Earth 6
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"I'm sorry but I gotta get on this flight." Y/n says.

"I get it, we can do it when you come back." I say.

Youngblood thinks there's always tomorrow

Y/n smiles and kisses me.

Y/n never got on that flight and she never came home.

Y/n got hit by a bus going 60 miles per hour. She spent 2 weeks in ICU while unable to speak until she died.

All I really know is that I miss her.

I miss your touch some nights when I'm hollow

"Maybe you should try getting some sleep." Hunter says.

"I'm fine." I say.

"Alexa—" Jacob says.

"I'm fine!" I shout getting up.

"All of this is bullshit anyway. The bus was even supposed to be on that route and she was stable in the hospital. Someone murdered my girlfriend and got away with it." I say.

I know you crossed a bridge that I can't follow

"Now I have to listen to people saying that she deserves it, that they're glad she's gone, and people who just won't let her rest." I say.

"I'm tired of you telling me that Y/n loved me. Yeah, I fucking know." I say.

Since the love that you left is all that I get, I want you to know

I go upstairs and slam the room door shut. I see Y/n leaning against the wall and I stare at her.

That if I can't be close to you, I'll settle for the ghost of you

"I miss you." I say.

I miss you more than life (More than life)

"I think about you all the time." I say.

And if you can't be next to me, your memory is ecstasy

"He killed me." Y/n says.

"What?" I ask.

"Jacob killed me." Y/n says.

"Why would your best friend kill you?" I ask.

"He told you to go eat something and he unplugged my machine. He wants you he always has." Y/n says.

"Hey Alexa." Y/n says.

"Hi Y/n." I say taking Jacob's phone.

"I'm still waiting on that dinner date you promised." I say.

"We'll go when I get back in town." Y/n says.

"Okay, that's enough." Jacob says taking his phone back.

"Bye." Jacob says before hanging up.

"It all makes sense." I say.

"Yeah." Y/n says.

"You know what to do." Y/n says.

Y/n disappears and I sigh.

I miss you more than life, I miss you more than life

Time Skip

"Hunter told me that you got mad yesterday." Zendaya says.

"I see her." I say.

"See who?" Zendaya asks.

"Y/n. Seeing her reminds me that she always said there will always be tomorrow." I say.

Youngblood thinks there's always tomorrow

"She told me Jacob killed her. Her voice was a little distorted but I could still understand her. I tried to tell the police but they didn't believe me." I say.

"Her best friend killed her?" She asks.

"Yeah." I say.

"Maybe you should get some rest. You sound a little crazy." She says.

"I could be next. I want to live my life like there's no tomorrow, there's no time to sleep." I say.

I need more time, but time can't be borrowed

"Is it weird if I want to die just to be with Y/n?" I ask.

I'd leave it all behind if I could follow

"It's not weird to miss her, but it's a little weird that you want to die to be with her. There are still memories around that make you feel like she's still here." She says.

Since the love that you left is all that I get, I want you to know

"I'll just have to settle for her ghost. I miss her so much." I say.

That if I can't be close to you, I'll settle for the ghost of you
I miss you more than life (Yeah)

"That's fine too. Just make sure you eat something today." She says.

"You said you didn't want any." Y/n says.

"You told me to make sure I eat today." I say.

Y/n flips me off and I laugh.

And if you can't be next to me, your memory is ecstasy (Oh)

I start to cry and Zendaya hugs me tightly.

Woah-oh-oh-oh

It was hard for me to imagine my life without Y/n.

Na-na-na

Now I have to actually do it.

More than life (Oh)

"Hey." Y/n says.

"Baby." Y/n says.

I open my eyes and see Y/n staring at me.

"The fuck you dreaming about?" Y/n asks.

I sit up and hug Y/n tightly.

"I love you so so much." I say.

"What is this?" Y/n asks as I kiss her cheek.

"I just had a dream about you dying. I don't want to live without you. I changed my mind, I want to get married." I say.

So if I can't get close to you, I'll settle for the ghost of you

"Okay, we'll go ring shopping when the sun comes up." Y/n says.

I smile and kiss her.

I miss you more than life

"I love you." I say.

And if you can't be next to me, your memory is ecstasy

"I love you too." Y/n says.

I miss you more than life, I miss you more than life

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