(I must really care about y'all, huh? A double update yesterday and another one today? I'm just build different. ANYWAYS, enjoy!)
I took a deep breath. I was about to go live and reveal to my stream that I was, indeed, Dream's sister. I was incredibly nervous. Clay was next to me so that he could also explain as well, and to be there for me. George and Sapnap were lying on my bed behind us, also there for moral support.
I had just tweeted out my stream
Sky <3
@Skylitdreamer
Hey guys! I'm streaming, I'm going to explain what happened yesterday and clear the confusion. If you can't watch the stream, don't worry, I'll tweet about it after as well <33
I stare at my screen in terror, scared of what my chat will say. I told my mods to put it on emote only, so that if anyone tries to send hate I don't see it.
"You got this, we're right here, Willow" Clay says, putting a reassuring hand on my shoulder. He was leaning on the back of my chair
"Alright, well here we go I guess" I say as I click the "Go Live" button
I see as my viewer count rises quickly. It's more viewers than I've ever had, even more than the lego stream. Not surprised though, much more people care since it involves Dream.
"Heyyy chat" I saw awkwardly
"Hey chat, I'm here as well" Clay says, much more confident than me
I had a approximately 200k viewers
"Holy shit we have so many viewers-" I mutter under my breath
"Well, I suppose we should get on with the explanation since you're all here" I say hesitantly
I take a deep breath and Clay squeezes my shoulder again
"So, I am Clay's, or you know him as Dream's sister." I pause for a moment "I didn't want to tell you guys because I wanted to gain success on my own. I had thought about telling you guys and was considering it, but was still really scared. It just happened before I was ready to, but I suppose it's better than me keeping it for longer.."
I look over at chat. It's spammed with hearts and happy faces. There is some mad faces here and there though..
"Yeah chat, we weren't trying to keep anything from you. It was just a matter of privacy. I'm not mad whatsoever that this was revealed, I was perfectly fine with her telling y'all but it was her decision. I expect none of y'all to send hate to her because she's done nothing wrong." Clay adds on as well
"If y'all have anymore questions, I'd be happy to answer them. I wanna make sure everything is cleared up" I look over at Clay to make sure he's down with it too, and he gives me a nod indicating that he is
"If you want me to answer a question regarding this, than just send a dono and we'll answer" I say, turning dono notifications back on so that I can see them
George and Sapnap stay, but they aren't paying attention as much
The first $5 dono rolls in and reads "Hey Sky! You have my full support, don't worry about it! I was just wondering if you were going to reveal your name like Dream did with his name being Clay? Love you!"
"Thanks for the 5, and for the support! I appreciate it! Uhm, I might eventually but definitely don't plan on it anytime soon. Maybe in a couple years? I'm not sure. Also, you can turn emote only off now, mods"
A $10 dono comes in and says "Hiya Sky! Been a long time supporter and I'm not mad whatsoever! Hope you and Dream are doing well. Was wondering if you and Dream are going to do more content together now?"
"Thanks for the 10 and the support! I mean, I would be fine with it. What do you think, Cla- or should I say Dream on stream? I don't know" I respond nervously
"You can say Clay or Dream doesn't really matter since you're my sister. But yeah, I'd be down to do some collabs"
"Ok cool, maybe we could do a sibling tag or something" I say with a laugh
Clay wheezes a bit "A sibling tag? Like those cringy youtubers?"
"I don't know man! It seems cool! Then we could do a 'Who knows me best?' between you, George, and Sapnap"
"I obviously know her the best" Sapnapsays from the back of the room
I see chat explode with "SAPNAP IS THERE?"
"Yes chat, both Sapnap and George are lying on my bed behind us"
"Hey chat" George says
A $3 dono comes in and reads "Did you see Ranboo's tweet? Also, love y'all sm!!"
"Ranboo tweeted? No I didn't see it. Lemme pull up Twitter on my phone real quick"
I get my phone and seen the notification. I pull up Twitter, immediately seeing Ranboo's tweet.
Ranboo
@Ranboosaysstuff
Hey guys! I've been seeing some messages, both good and bad, toward Sky and Dream's situation. Please, don't bombard them with messages! Sky is fairly new to streaming, as am I, and I wouldn't want all these messages coming toward me so please die it down a bit. And stop sending hate, they've done nothing wrong and their business is their business. They have private lives so let it be. Love you guys! Stay safe (AN: Pretend Twitter can send messages as long as this lol)
I smile while reading the tweet, showing it to Clay.
"Thanks for that Ranboo! I appreciate you trying to ease it down a bit. Like he said chat, we have our own personal lives so we had a right to not share this with you" I say
"Yeah, thanks Ranboo. I appreciate it as well" Clay says
A $25 donation comes in "Hey Dream, are you mad at Sky for letting your secret out? I would be"
Even though I knew that Clay wasn't mad, since he urged me to tell my fans, I still felt really bad when reading that dono
"No, not at all. Actually, I wanted her to tell you guys but, like I said earlier, it was her decision. I'm not mad at all" Clay answers
Despite everything and all the support, we still got a lot of hate donos. Saying that I should've told them and that I was a liar. It made me feel really bad, but Clay was there. And Ranboo, and my supporters.
"Alright chat, I think that's the last question we're gonna answer today! I appreciate all the support very, very much! I love you guys so much and I hope you all have an amazing day!" I say as I end the stream
"Well, that didn't go too bad in my opinion" Clay says as he stands up
"Yeah, just ignore the haters. They'll get over it soon enough. I'm sure they'll come to love you, and if they don't then fuck them" Sapnap says
"Yeah, haters are the worst but if you look at it, there's more supporters so just pay attention to that" George adds on
"Thanks guys, I appreciate it. I'm sure this'll all pass over soon" I say as I stretch in my chair
They all leave my room and I look through my notifications on Twitter. I see that Philza mentioned me in a tweet and I go to look at it
Philza
@Ph1lza
Hey guys, make sure not to send any hate to anyone. No one deserves any of the hateful comments and it can really affect them by what you say
I reply to him saying thank you when I get a notification on Discord. I check it and see that it's also from Phil.
Philza
hey mate! was wondering if you wanted me to ban some weirdchamp people from your chat? I already do it for Fundy, Tubbo, Tommy, and Ranboo and I could do it for you too
Skylitdreamer
oh wow thanks I really appreciate that! yeah, I'll give you mod permissions and everything. thanks so much phil :]
Philza
no problem mate, I know that it makes things easier especially with your situation right now
Dang, Phil is literally the best. There's a reason they call him Dadza. I look at my Discord dms and see that I got another one recently, about 3 minutes ago. It was from Ranboo
Ranboo
hey! Ik that you're going through a lot rn so i was wondering if you wanted to call?
Skylitdreamer
sure, that'd be great!
I see a screen of Ranboo calling me on Discord and I answer it
"Hey Sky! How are you?"
I have such good friends..
Words: 1412
Date: April 6th, 2021
Edited: May 25th, 2021
(AN: Hope you enjoyed this chapter! I have smth special planned for some chapter soon ;) I'm super excited for it. Boy is my daydreaming just immaculate lol. I love you all sm and I appreciate the support greatly!! Remember you are beautiful, smart, loved, and valid!! Bye my darlings <33)