"Damn it, Riki.", you said in frustration and looked back at him, as he just held the eye contact and continued to wipe away your tears.

You gulped, you felt the urge to kiss him so badly but after knowing he kissed her, you completely pulled away from him and sighed. "You should leave..."

"Y/n... please, let me stay..."

"No. Go."

He looked at you again, pressed his lips together and after another moment of staring into your eyes, he left.

You sighed and sat back onto your bed.

You didn't know what to do, you didn't know how to handle this situation. Your feelings for Riki won't go away, no matter what, you knew that... but he hurt you... could you forgive him for that? Yes, you also kissed someone else but still, the history with her was different.

Another sigh left your mouth, maybe you should talk to him again.

So you quickly opened your door again and looked outside but he was already gone. You quickly closed the door again and changed into different clothes and left your room.

As you left the dormitory building you could see a girl vomiting, so you distorted your face but quickly went to her and held her hair.

"Shit... you good?", was all you could say before you saw it was Naohiro but continued to hold her hair.

She continued to puke and you just rolled your eyes.

This really was a great way to start the day.

After she was done, you handed her a tissue but then let go off her.

Then you quickly walked away but Naohiro coughed and said your name: "y/n... please, wait."

"Now why would I do that?", you said annoyed and looked at her before you continued walking.

"I'm... I'm really sorry..."

You rolled your eyes and turned around. "Yeah, as if the big queen Naohiro is sorry for anything."

"Please... I really am... I was so stupid... I really am sorry... see? I punished myself for what I did.", she pulled up her sleeves and you could see a bunch of new and old cuts on her arms.

Your eyes widened and gulped. "Shit... you hurt yourself?"

She nodded and pulled down her sleeves again. "I was so stupid for what I did..."

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You sighed. This was the first time you felt really bad for her, despite all the things she did and said before.

"But you didn't have to hurt yourself..."

She shrugged and looked down.

You sighed again: "Let me take you to your dorm, okay? To make sure you don't have to puke again."

She looked at you, nodded and smiled a little: "Thank you, y/n."

As she told you the way, you just walked behind her, thinking about Riki.

As she opened the door to her room, you could hear a few bottles falling down and went inside with her. She quickly closed the door and then looked back at you. "Sorry about the mess."

"Oh uh, doesn't matter.", you just moved your lips up and then looked around. It really was a mess, like alcohol bottles everywhere, clothes and trash on the floor as well and leftover foods on her desk.

The smell of that really got to you. "Uhm, how about we open up the windows?" Naohiro just nodded and went into her bathroom.

You made your way through the chaos and opened the two windows. This was really awful... but it didn't excuse her behaviour. You still sighed, you didn't think she'd have these kind of issues...

As she came back outside, you asked: "Are you feeling better?"

"A little, thank you..."

You nodded. But you couldn't let her stay in here if she was feeling sick, in here it would had only gotten worse, so you sighed before you came up with a decision: "How about- how about I take you to my room? Your room really isn't the place you should be in right now."

"Are you sure?"

You took a breath and then nodded: "Yes, I don't have a roommate, so the other bed is still free."

"Aw thank you so much, y/n!"

You just nodded, not really sure how you felt about all of this.

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