relax." Alexa says holding my hands.

I don't know what she means.

Tell me what you mean
Is it all me?

"You always overthink, don't you?" She asks.

Start to overthink everything

"Only around pretty girls." I say.

When you're close to me, I can't breathe
We're already six feet deep

She smiles and kisses me.

Let's fuck up the friendship
Come, get in my head

Time Skip

I knock on the door and Zendaya hands me her keys. I unlock the door and we go inside. I shut the door and mom looks up.

"You finally found time to come and see me, huh?" Mom asks hugging me.

"No, I just need to talk to dad." I say.

Dad laughs and I sit beside him in the couch.

"How do you know if someone wants to be with you?" I ask.

Baby, cut the tension
I'm hung by a thread
Maybe it's something
But let's not pretend

"I think she might just want to be friends with benefits." I say.

Or maybe it's nothing
And this is the end

"Who are we talking about?" Dad asks.

"Alexa. Alexa Demie." I say.

"She wants you. A girl like Alexa knows what she wants and she's gonna get it." Dad says.

We could never be (Oh, no)
We could never be friends

"Even if she doesn't, you'll find someone. You're an amazing friend, daughter, and sister." Dad says.

"I don't want someone else. Alexa gets me more than anyone else. I've never felt this way for no one." I say.

We could never be (Oh, no)
We could never be friends

"This is frustrating. I'll just wait for her to tell me." I say.

On the edge of my seat
I'll wait for the outcome

"And she never will." Zendaya says.

If we ever have one

"She's the type to say, if you want it, come and get it. It's okay to make the first move." Zendaya says.

Let me take the lead
You follow me closely
But come on and show me

"Okay." I say.

I take my phone out of my pocket and call Alexa.

"Hey, Y/n." Alexa says answering the phone.

"Hey. Do you want to get dinner tonight?" I say.

Let's fuck up the friendship

"Sure." Alexa says.

"I'll come get you at 6." I say.

"I'll be waiting." Alexa says.

I hang up and Zendaya smiles.

"Look at my older sis finally coming out of her shell." Zendaya says.

"Mom can I have some money?" I ask.

"Hell no." Mom says.

"Can I have some money?" I ask looking at Zendaya.

She hands me the quarter off the table and I put it in my pocket.

"Dad can I have some money?" I ask.

Dad hands me a hundred dollar bill and I hug him.

8:00 PM

"I had fun." Alexa says.

Come, get in my head

"Me too." I say.

Baby, cut the tension

"What are we?" Alexa asks.

I'm hung by a thread

"We're whatever you want is to be." I say.

Maybe it's something

"That's my thing!" Alexa says.

But let's not pretend

I laugh and she smiles.

Or maybe it's nothing

"I'm confused about a lot things. I just found out what a crush was a few days ago. I'm also not sure about a lot of things. I don't even—" I say.

And this is the end

Alexa cups my cheeks and kisses me.

We could never be (Oh, no)

"I love you." Alexa says.

We could never be friends

"I love you too." I say smiling.

We could never be (Oh, no)

She smiles and kiss her.

We could never be friends

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