////Tw Angst, death, crying, gore (kinda?)

(AN: So this is in a canon like dsmp sort AU. It's not canon to the story, like most bonus chapters are except for the first one ofc. This chapter is based off of "The Other Side of Paradise" by Glass Animals v pog go check it out. Enjoy!)

ALSO TYSM FOR 100K READS I LOVE YOU ALL SM THIS IS SO SURREAL TY, TY, TY

Ranboo POV

NO, NO, THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING PLEASE

I held Willow's limp body in my arms. They were barely staying awake. They looked down at her bleeding stomach, caused by her own brother.

"My body's lookin wrong..." She says with wide eyes

"My body's...lookin....wrong..." They say as they slowly close their eyes

"Bye bye 'Baby Blue'" Dream says, using the nickname that I had given her. He had just shot his own sister for betraying him

"NO!" I yell "YOU CAN'T USE THAT NAME FOR THEM" The shake in my voice was evident 

"I wish you could see the wicked truth..." He says

The anger in me grows more and more and replaced my sadness momentarily. My skin burning from the tears rolling down my face rapidly

"Shut up..." I murmur

"Caught up in a rush, it's killing you. Screaming at the sun you blow into" He says as he beings to walk away

He crouches down near my ear "Curdles up in a grip when we were us, fingers in a fist like you might run" He stands back up

"I settle for a ghost I never knew, superparadise I held on to.." I say quietly

"But I settle for a ghost..." I say, in an almost whisper. Letting the tears roll down and burn my face

I sit there and cry. The body of whom I loved, but I never even told that I did, dead in my arms.

Wow this angst rlly doesn't go well with my current excitement.

welp, i gotta make you guys cry somehow!

love you all and remember you are beautiful, smart, loved, and valid <33 bye my darlings!!