Earth 11
Alexa's View

Y/n makes me sick.

You got me feeling so

If she knew how much I loved her she wouldn't move on a week later. We dated for 2 years, how could she move in so quickly?

If you knew what you meant to me
You wouldn't make it look so easy

"I feel like you guys would look good together." Sydney says.

Y/n laughs and I stare at her.

Acting like you forgot our history
But I don't, no, I don't

Is a week really that long? It feels like a day to me.

Feels like it hasn't even been that long, yeah

Y/n's phone rings and she takes it out of her pocket.

I know who that is.

Already know who's been calling your phone

"Hey babe." Y/n says answering her phone.

I should've seen this coming

And I feel like I should've seen it coming all along
But I guess you were already gone

I gag and walk away.

You got me feeling so sick, sick, sick

"What's wrong?" Sydney asks catching up with me.

"Promise not to tell anyone." I say.

"I promise." Sydney says.

"Y/n and I dated for 2 years and we broke up a week ago. We broke up because I couldn't trust her around a certain person. Now she's dating that certain person." I say.

"I feel sick." I say.

Got me feeling so sick, sick, sick

"Wow. I think you should be glad that you got out when you did. I feel like it's better to get hurt this way than finding out that she was cheating on you with that person." Sydney says.

"I guess you're right." I say. 

Time Skip

"Now that we're at a red light. Who's this?" Sydney says showing her phone to me.

Why the fuck would she post that photo?

Why you posting those pics, pics?

"That's the girl she's dating now." I say.

I guess you got over it quick, uh-huh

"I can't fucking stand her." I say.

You got me feeling so sick

The song on the radio ends and Y/n's sound starts to play. I turn the radio off and sigh.

Hope my song come on the radio
And make you feel like shit

"Did I mention that the girl is silently "throwing shade" at you?" Sydney asks.

And I seen your new lil' boyfriend
Tell him please get off my dick

"Don't tell anymore about that shit. If you do, I'm throwing your phone out of the window." I say.

"I'm done with Y/n's shit. I've already blocked her and never want to see her again unless it's for a scene." I say.

I done blocked you off of everything
In the past, I do not live

6 hours later...

There's a knock on the door and I get up. The knock on the door repeatedly and I sigh.

"Alexa!" Y/n says from outside.

"You're gonna wake my fucking neighbors up." I say opening the door.

"Why would you do that?" Y/n asks.

"Do what?" I ask.

"Why would you tell Jack Smith that we were dating?" Y/n asks

"I have no idea what you're talking about." I say sarcastically.

Y/n hands her phone to me and I look at it.

"Oops, my bad." I say.

"Sooner or later, you'll get why I did it." I say.

So, sooner or later, you'll see why I do what I did

"Why would you tell him?" Y/n asks.

"You want to play dirty, so I'm gonna play dirty too." I say.

But you made me feel so disgusting, so ick

"You don't care about relationship. You care about me being in an open and public relationship." Y/n says.

And you don't care about the memories
You care about the pics

"All I know is that you make me sick." I say.

And I won't say one more line
About how you make me so fucking sick

"You moved on a week later while I was still processing what was going on." I say.

So sick, so sick, so sick
Got me feeling so sick (Sick), sick (Sick), sick (Woah, yeah)

"Then you post those picks to rub it in my face." I say.

Why you posting those pics, pics?

"You're moving on quick and you're posting pictures to taunt me?" I ask.

I guess you got over it quick, uh-huh
You got me feeling so sick

"How could you move on so quick? How could you do that if you were in love with me? How could you do this to me?" I ask.

How could you move on that quick?
You were so in love, I know it
Why would you treat me like this? (Uh-huh)

"If anyone should be pissed, it's me. If anyone should feel sick, it's me. If anyone had been hurt, it's me." I say.

So sick, (So) sick (Sick), sick
Got me feeling so sick (Sick), sick (Sick), sick (Sick, sick, sick)

"Fuck you and that stupid bitch who's using you for money." I say.

Why you posting all those pics, pics? (Why you playing, girl?)
I guess you got over it quick, uh-huh

"Stay the fuck out of my life." I say.

You got me feeling so sick (Sick), sick (Sick), sick (Uh-huh)
Got me feeling so sick (Sick), sick (Sick), sick (Uh-huh)

Y/n sighs and nods.

Why you posting those pics, pics, pics?

"Don't let the door hit you on your way out." I say as she leaves.

I guess you got over it quick, uh-huh

I sit back down and gag.

You got me feeling so sick

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I'm working on so many things but I need your opinions. Pretty please respond.

1. Top 4 female characters from Euphoria

2. Opinion on a Euphoria one shot book 🤫

3. Pick a number between 5 and 12

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